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A revelation dream....
wow this dream is really depressing....but realistic....it reflects what I am thinking....and foretells what I should do....
I dreamt that my parents came to visit me while I was doing my ever-so-painful accounting homework.....we hopped onto a bus and traveled to Rhode Island...
There....I saw a magnificent school that is built like a castle from Anderson's fairy tales...it was beautiful....dreamlike....I almost cried when I saw the architecture.....
That school is the famous "Rhode Island School of Design (RISD)"
I was ecstatic...I always wanted to visit it....and now it is right before me....
I jumped off the bus....ran into the building.....the inside is like a church...the atmosphere feels divine....yet there are structures that are clearly modern and eccentric like an art school.....everyone is Asian there (LMAO....totally tells how much I need Asianness)....there are even some people wearing uniforms (.....).....people there are smiling...laughing....enjoying their lives.....I knew by that instant this is where I always wanted to be.....
then we left....I was going to tell my dad something.....but I couldn't move my lips.....I was afraid to tell him that I made the wrong decision again....that I am not going to follow the tracks laid before me.....that I am going to abandon everything I've accomplished so far...and to pursue something hazardous and arbitrary.....
then I woke up.....the first thing I did is to search RISD....and to see if it matches with the image I had in my mind....it didn't...(LOL)....it is built like every other east coast schools....but I proceeded to search the school further....
ahhh....it sounds like the...best school ever......I was moved by the thought that maybe I could do something to change my current situation....do things that I am actually good at...etc.
but part of me also want to do something different....I always want to learn something different.....to explore the possibilities of one's future....to take the weirdest class available....and those things are what an art school does not offer....
for example....RISD DOESNT FUCKING OFFER JAPANESE WTFFFFF
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ugh...and the admission rate is fecking low for an Art school....30 percent YO....whereas Art Center has an acceptance rate of.........70 percent (WOWWWW....I didnt know it was...THAT...high...no wonder every sucky person gets in =____=...<--one of the main reasons I didn't want to apply)
I guess if one can get in RIDS then it means they really belong in the art industry.....
ahhh in the end I still want to go somewhere that offers BOTH a good art program AND a good liberal art program.....dude why didnt I just go to UCLA...lol....but they are cutting back classes and that aint a good sign for art major.....
Okay I am officially lost and I dunno what to do......o__O HELP?
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Apparently no one can help with my problems other than myself......LOL
over a night of researching and pondering....
I made a decision
Business is indeed very important....I shall not give up on it....
Art is also very important.....I shall not abandon it....
So the perfect combination would be a double major....but my damn fucking school doesnt allow double-major acrossing schools....=___=....only a minor is possible at this stage....
two large universities that offer strong liberal art programs and art programs:
Carnegie Mellon
Washington University in St. Louis.
The only problem is.....Carnegie Mellon's transfer rate is low as fuck...only 9 percent....worse than Stanford...pretty impossible to get in as a transfer....dammit....
WUSL....everything is good....the only problem is its....location....I dont think Missouri and I like each other very much....and I dunno how one can get a good art or business education at a place so isolated....||||||
O___= ;
my dear friends....I think I shall just stay at where I am....LOL.....I can live with a minor~(and two double majors...and another minor.....|||||)
I dreamt that my parents came to visit me while I was doing my ever-so-painful accounting homework.....we hopped onto a bus and traveled to Rhode Island...
There....I saw a magnificent school that is built like a castle from Anderson's fairy tales...it was beautiful....dreamlike....I almost cried when I saw the architecture.....
That school is the famous "Rhode Island School of Design (RISD)"
I was ecstatic...I always wanted to visit it....and now it is right before me....
I jumped off the bus....ran into the building.....the inside is like a church...the atmosphere feels divine....yet there are structures that are clearly modern and eccentric like an art school.....everyone is Asian there (LMAO....totally tells how much I need Asianness)....there are even some people wearing uniforms (.....).....people there are smiling...laughing....enjoying their lives.....I knew by that instant this is where I always wanted to be.....
then we left....I was going to tell my dad something.....but I couldn't move my lips.....I was afraid to tell him that I made the wrong decision again....that I am not going to follow the tracks laid before me.....that I am going to abandon everything I've accomplished so far...and to pursue something hazardous and arbitrary.....
then I woke up.....the first thing I did is to search RISD....and to see if it matches with the image I had in my mind....it didn't...(LOL)....it is built like every other east coast schools....but I proceeded to search the school further....
ahhh....it sounds like the...best school ever......I was moved by the thought that maybe I could do something to change my current situation....do things that I am actually good at...etc.
but part of me also want to do something different....I always want to learn something different.....to explore the possibilities of one's future....to take the weirdest class available....and those things are what an art school does not offer....
for example....RISD DOESNT FUCKING OFFER JAPANESE WTFFFFF
=___=
ugh...and the admission rate is fecking low for an Art school....30 percent YO....whereas Art Center has an acceptance rate of.........70 percent (WOWWWW....I didnt know it was...THAT...high...no wonder every sucky person gets in =____=...<--one of the main reasons I didn't want to apply)
I guess if one can get in RIDS then it means they really belong in the art industry.....
ahhh in the end I still want to go somewhere that offers BOTH a good art program AND a good liberal art program.....dude why didnt I just go to UCLA...lol....but they are cutting back classes and that aint a good sign for art major.....
Okay I am officially lost and I dunno what to do......o__O HELP?
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Apparently no one can help with my problems other than myself......LOL
over a night of researching and pondering....
I made a decision
Business is indeed very important....I shall not give up on it....
Art is also very important.....I shall not abandon it....
So the perfect combination would be a double major....but my damn fucking school doesnt allow double-major acrossing schools....=___=....only a minor is possible at this stage....
two large universities that offer strong liberal art programs and art programs:
Carnegie Mellon
Washington University in St. Louis.
The only problem is.....Carnegie Mellon's transfer rate is low as fuck...only 9 percent....worse than Stanford...pretty impossible to get in as a transfer....dammit....
WUSL....everything is good....the only problem is its....location....I dont think Missouri and I like each other very much....and I dunno how one can get a good art or business education at a place so isolated....||||||
O___= ;
my dear friends....I think I shall just stay at where I am....LOL.....I can live with a minor~(and two double majors...and another minor.....|||||)
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haha...that castle was HUGEEEEE,,,,it would be awesome if it's real
RISD is like the only art school that is hard to get in from my research....Parson, SAIC, Art Center etc. all have very high acceptance rates.....and they are all very good schools.....RISD sounds very snobby and work-oriented from the comments I read too LOL.....not sure if it's a good place to be for ART....where I would imagine things should be sparkly, creative, and FUN....BUT RISD does offer a DECENT liberal art program...so it might work for some ppl who want that.....(except they dont have fecking Japanese...lol)
dude I've been thinking about transfering BEFORE the Orientation even started LOL...everyday my dad was like this school sucks it costs so much and yet you dont get the best business education and shit like that.....= w = so yeah I never really feel like this is where I will spend my four years in.....so far....at least...LOL
RISD is like the only art school that is hard to get in from my research....Parson, SAIC, Art Center etc. all have very high acceptance rates.....and they are all very good schools.....RISD sounds very snobby and work-oriented from the comments I read too LOL.....not sure if it's a good place to be for ART....where I would imagine things should be sparkly, creative, and FUN....BUT RISD does offer a DECENT liberal art program...so it might work for some ppl who want that.....(except they dont have fecking Japanese...lol)
dude I've been thinking about transfering BEFORE the Orientation even started LOL...everyday my dad was like this school sucks it costs so much and yet you dont get the best business education and shit like that.....= w = so yeah I never really feel like this is where I will spend my four years in.....so far....at least...LOL
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dream castle college~~~ *sparkle sparkle*
ahh sometimes i feel like i should transfer too... to a real artschool~
RISD is an awesome school~ so hard to get in tho OTL
but oi;; its kind of sad to think about leaving your school already when the first quarter isn't over ne?