dude so stressed out YO...

I am so fucking scared of the econ midterm next wednesday

the exercise is hell....I cant even figure them out......

and the test is a lot harder than the exercise (from my previous painful experience....

If I dont get at least a B on this test....then I can say hi to a "C" or lower for my over-all grade

I heard Econ is a killer in Georgetown....but i never expected it to be THAT difficult....

I wish so hard that I didnt pick this class this semester....my life would be SO MUCH happier....

I am probably the only pathetic person who is in the library studying Econ on Halloween.....while everyone else is getting trashed in their parties....

right now I cant think of anything other than "Econ" and the consequences of failing econ......

I didnt even talk to my parents about this yet.....I dont want them to worry about me more than they already are.....

looks like I am stuck....

if I want to internal transfer...SFS weighs your Econ grade very heavily......and if I want to transfer out....guess what business schools look at?

dude.....I dont have a business brain afterall....if I am already failing this hard in the first semester......when the only things I take are intro classes.....

just checked some colleges that offer art program...

all I have to say is :FUCK MY LIFE.

the Brown+Rhode Island School of Design dual degree program sounds SO FUCKING AWESOME....but they dont accept any transfers....

WHAT THE HELL MAN.....why didnt I look into Brown before?.....it is like the best school ever-->it lets you DESIGN your OWN major....so basically you can take whatever classes you like......T n T.....it is only when I started college that I realize how important the curriculum is for a school.....Georgetown is probably the only damn school on earth that makes you take two sets of core classes.......WHY IN THE FUCKING HELL DO I NEED TO TAKE "PROBLEM OF GOD" AND "PHILOSOPHY" FOR MY BUSINESS DEGREE?!!!CAN JESUS AND PLATO TELL ME HOW TO MAKE MONEY?!!

just looked into NYU's policies too....so apparently if I get into Stern I cant double-major in Art....and it looks like they dont have Japanese major either....WTF.....

Yale has a fabulous art program....but 1. I cant get in. 2. they dont accept any transfers 3. I cant get in.

AHHHHHH........I HATE THIS....

I want a good liberal art education + art

why do I always have to choose one thing over another when I WANT BOTH.....

ZETSUBOU SHITA!!!!!!!!