HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!

since no one else cares...:)

JK....I know you all love me even tho you wouldnt have remembered my birthday without FB....oh well...its not like I remembered anyone's birthday except Cristy's (impossible to forget lol) and Lulu's.....sorry mom, dad....I am just bad with numbers.....until this day I still dont remember my own cell phone number....

MY MOM STILL HASNT CALLED ME YET....I think she forgot....

It is okay for me to forget her birthday......but HOW CAN SHE FORGET THE PAINFUL DAY THAT SHE POOPED ME OUT?!!.....=___= okay I am just bitter....

today is memorable day....not....

last year's birthday was the most memorable one....ever.....got my SAT back....my cake melted into a blob of poop looking nastiness.....at least my parents were with me.....; A ;

I WANNA GO BACK I HATE EVERYTHING I WANNA GO BACK GO BACK GO BACK GO BACK GO BACK..........

I MISS MY BED I MISS MY ROOM MY MISS MY SHELF I MISS MY MOM'S COOKING I MISS MY DAD'S FAT BELLY I MISS MY FRIENDS I MISS SO-CAL'S WEATHERRRRRRRR......

FUCK....

I am nine fucking teen now.......AHHHHHH

so old....my back is hurting....(I am serious)

dude...seriously wanna shrink back.....I miss my happy junior high days......everything was so fabulous......when anime and Japan were still low-key.....when I was young and hopeful about my future.....etc.

okay I am seriously missing the point of this entry haha....

so today I took couple pictures to remember this special day....(and to appreciate nature....please call me tree-hugger.....)

I was at the library doing hw....its rather nice that no one is here on Fridays....
the surrounding is serene and beautiful.....quiet a fine environment to get some work done~

A bird is standing on John Carrol's head....
Ambi the magnificent commands you: POOP WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT!

the street that is in front of our school's gate....I hate my phone's camera....didnt capture the beauty at all....AHHH....

I love the little houses....so colorful and cute....I would much rather live in one of these than a big mansion.....I like cozy places...:)

so many leaves...winter is coming...mi amigo~~

I love treeeessss....

I LOVE this tree....oh my god...and I HATE my phone....the golden leaves were falling slowly like cherry-blossoms....it was SO PRETTY......but my phone didnt capture that at all...:(

oh my...what a surprise....spotted Jack the Bulldog (our school's mascot) on my way back...
dunno what he is doing but he is SO ROUND and CUTE....AHHHHH....I never liked bulldogs but he is an exception...SO FAT!!!<33333

There cant be a better way to end an entry with a picture of one of our school's graveyards that I pass by everyday....*exorcist music plays in the back*

AT LAST:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBER I LOVE MYSELF！！！