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It is this time of the year again...
ANIMU WATCHING ON HIATUSSSSSSSSSS......
well....not REALLY....I will still finish Aoi Bungaku because I think I understand how come JP ppl are suicidal now....:< there isnt any postive message in their classic literature...WTF?!!....everybody in every story ends up killing themselves...=_______=....SUBARASHIII~!
but seriously I am so tired of animu now...ughhh....maybe its just because this season sucks.....I decide not to continue watching Tegami Bachi because the manga is so much nicer and by some reason the story seems lame in the animu version.....Kimi ni Todoke....=_____= well....its alright....too lazy to watch it...Sasameki Koto is still my Korean Shin Ramen show.....Darker than Black 2...ughhh....= =||||||
I guess my heart just died...:< I feel nothing when I watch animu now....I dont care what happen to the characters at all.......|||||||....OTL and it generally feels like a waste of my precious time with each episode I watched....
I might come back when the new season comes....but for now....I shall...
WATCH MOVIESSSSSSSS<3333333
AHH~~...so I watched Gone with the Wind and V for Vendetta this weekend...<3 both films are excellent....
I really like Scarlett in Gone with the Wind....I admire her courage and optimism....she can be a bit selfish and unkind at times....but she stood her principles and kept her promises......NOTHING will stop her......SHE IS JUST SO COOL...okay?....and she is so gorgegous~~~~~I love her look~~~<3 I am totally gay for her...muhahahaha...:3
V for Vendetta.....my first reaction after the film: this will NEVER be released in China ahahaa....all of their anarchist ideals are too dangerous for Pandaland~....but I LOVED it...to make it clear...I am NOT an Anarchist....but V is awesome and his ideals WORK in his time period....for the first time ever I FELL IN LOVE WITH A VOICE.....V's voice is so damn sexy <3.....I love this kind of weird characters/people in real life....= U = the plot is damn intense yo....WHY IS AMERICAN COMIC SO MUCH MORE EPIC THAN JAPANESE MANGO?!!!....if it is drawn a little gayer I would be a comic nerd..><;
Films that I need to finish:
Chinatown
Farewell My Concubine
Films that I need to watch:
Amelie
Sixth Sense
Breach
Drama I need to finish/start:
Dexter season 2
24 season 1
White Collar
House
Lost (?)
as you can tell from my list I am mostly interested in Suspense/Mystery thriller shows >:3
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ALSO....WTF happened to me I dont listen to JP music anymore.....||||||||
I think I am not only tired of animu but also the idea of Japanland in general...OTZ.....
right now I am more interested in American indie, British pop and French rock than J-anything......
and WTFWTF....I dont find JP men hot anymore....BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.......IT IS ALL THEIR MAKE-UPS AND MEGGINGS AND MAN BRAS' FAULT....T___T
OTL I guess everyone goes through certain phases....
now I am into old white men who are over the age of 35.....ahahahahahaaaaaa.....
>___> WTF happened to me I would like to know....
but...
BRETT ANDERSON IS TEH FUCKING SEX
OH MY GOD WHY ARE YOU SO HAWTTTTTTTTTT.........
>/////////< and how can you NOT be gay ahhh what a waste....;___;
ONE thing, however, never changed.....MY DARK HAIR FETISH....<3
well....not REALLY....I will still finish Aoi Bungaku because I think I understand how come JP ppl are suicidal now....:< there isnt any postive message in their classic literature...WTF?!!....everybody in every story ends up killing themselves...=_______=....SUBARASHIII~!
but seriously I am so tired of animu now...ughhh....maybe its just because this season sucks.....I decide not to continue watching Tegami Bachi because the manga is so much nicer and by some reason the story seems lame in the animu version.....Kimi ni Todoke....=_____= well....its alright....too lazy to watch it...Sasameki Koto is still my Korean Shin Ramen show.....Darker than Black 2...ughhh....= =||||||
I guess my heart just died...:< I feel nothing when I watch animu now....I dont care what happen to the characters at all.......|||||||....OTL and it generally feels like a waste of my precious time with each episode I watched....
I might come back when the new season comes....but for now....I shall...
WATCH MOVIESSSSSSSS<3333333
AHH~~...so I watched Gone with the Wind and V for Vendetta this weekend...<3 both films are excellent....
I really like Scarlett in Gone with the Wind....I admire her courage and optimism....she can be a bit selfish and unkind at times....but she stood her principles and kept her promises......NOTHING will stop her......SHE IS JUST SO COOL...okay?....and she is so gorgegous~~~~~I love her look~~~<3 I am totally gay for her...muhahahaha...:3
V for Vendetta.....my first reaction after the film: this will NEVER be released in China ahahaa....all of their anarchist ideals are too dangerous for Pandaland~....but I LOVED it...to make it clear...I am NOT an Anarchist....but V is awesome and his ideals WORK in his time period....for the first time ever I FELL IN LOVE WITH A VOICE.....V's voice is so damn sexy <3.....I love this kind of weird characters/people in real life....= U = the plot is damn intense yo....WHY IS AMERICAN COMIC SO MUCH MORE EPIC THAN JAPANESE MANGO?!!!....if it is drawn a little gayer I would be a comic nerd..><;
Films that I need to finish:
Chinatown
Farewell My Concubine
Films that I need to watch:
Amelie
Sixth Sense
Breach
Drama I need to finish/start:
Dexter season 2
24 season 1
White Collar
House
Lost (?)
as you can tell from my list I am mostly interested in Suspense/Mystery thriller shows >:3
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ALSO....WTF happened to me I dont listen to JP music anymore.....||||||||
I think I am not only tired of animu but also the idea of Japanland in general...OTZ.....
right now I am more interested in American indie, British pop and French rock than J-anything......
and WTFWTF....I dont find JP men hot anymore....BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.......IT IS ALL THEIR MAKE-UPS AND MEGGINGS AND MAN BRAS' FAULT....T___T
OTL I guess everyone goes through certain phases....
now I am into old white men who are over the age of 35.....ahahahahahaaaaaa.....
>___> WTF happened to me I would like to know....
but...
(click to enlarge)
BRETT ANDERSON IS TEH FUCKING SEX
OH MY GOD WHY ARE YOU SO HAWTTTTTTTTTT.........
>/////////< and how can you NOT be gay ahhh what a waste....;___;
ONE thing, however, never changed.....MY DARK HAIR FETISH....<3
My roommate arrived yestersday and so did this
Okay so in my last two purchases....I got Ayumi for a really good price+quality from myfigurinecollection.net's seller....and the APH figurines turned out to be bootlegs and I wrote a bad review on that seller on Ebay....
this time I pre-ordered + bought my baby directly from the Japanese store AmiAmi online when it becomes available...
BOX....EMS is fast man (and EXPENSIVE)...it took about 2 business days to get here from Japanland...
OPENS....oh I wonder whats inside....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....
the box is so PRETTTTYYYYYYYYYY<333....I screamed inside because my roomie and her friendo were in the room...
OHHH.....10 boxes~~
this photo doesnt show but the little boxes are so pretty....they are freaking sparkling too,,,,
and the frist one that I opened is....SHIKI......=D I love my life....
the one that follows is...AKIRA!!!!,,,,,oh my fecking dear god I got the SPECIAL EDITION Akira....I feel so speciall<333
All of themmm...too lazy to take pictures of them all haha..my camera sucks anyways
ohhh..<3....sexy uke faceoff! sorry Youji you lose here....you wear too much clothes....
Do you want two cheeseburgers?
* you can see my burger England, rose Russia and tomato Japan in the back.....ahahaa....the quality is so bad compared to the authentic ones|||||
Konoe's daddy is so fecking moe...I love him<3
Shiki: Akira....take off your shirt...
Akira: ehhh???....right now.....? >///////<
Shiki: Do I need to do it for you?
Akira: ahhh....noooo......okay....
Akira: ahhhhh....this is so embarrassing,,,,
Shiki: hmmmmmmm....~...nice view....now turn the other way around.....
now for some close shots of naked Akira~~~!!!! (to be honest this is the best part of this whole figurine set ahahaa)
I fangirled SO HARD when I saw the piercing on his belly button that Shiki gave him....omg....this is the smex....mannnnn....so detailed (various parts).....<3
Akira's little butt~!!! very round...I dare you to touch it!!! *gets cut open by Shiki*
another view....omg Akira why are you so cute<33333333333
this time I pre-ordered + bought my baby directly from the Japanese store AmiAmi online when it becomes available...
BOX....EMS is fast man (and EXPENSIVE)...it took about 2 business days to get here from Japanland...
OPENS....oh I wonder whats inside....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....
the box is so PRETTTTYYYYYYYYYY<333....I screamed inside because my roomie and her friendo were in the room...
OHHH.....10 boxes~~
this photo doesnt show but the little boxes are so pretty....they are freaking sparkling too,,,,
and the frist one that I opened is....SHIKI......=D I love my life....
the one that follows is...AKIRA!!!!,,,,,oh my fecking dear god I got the SPECIAL EDITION Akira....I feel so speciall<333
The cards that came with the figures....the Akira one has"special" instruction attached...~
All of themmm...too lazy to take pictures of them all haha..my camera sucks anyways
ohhh..<3....sexy uke faceoff! sorry Youji you lose here....you wear too much clothes....
Do you want two cheeseburgers?
* you can see my burger England, rose Russia and tomato Japan in the back.....ahahaa....the quality is so bad compared to the authentic ones|||||
Konoe's daddy is so fecking moe...I love him<3
now...time for my favorite figurine of all.....AKIRAAAAAAAA.....his shirt is transparent....oh gawd.....>///<....what a slutty face~!!!
Shiki: Akira....take off your shirt...
Akira: ehhh???....right now.....? >///////<
Shiki: Do I need to do it for you?
Akira: ahhh....noooo......okay....
Akira: ahhhhh....this is so embarrassing,,,,
Shiki: hmmmmmmm....~...nice view....now turn the other way around.....
Akira: ..........Sh...Shiki?
Shiki: ...........*stares*
Shiki: ...........*stares*
now for some close shots of naked Akira~~~!!!! (to be honest this is the best part of this whole figurine set ahahaa)
I fangirled SO HARD when I saw the piercing on his belly button that Shiki gave him....omg....this is the smex....mannnnn....so detailed (various parts).....<3
Akira's little butt~!!! very round...I dare you to touch it!!! *gets cut open by Shiki*
another view....omg Akira why are you so cute<33333333333
Akira: please be gentle with me~~<3
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man now I am 100 % positive that Akira is the sexiest Uke Nitro+ ever created......><....gawd LOOK AT THAT BLUSHING FACE.......ahhhhhhhhhhhh.....
SHIKI.....JUMP HIM ALREADYYYYYYY.............
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Overall I am VERY pleased with this Chibi set....it costed me around 80 bucks including shipping but WHATEVER....I am happy with my purchase....now I love my bookshelf....<33333.......
the next step is to replace my APH bootlegs with the authentic ones....but those are expensive tooo....must save up more $$~~~~
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man now I am 100 % positive that Akira is the sexiest Uke Nitro+ ever created......><....gawd LOOK AT THAT BLUSHING FACE.......ahhhhhhhhhhhh.....
SHIKI.....JUMP HIM ALREADYYYYYYY.............
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Overall I am VERY pleased with this Chibi set....it costed me around 80 bucks including shipping but WHATEVER....I am happy with my purchase....now I love my bookshelf....<33333.......
the next step is to replace my APH bootlegs with the authentic ones....but those are expensive tooo....must save up more $$~~~~
=D
I hate negative ppl...seriously they think the world owes them....=___= they need to realized there are a lot of ppl who are going through way worse shit them and still live happily....
I know I am kind of negative too....I am annoyed by that aspect of me....I need to change that.....
Ppl need to look at the positive aspects of life more....obviously some ppl are always better than us financially/academically/physically.....SO?.....you are not that one so get over it and move on with your OWN life....
somehow being around negative ppl make me depressed too....ahhhh....
ways to be happy:
1. LOVE yourself....if you dont even love yourself then dont expect anyone to love you....
2. APPRECIATE the life you have....rather than comparing it with the life you don't....because you will never have it....
3. REALIZE that everyone has their own sense of value...NOT everyone is gonna agree with you...and be cool with it....
4. ENJOY the world....it has flaws but it is still fascinating...criticizing everything wont change anything....
okay...everyone....now smile and look at the blue (or starry) sky.....and repeat after me " LIFE IS WONDERFUL!"
EDIT: HOLY.$#%#$%....Chi turned his butt around and his face scared me...||||||||
I know I am kind of negative too....I am annoyed by that aspect of me....I need to change that.....
Ppl need to look at the positive aspects of life more....obviously some ppl are always better than us financially/academically/physically.....SO?.....you are not that one so get over it and move on with your OWN life....
somehow being around negative ppl make me depressed too....ahhhh....
ways to be happy:
1. LOVE yourself....if you dont even love yourself then dont expect anyone to love you....
2. APPRECIATE the life you have....rather than comparing it with the life you don't....because you will never have it....
3. REALIZE that everyone has their own sense of value...NOT everyone is gonna agree with you...and be cool with it....
4. ENJOY the world....it has flaws but it is still fascinating...criticizing everything wont change anything....
okay...everyone....now smile and look at the blue (or starry) sky.....and repeat after me " LIFE IS WONDERFUL!"
EDIT: HOLY.$#%#$%....Chi turned his butt around and his face scared me...||||||||
Last moments of my dingle life...
I finally finished cleaning and am ready to welcome my roomie's arrival on monday....
I looked at her profile on FB and we have nothing in common (and she is a twilight fan...fabulous.
great...she is a sophomore too so its gonna be weird.......
anyways...took some pics to remember my peaceful dingle (=living as a single in a double room) life~
my roooom....the wall is really empty...I need posters....we cant have nails on the wall...; __ ; no wall scroll for me....
the "storage shelves"....that bag of lays on there is no longer in existence (I just ate it)
my desk....it was so messy yesterday LOL
my roomie's bed....u can see the shitty matress we have....it does not even deserve the name "matress" because it is practically rock...I used to stack all my books on there...
her side of the shelf....ahhh....they will all be filled up soon...; A ;
I looked at her profile on FB and we have nothing in common (and she is a twilight fan...fabulous.
great...she is a sophomore too so its gonna be weird.......
anyways...took some pics to remember my peaceful dingle (=living as a single in a double room) life~
my roooom....the wall is really empty...I need posters....we cant have nails on the wall...; __ ; no wall scroll for me....
the "storage shelves"....that bag of lays on there is no longer in existence (I just ate it)
my desk....it was so messy yesterday LOL
my roomie's bed....u can see the shitty matress we have....it does not even deserve the name "matress" because it is practically rock...I used to stack all my books on there...
her side of the shelf....ahhh....they will all be filled up soon...; A ;
*depressed*
Fucking bastard....
One of the things I really want is a roommate....
and I got one NOW
but...why this time of the year...?....is she a transfer student? back from study abroad? or is she just some HS kid living on campus to experience Gtown?
AHHH....this is such an awkward time.....there is no reason to go back to college now....so the only plausible explanation is probably she has an issue with her previous roomie...
I have been cleaning my room like crazy.....I occupied all the space because I thought I will only have a roomie next semester....
I couldnt find her on FB....now I really worry what she is like|||||||......I hope we will not hate each other LOL
because I wont be living alone anymore....I DONT HAVE ANY PRIVACY....
so....I cant look at yaoi anymore....no more yaoi games.....no more 4chan.....I will probably watch animu less....
AND I CANT DRAW WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT ANYMORE.....sorry Anako/Chinko....the promised XXXX drawing is not gonna happen.....
AHHHHhhhh....this is crazy.....><;
and I got one NOW
but...why this time of the year...?....is she a transfer student? back from study abroad? or is she just some HS kid living on campus to experience Gtown?
AHHH....this is such an awkward time.....there is no reason to go back to college now....so the only plausible explanation is probably she has an issue with her previous roomie...
I have been cleaning my room like crazy.....I occupied all the space because I thought I will only have a roomie next semester....
I couldnt find her on FB....now I really worry what she is like|||||||......I hope we will not hate each other LOL
because I wont be living alone anymore....I DONT HAVE ANY PRIVACY....
so....I cant look at yaoi anymore....no more yaoi games.....no more 4chan.....I will probably watch animu less....
AND I CANT DRAW WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT ANYMORE.....sorry Anako/Chinko....the promised XXXX drawing is not gonna happen.....
AHHHHhhhh....this is crazy.....><;
Di(e)ce
It all started with this pic that I saved in my random folder...
Today I decided to look it up....and it turns out there are both English and Chinese translations out for this new mango!
However the English one only has couple chapters out and the group dropped the project - -....so I read the Chinese ver. instead~~<3
okay enough with this nonsense....
man this mango is SO MUCH better than I expected....(the first part was kinda WTF/lame...but trust me....it gets a lot better after @#$ died....
and it just gets better AND BETTER from there....
1. it is NOT some lame yaoi....(it's not even shonen-ai....<--very shocked at this
2. EVERY character is SO LIKEABLE.....I love every single one of them muhahaha.....<3.....
3. there are just too many possibilities for pairings.....I wouldnt mind a harem at this case...really....
4. the plot is interesting....unpredictable....and the short childhood stories are SO CUTE.....<3
5. the ART....man....it is not just some pretty drawings....she has the SKILL AND TALENT......I love her perspectives....I love her style.....I love her coloring......the fighting scenes are INTENSE man.....my eyes were getting a big treat by looking at her awesome art :3 IT IS LIKE MY EYES WERE EATING SUSHI!!!....
you guys should all read it.....><.....it is a touching story about friendship between young adolescents and their journey of perseverance in life, family relationship, and troubled love.
OK...just kidding hahaha....I just wanted to get a feel of being pretentious once in a while haa...
yeah....i think so far...it is more like a shonen+fantasy manga to me than anything else....the complicated relationships between the guys are quiet....= w =.......you can call them friendship or love....haha.....
some images:
this image looks like a...RPG game to me...haha
Translation: *before this page, a guy asked them: "Who are you guys?"
this page reads "WE ARE THE ALLIES OF JUSTICE" *while holding hands<3*
words cannot describe how much I loved this panel....I didnt want to spoil too much of the mango....but this scene is just so full of awesomeness I WANTED TO CRY....ahhhh....the little Nana-looking boy.....he just appeared in the mango and I love him so much already..:D (and I like the computer nerd dude on the right even tho he has zero to no role...LOL...I developed a glasses fetish thanks to my TinierMe......)
this page reads "WE ARE THE ALLIES OF JUSTICE" *while holding hands<3*
words cannot describe how much I loved this panel....I didnt want to spoil too much of the mango....but this scene is just so full of awesomeness I WANTED TO CRY....ahhhh....the little Nana-looking boy.....he just appeared in the mango and I love him so much already..:D (and I like the computer nerd dude on the right even tho he has zero to no role...LOL...I developed a glasses fetish thanks to my TinierMe......)
; A ;
Accounting....I really dont like you....
The first test was a fucking facade to prevent us from dropping the class....
it is the stupidest thing to assume that the level of difficulty would stay the same....
dude...the second exam was terrible for me....I did bad compared to others....so I was hoping to drop that one and do better this time....
so I studied extra hard.....EXTRA HARD....since last week I've studying nothing but fucking Accounting....
kept spamming my prof's and TA's mailboxes....
when i thought I was super prepared for this test.....
I looked at the exam and I went....
she asked a whole fucking page of questions based on the case project we did LAST week....who the hell still remember those details from that long ago....
while she asked NOTHING about the concepts covered in that case that we all assumed she is gonna ask based on her sample exam (which is NOTHING like the real test...mind you
and then.....all the shit that I thought she is gonna ask which I THOUGHT were important...she didnt ask......like the whole test is not even focused on these chapters or something......
it was fucking BRUTAL.....unlike Econ which I just naturally suck at and dont really understand the concepts well.....I THOUGHT I am pretty good at Accounting.....until I took today's exam...that is....
I barely finished the test....I was so stressed in the end and couldnt find those darn coupon rate on the footnotes....ahhhh....
AHHHHHHHH....now everyone's talking about dropping this exam.....I would like to think the same thing if I did a little better last time.....
now I am screwed.....
this Thanksgiving will be fun studying for Econ and Accounting finals......YAY!!!!!
P.S. my GPA is gonna suck this year....I wish Japanese was 15 credits....OTL......
The first test was a fucking facade to prevent us from dropping the class....
it is the stupidest thing to assume that the level of difficulty would stay the same....
dude...the second exam was terrible for me....I did bad compared to others....so I was hoping to drop that one and do better this time....
so I studied extra hard.....EXTRA HARD....since last week I've studying nothing but fucking Accounting....
kept spamming my prof's and TA's mailboxes....
when i thought I was super prepared for this test.....
I looked at the exam and I went....
she asked a whole fucking page of questions based on the case project we did LAST week....who the hell still remember those details from that long ago....
while she asked NOTHING about the concepts covered in that case that we all assumed she is gonna ask based on her sample exam (which is NOTHING like the real test...mind you
and then.....all the shit that I thought she is gonna ask which I THOUGHT were important...she didnt ask......like the whole test is not even focused on these chapters or something......
it was fucking BRUTAL.....unlike Econ which I just naturally suck at and dont really understand the concepts well.....I THOUGHT I am pretty good at Accounting.....until I took today's exam...that is....
I barely finished the test....I was so stressed in the end and couldnt find those darn coupon rate on the footnotes....ahhhh....
AHHHHHHHH....now everyone's talking about dropping this exam.....I would like to think the same thing if I did a little better last time.....
now I am screwed.....
this Thanksgiving will be fun studying for Econ and Accounting finals......YAY!!!!!
P.S. my GPA is gonna suck this year....I wish Japanese was 15 credits....OTL......
Things I want....
-Polaroid Land Camera (& films)
-Digital single lens reflex camera...(smaller+lighter than my dad's)
-A tiny PORTABLE laptop (that I can actually put in my BAG)
-A pair of good headphones (portapro?)
-A rice cooker
- iPod (yes I just want to listen to music in the library...iPhone has too many distracting apps)
-2010's calendar
-Boots+warm winter clothes
-Copic Markers...(dammit...my parents owe me these for two years)
-good Asian food
... ...
I need to write these down before I forget...
I feel like there are more...but can't think right now....will add later when I remember....
most of those items will take me a great while to acquire....but some of them hopefully I can get soon....the rice cooker is probably my priority right now....*stomach grumbles*
*note: I feel like a guy LOL....only guys would be interested in those high-tech stuff....AHHH....I blame my dad's influence and my mom's lack of influence...
*note 2: just downloaded lots of good/weird JP 音楽...I have been listening to western music for the past few weeks....finally some Nihongo in the mix....=D (I really wonder how some of these music got on the Oricon chart...|||||||)
*note 3: Ambi you better do fucking well on the Accounting exam tmrw....Dont stress...do your best!!!
Hi Hi Hi Hi....
Due to my personal annoyance with certain ppl on Facebook and its ugly/stupid apps....I decided to move my butt out of there and joined Twitter....
Make a twitter and find me thereeee: AmbiPoo
I will probably spam my blog less often and put short updates on Twitter instead....
This time I am only going to accept ppl I know well....like...REALLY well...LOL because i will post crazy things on there ahahaaaa.....(probably more crazy than the entries on my blog because my blog is public....)
yes YOU....make a Twitter right now or our friendship is OVERRRRR D:<
Make a twitter and find me thereeee: AmbiPoo
I will probably spam my blog less often and put short updates on Twitter instead....
This time I am only going to accept ppl I know well....like...REALLY well...LOL because i will post crazy things on there ahahaaaa.....(probably more crazy than the entries on my blog because my blog is public....)
yes YOU....make a Twitter right now or our friendship is OVERRRRR D:<
oh nooooes
This rating was determined based on the presence of the following words:
* poop (9x)
* crap (1x)
WUTTTTT....this is DISCRIMINAITON against poops!!!!!!!!!!!!
I demand you to watch it in HD FULL SCREEN
I am disturbed by the last part....when the big buff guy that I assumed to be Lightning's BF called her "nee-chan".....||||||
the fighting scene looks so awesome....I WANT TO PLAY IT.....
Lightning seems really cool even tho I have no idea what's she talking about LOL
OMFGGGGGGG....
Just watched one of the best films ever made.....(in recent times at least...
THE PRESTIGE
I never took interest in the movie when it came out three years ago the movie title sounded lame to me...
but today when I saw it is labeled as "mystery thriller" I JUMPED ON IT....
AHHHH....
SO FUCKING GOOD....
man the BIGGEST mindfuck EVERRRRRR........all the little details that I didnt understand before made PERFECT sense by the end....
the twist was awesome...
I love how they kept destroying my speculations LOL
Hugh Jackman is SO SEXY in this film...>//////< black hair+aristocratic attire never gets old....
I think men just look SO MUCH better when they dress as in the Victorian era....=D take off those unsightly boxers and wear suitssssssssss~~~~~
didn't like Christian Bale's character much tho.....
I am just biased haha.....like I overlook a lot of crazy bastard shit that Angier did and supported him throughout the show just because I like him better LOL
oh crap I spent most of the journal entry fangirling.....
it is not like I like this movie because of the love-hate relationship b/w the two men.......I just like the plot...ok?....
THE PRESTIGE
I never took interest in the movie when it came out three years ago the movie title sounded lame to me...
but today when I saw it is labeled as "mystery thriller" I JUMPED ON IT....
AHHHH....
SO FUCKING GOOD....
man the BIGGEST mindfuck EVERRRRRR........all the little details that I didnt understand before made PERFECT sense by the end....
the twist was awesome...
I love how they kept destroying my speculations LOL
Hugh Jackman is SO SEXY in this film...>//////< black hair+aristocratic attire never gets old....
I think men just look SO MUCH better when they dress as in the Victorian era....=D take off those unsightly boxers and wear suitssssssssss~~~~~
didn't like Christian Bale's character much tho.....
I am just biased haha.....like I overlook a lot of crazy bastard shit that Angier did and supported him throughout the show just because I like him better LOL
oh crap I spent most of the journal entry fangirling.....
it is not like I like this movie because of the love-hate relationship b/w the two men.......I just like the plot...ok?....
Just talked with my mom....><
and I might be going to HAWAII during winter break....
FUCK YESSSSSS!!!!!!....
I am so happy now ahahahahahaaaaa....
I love how my parent love me so much more when I am away from them....:D
now I better work hard and get a decent GPA so my parents wont be dissapointed in me....
FUCK YESSSSSS!!!!!!....
I am so happy now ahahahahahaaaaa....
I love how my parent love me so much more when I am away from them....:D
now I better work hard and get a decent GPA so my parents wont be dissapointed in me....
Hmmm...I was always wondering....
I had this Yozoh's song "Banana Party" in my iPod for a couple years.....but I never really paid attention to the lyrics....
recently I started to wonder if.....what I heard she's singing is correct|||||||
and I was right....
dude...all her songs are so innocent (sounding)....HOW CAN THIS BE LOL....
"Yum yum yum...huuru huuru..." LOLLLL.....
but yeah....I am quiet amused.....Lemonheads' Booger Song is also interesting.....this is why I love humanity....
recently I started to wonder if.....what I heard she's singing is correct|||||||
and I was right....
dude...all her songs are so innocent (sounding)....HOW CAN THIS BE LOL....
"Yum yum yum...huuru huuru..." LOLLLL.....
but yeah....I am quiet amused.....Lemonheads' Booger Song is also interesting.....this is why I love humanity....
恩...自己也要加油。
大家都下定决心了呢...每个人都冲着自己目标努力着...自己也不能输
于是决定不再怀疑这个憧憬那个了...
在自己选择的道路上...走下去吧....到底对不对...不迈出脚步是不会知道的
不再怀疑自己的能力.....虽然信心这种东西不是一天两天就能有的....但是不想再用“我不行的”这种理由...让自己错过各种机会了
要努力....努力过了还不行....就只能说明努力的还是不够....那就继续....死皮赖脸的挣扎吧....C'est la vie!
好了....要说的就是这些....不想再写些depressing的事情了....
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Translation of my moon:
AMBER...STOP QQing....
于是决定不再怀疑这个憧憬那个了...
在自己选择的道路上...走下去吧....到底对不对...不迈出脚步是不会知道的
不再怀疑自己的能力.....虽然信心这种东西不是一天两天就能有的....但是不想再用“我不行的”这种理由...让自己错过各种机会了
要努力....努力过了还不行....就只能说明努力的还是不够....那就继续....死皮赖脸的挣扎吧....C'est la vie!
好了....要说的就是这些....不想再写些depressing的事情了....
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Translation of my moon:
AMBER...STOP QQing....
Mom...I am tired.
so this madness never ends...
For the past three weeks....I lived through the Accounting week, the (hellish) Microecon week, and the Psychology week....
when I thought everything is FINALLY over and I can FINALLY take a break this week....
I found out....that this week will indeed be another Accounting week....
dude....what the FUCK....we JUST had a midterm for that class...and we are having ANOTHER one next week?!!...moreover the homework is due THIS Friday?!!....and another case project is due next Monday?!!!....
WHAT IN THE FUCKING SHIT IS THIS??...
College is an endless spiral of studying..testing...failing...and studying....
There are just too much going on....so many meetings and speeches and recitations and labs at night....today I forgot to attend a club meeting.....ahhh....how can one find time to go to these events?
I am getting sick too....(finally)....I have a sore throat....and I just feel tired both mentally and physically....
It seems that no matter how much sleep I get...I won't feel awake...LOL....
Today my Psychology teacher even approached me and asked me if I am okay before the exam.....do I really look...THAT dead?!...I did feel all giggly and high in the morning....LOL I heard sleep deprivation makes ppl look like they are drunk....I guess this statement is confirmed today haha....
ughhh....my back hurts...my shoulder hurts....my eyes hurt....my throat hurts....the only parts of my body that are functioning normally are my legs....(guess I dont walk that much...)
FUCKKKKK I need someone to give me MASSAGE RIGHT NOWWWWW.....
*flops dead*
For the past three weeks....I lived through the Accounting week, the (hellish) Microecon week, and the Psychology week....
when I thought everything is FINALLY over and I can FINALLY take a break this week....
I found out....that this week will indeed be another Accounting week....
dude....what the FUCK....we JUST had a midterm for that class...and we are having ANOTHER one next week?!!...moreover the homework is due THIS Friday?!!....and another case project is due next Monday?!!!....
WHAT IN THE FUCKING SHIT IS THIS??...
College is an endless spiral of studying..testing...failing...and studying....
There are just too much going on....so many meetings and speeches and recitations and labs at night....today I forgot to attend a club meeting.....ahhh....how can one find time to go to these events?
I am getting sick too....(finally)....I have a sore throat....and I just feel tired both mentally and physically....
It seems that no matter how much sleep I get...I won't feel awake...LOL....
Today my Psychology teacher even approached me and asked me if I am okay before the exam.....do I really look...THAT dead?!...I did feel all giggly and high in the morning....LOL I heard sleep deprivation makes ppl look like they are drunk....I guess this statement is confirmed today haha....
ughhh....my back hurts...my shoulder hurts....my eyes hurt....my throat hurts....the only parts of my body that are functioning normally are my legs....(guess I dont walk that much...)
FUCKKKKK I need someone to give me MASSAGE RIGHT NOWWWWW.....
*flops dead*
Japan This is why I love you...
Okay girls...time to make a flying boxer airplane...:D
I get it now....
SO
Darker than Black's 1st season was about how Hei gets all his women killed.....
NOW
DTB's lead switched to the girl....of course....its time to get all her men killed.....
= U =
FABULOUS!!!....WHO NEEDS WOMEN...WHO NEEDS MEN......SHI NEEEEEEEEEEE~~!!!!
Darker than Black's 1st season was about how Hei gets all his women killed.....
NOW
DTB's lead switched to the girl....of course....its time to get all her men killed.....
= U =
FABULOUS!!!....WHO NEEDS WOMEN...WHO NEEDS MEN......SHI NEEEEEEEEEEE~~!!!!
Just cried my eyeballs out...
I watched a Japanese movie called "Koizora"....
Mainly because I want to see Miura Haruma...ahahaaa....
This movie is famous....so I also wanted to check out how good it is....
Well...it sure leaves me the impression of a typical Korean drama....only this time the person that got cancer is not the girl LOL.....
everything was so predictable....to the point that I could even tell when the cell phone is gonna ring....
BUT...
WHY THE HELL DID I CRY MY EYEBALLS OUT AND USED A BOX OF TISSUE?!!!
I dont undesrstand myself haha....
"Kimi wa shiawase deshitaka."
"todemo shiawase deshitasu."
I felt so happy that I understood this part ahahahaaa....I didn't learn the painful grammar for nothing~
but yeah...back on topic....
BAWWWWWWWWWW Haruma why are you so a cutie...; A ; (.....)
I bawled so hard when he cried and said "I don't want to die"
guess what....I DONT WANT TO DIE EITHER!!!!....*gets shot*
O___o this movie is alright haha....nothing extraordinary.....a typical tragic love drama that you can probably tell from the beginning...>___>....
DEMO.....
Hiro....; A ; ahhh....poor kid....didn't even get to show up for half of the movie....
....Haruma is....so much cuter in black hair....I cried blood when he dyed his hair back to blond again....
AINT HE PRETTY!!...
I am so happy to see black hair in Jpop stars again...<3 it looks really good please dont dye it again....
when I saw the last photo....
wow...
Haruma is perfect for Youji....SO PERFECT....
= 3 = sexy uke <3
Miura Haruma is the same age as me too!!...wow I feel old LOL...AT LEAST I am not older than him ahahaaa....
Mainly because I want to see Miura Haruma...ahahaaa....
This movie is famous....so I also wanted to check out how good it is....
Well...it sure leaves me the impression of a typical Korean drama....only this time the person that got cancer is not the girl LOL.....
everything was so predictable....to the point that I could even tell when the cell phone is gonna ring....
BUT...
WHY THE HELL DID I CRY MY EYEBALLS OUT AND USED A BOX OF TISSUE?!!!
I dont undesrstand myself haha....
"Kimi wa shiawase deshitaka."
"todemo shiawase de
I felt so happy that I understood this part ahahahaaa....I didn't learn the painful grammar for nothing~
but yeah...back on topic....
BAWWWWWWWWWW Haruma why are you so a cutie...; A ; (.....)
I bawled so hard when he cried and said "I don't want to die"
guess what....I DONT WANT TO DIE EITHER!!!!....*gets shot*
O___o this movie is alright haha....nothing extraordinary.....a typical tragic love drama that you can probably tell from the beginning...>___>....
DEMO.....
Hiro....; A ; ahhh....poor kid....didn't even get to show up for half of the movie....
....Haruma is....so much cuter in black hair....I cried blood when he dyed his hair back to blond again....
AINT HE PRETTY!!...
I am so happy to see black hair in Jpop stars again...<3 it looks really good please dont dye it again....
when I saw the last photo....
wow...
Haruma is perfect for Youji....SO PERFECT....
= 3 = sexy uke <3
Miura Haruma is the same age as me too!!...wow I feel old LOL...AT LEAST I am not older than him ahahaaa....
A revelation dream....
wow this dream is really depressing....but realistic....it reflects what I am thinking....and foretells what I should do....
I dreamt that my parents came to visit me while I was doing my ever-so-painful accounting homework.....we hopped onto a bus and traveled to Rhode Island...
There....I saw a magnificent school that is built like a castle from Anderson's fairy tales...it was beautiful....dreamlike....I almost cried when I saw the architecture.....
That school is the famous "Rhode Island School of Design (RISD)"
I was ecstatic...I always wanted to visit it....and now it is right before me....
I jumped off the bus....ran into the building.....the inside is like a church...the atmosphere feels divine....yet there are structures that are clearly modern and eccentric like an art school.....everyone is Asian there (LMAO....totally tells how much I need Asianness)....there are even some people wearing uniforms (.....).....people there are smiling...laughing....enjoying their lives.....I knew by that instant this is where I always wanted to be.....
then we left....I was going to tell my dad something.....but I couldn't move my lips.....I was afraid to tell him that I made the wrong decision again....that I am not going to follow the tracks laid before me.....that I am going to abandon everything I've accomplished so far...and to pursue something hazardous and arbitrary.....
then I woke up.....the first thing I did is to search RISD....and to see if it matches with the image I had in my mind....it didn't...(LOL)....it is built like every other east coast schools....but I proceeded to search the school further....
ahhh....it sounds like the...best school ever......I was moved by the thought that maybe I could do something to change my current situation....do things that I am actually good at...etc.
but part of me also want to do something different....I always want to learn something different.....to explore the possibilities of one's future....to take the weirdest class available....and those things are what an art school does not offer....
for example....RISD DOESNT FUCKING OFFER JAPANESE WTFFFFF
=___=
ugh...and the admission rate is fecking low for an Art school....30 percent YO....whereas Art Center has an acceptance rate of.........70 percent (WOWWWW....I didnt know it was...THAT...high...no wonder every sucky person gets in =____=...<--one of the main reasons I didn't want to apply)
I guess if one can get in RIDS then it means they really belong in the art industry.....
ahhh in the end I still want to go somewhere that offers BOTH a good art program AND a good liberal art program.....dude why didnt I just go to UCLA...lol....but they are cutting back classes and that aint a good sign for art major.....
Okay I am officially lost and I dunno what to do......o__O HELP?
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Apparently no one can help with my problems other than myself......LOL
over a night of researching and pondering....
I made a decision
Business is indeed very important....I shall not give up on it....
Art is also very important.....I shall not abandon it....
So the perfect combination would be a double major....but my damn fucking school doesnt allow double-major acrossing schools....=___=....only a minor is possible at this stage....
two large universities that offer strong liberal art programs and art programs:
Carnegie Mellon
Washington University in St. Louis.
The only problem is.....Carnegie Mellon's transfer rate is low as fuck...only 9 percent....worse than Stanford...pretty impossible to get in as a transfer....dammit....
WUSL....everything is good....the only problem is its....location....I dont think Missouri and I like each other very much....and I dunno how one can get a good art or business education at a place so isolated....||||||
O___= ;
my dear friends....I think I shall just stay at where I am....LOL.....I can live with a minor~(and two double majors...and another minor.....|||||)
I dreamt that my parents came to visit me while I was doing my ever-so-painful accounting homework.....we hopped onto a bus and traveled to Rhode Island...
There....I saw a magnificent school that is built like a castle from Anderson's fairy tales...it was beautiful....dreamlike....I almost cried when I saw the architecture.....
That school is the famous "Rhode Island School of Design (RISD)"
I was ecstatic...I always wanted to visit it....and now it is right before me....
I jumped off the bus....ran into the building.....the inside is like a church...the atmosphere feels divine....yet there are structures that are clearly modern and eccentric like an art school.....everyone is Asian there (LMAO....totally tells how much I need Asianness)....there are even some people wearing uniforms (.....).....people there are smiling...laughing....enjoying their lives.....I knew by that instant this is where I always wanted to be.....
then we left....I was going to tell my dad something.....but I couldn't move my lips.....I was afraid to tell him that I made the wrong decision again....that I am not going to follow the tracks laid before me.....that I am going to abandon everything I've accomplished so far...and to pursue something hazardous and arbitrary.....
then I woke up.....the first thing I did is to search RISD....and to see if it matches with the image I had in my mind....it didn't...(LOL)....it is built like every other east coast schools....but I proceeded to search the school further....
ahhh....it sounds like the...best school ever......I was moved by the thought that maybe I could do something to change my current situation....do things that I am actually good at...etc.
but part of me also want to do something different....I always want to learn something different.....to explore the possibilities of one's future....to take the weirdest class available....and those things are what an art school does not offer....
for example....RISD DOESNT FUCKING OFFER JAPANESE WTFFFFF
=___=
ugh...and the admission rate is fecking low for an Art school....30 percent YO....whereas Art Center has an acceptance rate of.........70 percent (WOWWWW....I didnt know it was...THAT...high...no wonder every sucky person gets in =____=...<--one of the main reasons I didn't want to apply)
I guess if one can get in RIDS then it means they really belong in the art industry.....
ahhh in the end I still want to go somewhere that offers BOTH a good art program AND a good liberal art program.....dude why didnt I just go to UCLA...lol....but they are cutting back classes and that aint a good sign for art major.....
Okay I am officially lost and I dunno what to do......o__O HELP?
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Apparently no one can help with my problems other than myself......LOL
over a night of researching and pondering....
I made a decision
Business is indeed very important....I shall not give up on it....
Art is also very important.....I shall not abandon it....
So the perfect combination would be a double major....but my damn fucking school doesnt allow double-major acrossing schools....=___=....only a minor is possible at this stage....
two large universities that offer strong liberal art programs and art programs:
Carnegie Mellon
Washington University in St. Louis.
The only problem is.....Carnegie Mellon's transfer rate is low as fuck...only 9 percent....worse than Stanford...pretty impossible to get in as a transfer....dammit....
WUSL....everything is good....the only problem is its....location....I dont think Missouri and I like each other very much....and I dunno how one can get a good art or business education at a place so isolated....||||||
O___= ;
my dear friends....I think I shall just stay at where I am....LOL.....I can live with a minor~(and two double majors...and another minor.....|||||)
AHH Pre-registration.....
I had fun figuring out which classes I shall take next semester....
I made a decision that makes my life so much better.....
I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE MACRO NEXT SEMESTER....
aha ha ha....
I will deal with it laterrr....most business kids take their Econ classes in Sophomore year (the ONLY reason Im taking it now is because I wanted to transfer....but then I noticed Stern only wants Micro) Micro this semester has killed half of my college spirit....I need to take a break from Econ in general...
I have ZERO writing class this semester and I feel weird without an English class....
so I packed my next semester's schedule with tons of reading/writing-intensive classes....
here is what I registered for (the ones in parentheses are my alternatives):
-Apocalypse & Revolution /(Writing about Arts in DC)<<--fulfills my humanity & Writing requirement...."Russian Devils" class is not offered this year god dammit...=___=
-International Business
-Managerial Accounting
-History of Modern Japan / (International Relations)
-Intensive Japanese II
Overall...I have 18 credits
all of them fulfill one core requirement or another.....I am still avoiding Philosophy and Theology cores tho.....||||||
The only "fun" class next year is Japanese...again....|||||.....History of Modern Japan is an advanced class....I totally just skipped their freshmen history classes ( I couldnt take the one with the hot professor because of time conflict....BAWW....I will come back next year....).....but I hope it will be interesting.....I was going to take "Japanese Nationalism" before but it doesnt fulfill my history requirement.....taking this class also helps with my minor requirement too...yay!<3.....I hope I wont end up with "International Relations"....too many "international" classes in one semester....
I managed to avoid big lecture classes this time...most of my classes are around 25 ppl...:)
but the time schedule...fuck it is possible that I have BOTH morning classes AND evening classes....if I get REALLY unlucky I might end up with an evening classe for TWO AND HALF hours.....this is what you get for choosing a GOOD prof.......
but this time classes are more spread out....I have at least two classes everyday....instead of 4 classes on Mondays and Wednesdays...OTL
I am excited for next semester's class....><; looks like I will spend most of my time reading+writing+memorizing lol
I made a decision that makes my life so much better.....
I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE MACRO NEXT SEMESTER....
aha ha ha....
I will deal with it laterrr....most business kids take their Econ classes in Sophomore year (the ONLY reason Im taking it now is because I wanted to transfer....but then I noticed Stern only wants Micro) Micro this semester has killed half of my college spirit....I need to take a break from Econ in general...
I have ZERO writing class this semester and I feel weird without an English class....
so I packed my next semester's schedule with tons of reading/writing-intensive classes....
here is what I registered for (the ones in parentheses are my alternatives):
-Apocalypse & Revolution /(Writing about Arts in DC)<<--fulfills my humanity & Writing requirement...."Russian Devils" class is not offered this year god dammit...=___=
-International Business
-Managerial Accounting
-History of Modern Japan / (International Relations)
-Intensive Japanese II
Overall...I have 18 credits
all of them fulfill one core requirement or another.....I am still avoiding Philosophy and Theology cores tho.....||||||
The only "fun" class next year is Japanese...again....|||||.....History of Modern Japan is an advanced class....I totally just skipped their freshmen history classes ( I couldnt take the one with the hot professor because of time conflict....BAWW....I will come back next year....).....but I hope it will be interesting.....I was going to take "Japanese Nationalism" before but it doesnt fulfill my history requirement.....taking this class also helps with my minor requirement too...yay!<3.....I hope I wont end up with "International Relations"....too many "international" classes in one semester....
I managed to avoid big lecture classes this time...most of my classes are around 25 ppl...:)
but the time schedule...fuck it is possible that I have BOTH morning classes AND evening classes....if I get REALLY unlucky I might end up with an evening classe for TWO AND HALF hours.....this is what you get for choosing a GOOD prof.......
but this time classes are more spread out....I have at least two classes everyday....instead of 4 classes on Mondays and Wednesdays...OTL
I am excited for next semester's class....><; looks like I will spend most of my time reading+writing+memorizing lol
AHHHHHH
I lost the battle against my Accounting classmates/enemies this time....
RAWWRRRRRRR.....
so many ppl did better than me on this exam OTL....
MUST DEFEAT THEM NEXT TIME TO BE THE 15 PERCENT THAT GETS A'S..........
I feel so motivated right now....
I need to throw away my old *BAD* habit I developed in high school-->cramming...
from today on I will study everyday so I don't fall behind.....
I should study more on the weekdays because I want to have a life LOL....
Cant wait to go get some food.....so hungry....:/
RAWWRRRRRRR.....
so many ppl did better than me on this exam OTL....
MUST DEFEAT THEM NEXT TIME TO BE THE 15 PERCENT THAT GETS A'S..........
I feel so motivated right now....
I need to throw away my old *BAD* habit I developed in high school-->cramming...
from today on I will study everyday so I don't fall behind.....
I should study more on the weekdays because I want to have a life LOL....
Cant wait to go get some food.....so hungry....:/
oh my god SO FUCKING PISSED OFF
so I took my Econ exam today
Everything went fine until the last minutes when I realized that I did something wrong but I didnt have time to fix it....
then when I looked up the Professor was GONE....
I ran like a madman....and caught him RIGHT before he entered the elevator...
he got really mad and said this is ABSOLUTELY UNACCEPTABLE and he will take 5 points off from my exam....
I was like WTF....he only called time's off fucking ONCE.....and I didnt expect him to FLEE so quickly....I wasnt even working on the exam I was just fucking PACKING UP.....
do you know how important that FIVE points is?.....hella important when the exam is CURVED.....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....I am SO PISSED.....
I WILL JUST PRETEND I MADE A MISTAKE ON THE EXAM I WILL JUST PRETEND I MADE A MISTAKE ON THE EXAM I WILL JUST PRETEND I MADE A MISTAKE ON THE EXAM....
but I also learned my lesson....COLLEGE IS NOT A JOKE......everything is SERIOUS......when the prof says turn in your test...TURN IT IN or get screwed over....
right now I am just thankful that I caught up with him on time and didnt get a zero on the midterm....
just lost all my appetite after that incident tho....=___= I shall not eat til dinner.....
I hope I did okay (to make up for the 5 points at least)....this exam is A LOT easier than the last one.....I hope the curve is not too high....
It's weird how I can never pull off an all-nighter...O__o I just have to get some sleep before the exam even if it's only an hour.....
tonight I need to start working on Psychology which I had been neglecting since the Accounting midterm last week....ahaha....three chapters behind...go me!!.....oh and I need to study for my Jp vocab test....=___,=
overall I am GLAD that fucking ECON midterm is over and i dont have to worry about it (much) until.....DECEMBER....woot..FINALLL
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so far.....the nicest prof this year is my Japanese sensei....; A ; she is such a sweet lady.....we can turn hw late if we forget or take tests late if we couldnt make it......she REALLY works with your schedule.....like today we decided to take the vocab test on friday instead of tomorrow because we have a lot of things due tmrw......her exams are reasonable and wont destroy you if you fail one......and she is probably the only teacher I have this year who understands the definition of "midterm"-->an exam you take during the MIDDLE of school year...ONCE......and her class is always fun....her drawings are cute....and I enjoy reading her comments on my doodles LOL......and what is more.....I REALLY learned A LOT in that class.....; U ; I shall take her class again next semester.....SATOU SENSEI IS AWESOME....
I like my accounting teacher too....she is helpful in e-mails when I couldnt go to her office hours.....and her TA is really good.....I am glad all of our accounting classes are standarized so no one can get easy A's....(because my prof is a hard teacher lol)
Psychology prof is interesting.....because half of the time I wasnt in her class.....I never really talked to her LOL......but her lectures are interesting....Psychology is just a generally interesting class once you get passed the nervous system and shit.....
Econ.....dude I learned nothing from the prof.....I learned EVERYTHING from myself, my friend, my txtbook, and my TA........the TA is definitely a better teacher than he is LOL......and he is MEAN after the class....I am intimidated by his change of attitude during and after classes...||||| I shall never visit him during office hours...||||||
Everything went fine until the last minutes when I realized that I did something wrong but I didnt have time to fix it....
then when I looked up the Professor was GONE....
I ran like a madman....and caught him RIGHT before he entered the elevator...
he got really mad and said this is ABSOLUTELY UNACCEPTABLE and he will take 5 points off from my exam....
I was like WTF....he only called time's off fucking ONCE.....and I didnt expect him to FLEE so quickly....I wasnt even working on the exam I was just fucking PACKING UP.....
do you know how important that FIVE points is?.....hella important when the exam is CURVED.....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....I am SO PISSED.....
I WILL JUST PRETEND I MADE A MISTAKE ON THE EXAM I WILL JUST PRETEND I MADE A MISTAKE ON THE EXAM I WILL JUST PRETEND I MADE A MISTAKE ON THE EXAM....
but I also learned my lesson....COLLEGE IS NOT A JOKE......everything is SERIOUS......when the prof says turn in your test...TURN IT IN or get screwed over....
right now I am just thankful that I caught up with him on time and didnt get a zero on the midterm....
just lost all my appetite after that incident tho....=___= I shall not eat til dinner.....
I hope I did okay (to make up for the 5 points at least)....this exam is A LOT easier than the last one.....I hope the curve is not too high....
It's weird how I can never pull off an all-nighter...O__o I just have to get some sleep before the exam even if it's only an hour.....
tonight I need to start working on Psychology which I had been neglecting since the Accounting midterm last week....ahaha....three chapters behind...go me!!.....oh and I need to study for my Jp vocab test....=___,=
overall I am GLAD that fucking ECON midterm is over and i dont have to worry about it (much) until.....DECEMBER....woot..FINALLL
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so far.....the nicest prof this year is my Japanese sensei....; A ; she is such a sweet lady.....we can turn hw late if we forget or take tests late if we couldnt make it......she REALLY works with your schedule.....like today we decided to take the vocab test on friday instead of tomorrow because we have a lot of things due tmrw......her exams are reasonable and wont destroy you if you fail one......and she is probably the only teacher I have this year who understands the definition of "midterm"-->an exam you take during the MIDDLE of school year...ONCE......and her class is always fun....her drawings are cute....and I enjoy reading her comments on my doodles LOL......and what is more.....I REALLY learned A LOT in that class.....; U ; I shall take her class again next semester.....SATOU SENSEI IS AWESOME....
I like my accounting teacher too....she is helpful in e-mails when I couldnt go to her office hours.....and her TA is really good.....I am glad all of our accounting classes are standarized so no one can get easy A's....(because my prof is a hard teacher lol)
Psychology prof is interesting.....because half of the time I wasnt in her class.....I never really talked to her LOL......but her lectures are interesting....Psychology is just a generally interesting class once you get passed the nervous system and shit.....
Econ.....dude I learned nothing from the prof.....I learned EVERYTHING from myself, my friend, my txtbook, and my TA........the TA is definitely a better teacher than he is LOL......and he is MEAN after the class....I am intimidated by his change of attitude during and after classes...||||| I shall never visit him during office hours...||||||
Hmm definitely screwed tonight...
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Schedule for Winter.....
there are not a lot of shows for the winter season (maybe more will be updated later)
but damn most of those shows look very interesting to me....
1. FUCK YEAH DURARARA!....finally.....we get a confirmed date....; w ;.....I cannot wait for it to come out.....the trailer looks awesome.....the cast is godly again.....the characters look interesting.....the one guy voiced by JunJun looks like Zetsubou Sensei tho.....AHHHH....PLEASE DELIVER THE SAME EPICNESS OF BACCANO!!!
2. Dance in the Vampire Bund!....YEAHHH...another show I was looking forward to.....the animation from the trailer looks amazing....I just hope the male lead wont turn out to be a pussy again....
3. Katanagatari....looks pretty....and artistic...from the same author of Bakemonogatari.....but the synopsis worries me.....O__o dont tell me the guy is a imotou-con again....this is the last thing we need.....anyways....hope it wont have weird direction like SHAFT did with Bake....
4. Qwaser of Stigmata...seriously....OH GOD WHY?!......when the manga first came out....I was DISTURBED by the way the dude gains his power.....=____= well it IS from the mangaka who drew Mai-Hime/Otome....you can only expect flopping boobs and annoying fanservice
5. Okami Kakushi.....interested....hope AIC wont fuck up this show....
6. SO.RA.NO.WO.TO......K-ON much?....=____=
7. Nodame Cantabile finale.....I SHALL NOT WATCH IT UNTIL THE MOVIES COME OUT NEXT YEAR!!!
if everything goes well I will probably watch 4-5 shows during Winter season....but I somehow have the feeling that everything is gonna get screwed and I will end up with only one show to watch.....and I hope that show is Durarara!......PLEASE DONT FAIL ME.....
Schedule for Winter.....
there are not a lot of shows for the winter season (maybe more will be updated later)
but damn most of those shows look very interesting to me....
1. FUCK YEAH DURARARA!....finally.....we get a confirmed date....; w ;.....I cannot wait for it to come out.....the trailer looks awesome.....the cast is godly again.....the characters look interesting.....the one guy voiced by JunJun looks like Zetsubou Sensei tho.....AHHHH....PLEASE DELIVER THE SAME EPICNESS OF BACCANO!!!
2. Dance in the Vampire Bund!....YEAHHH...another show I was looking forward to.....the animation from the trailer looks amazing....I just hope the male lead wont turn out to be a pussy again....
3. Katanagatari....looks pretty....and artistic...from the same author of Bakemonogatari.....but the synopsis worries me.....O__o dont tell me the guy is a imotou-con again....this is the last thing we need.....anyways....hope it wont have weird direction like SHAFT did with Bake....
4. Qwaser of Stigmata...seriously....OH GOD WHY?!......when the manga first came out....I was DISTURBED by the way the dude gains his power.....=____= well it IS from the mangaka who drew Mai-Hime/Otome....you can only expect flopping boobs and annoying fanservice
5. Okami Kakushi.....interested....hope AIC wont fuck up this show....
6. SO.RA.NO.WO.TO......K-ON much?....=____=
7. Nodame Cantabile finale.....I SHALL NOT WATCH IT UNTIL THE MOVIES COME OUT NEXT YEAR!!!
if everything goes well I will probably watch 4-5 shows during Winter season....but I somehow have the feeling that everything is gonna get screwed and I will end up with only one show to watch.....and I hope that show is Durarara!......PLEASE DONT FAIL ME.....
Taking a break by watching CENCOROLL...
Am I the only one thinking about Crunchy roll...or Sushi roll....while watching this?....
anyways....
I had a lot of expectations from this movie after watching the trailer....
then it turns out the trailer I saw was just a short film that is separate from the actual movie....
the movie is only 30 mins....O__o
I have to say I am pretty dissapointed....
It doesnt feel like a movie or an OVA.....I have no idea what those BALLS are....and where they come from....and what is the point of them.....and the main characters.....what the heck.....should I say that they are UNIQUE or they just lack common sense.....
I am mildly disturbed by how expressionless the dude was when he lost his arm...|||||||....the girl too....|||||||||...
Animation is interesting....I love the style....but the quality is average....I heard the guy produced the whole thing by himself tho....I have to give him credit for that.....
Overall...CENCOROLL turns out to be COMPLETELY different from what I expected....the length....the story....the characters....etc.
7/10 from me.....
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holy Cenco fuck I am not going to get any sleep tonight
I love you Econ please love me back tomorrow!
anyways....
I had a lot of expectations from this movie after watching the trailer....
then it turns out the trailer I saw was just a short film that is separate from the actual movie....
the movie is only 30 mins....O__o
I have to say I am pretty dissapointed....
It doesnt feel like a movie or an OVA.....I have no idea what those BALLS are....and where they come from....and what is the point of them.....and the main characters.....what the heck.....should I say that they are UNIQUE or they just lack common sense.....
I am mildly disturbed by how expressionless the dude was when he lost his arm...|||||||....the girl too....|||||||||...
Animation is interesting....I love the style....but the quality is average....I heard the guy produced the whole thing by himself tho....I have to give him credit for that.....
Overall...CENCOROLL turns out to be COMPLETELY different from what I expected....the length....the story....the characters....etc.
7/10 from me.....
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holy Cenco fuck I am not going to get any sleep tonight
I love you Econ please love me back tomorrow!
TOO MUCH COFFEE
and I can't sleep right now....
I noticed when the coffee gets cold....it tastes like nasty Chinese medicine....eek
I did as much as I could with Econ today.....tomorrow I have more time in the afternoon so I hope I will have more progress.....(well....I kinda HAVE to....the test is in 1 day)
I eat so much when I am stressed....lol......I ate two plates of food for dinner....an ice cream cone....AND I brought of bag of snacks with me to the library....the snack bag consists of 4 bags of Pocky....1 bag of peach soft candies....4 some other fruit candies....and a bag of lollipops....I ate most of those but I am saving some for tomorrow.....
today I even sat at the bench outside to feel the breeze and APPRECIATE NATURE......as a way to relieve stress....
man it is time like this that I really hate my life......
Life is effing short...no one knows if we can live past today......
WHY DO WE HAVE TO DO THINGS THAT WE DONT LIKE TO DO......during the BEST years of our lives?
AHHHH...
BASTARD....
Okay its getting FUCKING late and I need to *try to* sleep so I can be more awake tmrw......
bye bye journal
OH....I forgot the reason I started writing this entry
I want to remind myself that I AM GETTING WORSE AT DRAWING WTF.....
my newer stuff are like fecking sketches.......
I need to spend more effort on my future works.....when I have the time to do so that is...
I noticed when the coffee gets cold....it tastes like nasty Chinese medicine....eek
I did as much as I could with Econ today.....tomorrow I have more time in the afternoon so I hope I will have more progress.....(well....I kinda HAVE to....the test is in 1 day)
I eat so much when I am stressed....lol......I ate two plates of food for dinner....an ice cream cone....AND I brought of bag of snacks with me to the library....the snack bag consists of 4 bags of Pocky....1 bag of peach soft candies....4 some other fruit candies....and a bag of lollipops....I ate most of those but I am saving some for tomorrow.....
today I even sat at the bench outside to feel the breeze and APPRECIATE NATURE......as a way to relieve stress....
man it is time like this that I really hate my life......
Life is effing short...no one knows if we can live past today......
WHY DO WE HAVE TO DO THINGS THAT WE DONT LIKE TO DO......during the BEST years of our lives?
AHHHH...
BASTARD....
Okay its getting FUCKING late and I need to *try to* sleep so I can be more awake tmrw......
bye bye journal
OH....I forgot the reason I started writing this entry
I want to remind myself that I AM GETTING WORSE AT DRAWING WTF.....
my newer stuff are like fecking sketches.......
I need to spend more effort on my future works.....when I have the time to do so that is...
I'm dying...
Today is supposed to be a good day (for my studying)
I woke up early...ate breakfast AND lunch....
studied at the library....
but then I felt dizzy and my entire body felt weak.....
I cant figure out what is wrong with me.....
Usually when I feel like that it's because I didnt eat....but today I ate regularly.....O__o
now I am back at my dorm trying to take a nap before the next tutoring session.....
I tried my ass off and still got no progress on my Econ hw.....I think I am perfectly fucked....I feel like crying now but it wont solve anything.....
My mom just booked the airplane ticket for me....
I will be back on Dec. 22nd.....
dude I just wanna cry knowing I will be back HOME soon....; A ;
I miss everything and I cant wait to see you guys in person soon....T___T
I woke up early...ate breakfast AND lunch....
studied at the library....
but then I felt dizzy and my entire body felt weak.....
I cant figure out what is wrong with me.....
Usually when I feel like that it's because I didnt eat....but today I ate regularly.....O__o
now I am back at my dorm trying to take a nap before the next tutoring session.....
I tried my ass off and still got no progress on my Econ hw.....I think I am perfectly fucked....I feel like crying now but it wont solve anything.....
My mom just booked the airplane ticket for me....
I will be back on Dec. 22nd.....
dude I just wanna cry knowing I will be back HOME soon....; A ;
I miss everything and I cant wait to see you guys in person soon....T___T
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