dude so stressed out YO...
I am so fucking scared of the econ midterm next wednesday
the exercise is hell....I cant even figure them out......
and the test is a lot harder than the exercise (from my previous painful experience....
If I dont get at least a B on this test....then I can say hi to a "C" or lower for my over-all grade
I heard Econ is a killer in Georgetown....but i never expected it to be THAT difficult....
I wish so hard that I didnt pick this class this semester....my life would be SO MUCH happier....
I am probably the only pathetic person who is in the library studying Econ on Halloween.....while everyone else is getting trashed in their parties....
right now I cant think of anything other than "Econ" and the consequences of failing econ......
I didnt even talk to my parents about this yet.....I dont want them to worry about me more than they already are.....
looks like I am stuck....
if I want to internal transfer...SFS weighs your Econ grade very heavily......and if I want to transfer out....guess what business schools look at?
dude.....I dont have a business brain afterall....if I am already failing this hard in the first semester......when the only things I take are intro classes.....
just checked some colleges that offer art program...
all I have to say is :FUCK MY LIFE.
the Brown+Rhode Island School of Design dual degree program sounds SO FUCKING AWESOME....but they dont accept any transfers....
WHAT THE HELL MAN.....why didnt I look into Brown before?.....it is like the best school ever-->it lets you DESIGN your OWN major....so basically you can take whatever classes you like......T n T.....it is only when I started college that I realize how important the curriculum is for a school.....Georgetown is probably the only damn school on earth that makes you take two sets of core classes.......WHY IN THE FUCKING HELL DO I NEED TO TAKE "PROBLEM OF GOD" AND "PHILOSOPHY" FOR MY BUSINESS DEGREE?!!!CAN JESUS AND PLATO TELL ME HOW TO MAKE MONEY?!!
just looked into NYU's policies too....so apparently if I get into Stern I cant double-major in Art....and it looks like they dont have Japanese major either....WTF.....
Yale has a fabulous art program....but 1. I cant get in. 2. they dont accept any transfers 3. I cant get in.
AHHHHHH........I HATE THIS....
I want a good liberal art education + art
why do I always have to choose one thing over another when I WANT BOTH.....
ZETSUBOU SHITA!!!!!!!!
the exercise is hell....I cant even figure them out......
and the test is a lot harder than the exercise (from my previous painful experience....
If I dont get at least a B on this test....then I can say hi to a "C" or lower for my over-all grade
I heard Econ is a killer in Georgetown....but i never expected it to be THAT difficult....
I wish so hard that I didnt pick this class this semester....my life would be SO MUCH happier....
I am probably the only pathetic person who is in the library studying Econ on Halloween.....while everyone else is getting trashed in their parties....
right now I cant think of anything other than "Econ" and the consequences of failing econ......
I didnt even talk to my parents about this yet.....I dont want them to worry about me more than they already are.....
looks like I am stuck....
if I want to internal transfer...SFS weighs your Econ grade very heavily......and if I want to transfer out....guess what business schools look at?
dude.....I dont have a business brain afterall....if I am already failing this hard in the first semester......when the only things I take are intro classes.....
just checked some colleges that offer art program...
all I have to say is :FUCK MY LIFE.
the Brown+Rhode Island School of Design dual degree program sounds SO FUCKING AWESOME....but they dont accept any transfers....
WHAT THE HELL MAN.....why didnt I look into Brown before?.....it is like the best school ever-->it lets you DESIGN your OWN major....so basically you can take whatever classes you like......T n T.....it is only when I started college that I realize how important the curriculum is for a school.....Georgetown is probably the only damn school on earth that makes you take two sets of core classes.......WHY IN THE FUCKING HELL DO I NEED TO TAKE "PROBLEM OF GOD" AND "PHILOSOPHY" FOR MY BUSINESS DEGREE?!!!CAN JESUS AND PLATO TELL ME HOW TO MAKE MONEY?!!
just looked into NYU's policies too....so apparently if I get into Stern I cant double-major in Art....and it looks like they dont have Japanese major either....WTF.....
Yale has a fabulous art program....but 1. I cant get in. 2. they dont accept any transfers 3. I cant get in.
AHHHHHH........I HATE THIS....
I want a good liberal art education + art
why do I always have to choose one thing over another when I WANT BOTH.....
ZETSUBOU SHITA!!!!!!!!
OH SHIT SOMEONE HELP ME
I just had a staring contest with a little mouse....
We stared at each other for 10 seconds....
During that 10 seconds....my thought went like this: "oh shit...a mouse...is IN MY ROOM.....I NEED TO KILL IT BEFORE IT POOPS HERE.....but it is SO CUTE....wait it is still a bastard mouse.....what should I use to kill it?.....my hands?!...EWWWWWWW......"
then it disappeared behind my fridge....
I am scared to open the fridge and to discover a thousand mice living in there....or maybe all frozen to death......
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I just took out the trash....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I MISS MY DAD WHO CAN KILL MICE WITH A NAPKIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck now I gonna have nightmares of mice army invading my room...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SOMEONE HELP MEEEEE!!!......; ~ ;
Karma is a bitch...
I was so full of myself yesterday and said "I dont have trouble waking up for morning classes anymore"
and guess what happened today?
When I woke up and checked my watch....it reads.......3:00 PM
HOLY FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
what the hellllll
I did not only sleep through my 11:00 am class....I even slept til afternoon.......
and I supposed to have a test in that class....
I studied late for the exam too....
I got depressed and slept til 7pm.......
and now....I AM EVEN MORE DEPRESSED....
ahhhh I did nothing today......
FUUUCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
P.S.
I THINK I just saw a mouse running across my room....
OH MY FUCKING GOD SOMEONE HELP ME......
and guess what happened today?
When I woke up and checked my watch....it reads.......3:00 PM
HOLY FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
what the hellllll
I did not only sleep through my 11:00 am class....I even slept til afternoon.......
and I supposed to have a test in that class....
I studied late for the exam too....
I got depressed and slept til 7pm.......
and now....I AM EVEN MORE DEPRESSED....
ahhhh I did nothing today......
FUUUCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
P.S.
I THINK I just saw a mouse running across my room....
OH MY FUCKING GOD SOMEONE HELP ME......
Aha..ha...||
dude....the concept about how ppl dont work after they completed an exam....what is it called again in Psychology?
I have that....
but I still have another exam tomorrow...
now I am watching animu....
guess Im gonna sleep...late again....today....dammit
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So I watched Detective Conan's movie no. 13.....
what the fuck happened to Conan's movies....
it has been getting worse and WORSE....
Movie 12 was bad enough.....this one is absolutely unacceptable......when I saw the preview I was SO excited because they finally found something "new" and decided to include the organization (now that I think about it....why does every anime has an evil organization LOL)...when I read the review I expected a BAD movie....when I watched it I FACEPALMED THE ENTIRE TIME
what the hell....man
there were NO BEGINNING NO CLIMAX NO CONCLUSION whatesoever....
there are little to none interactions between characters.....the murderer's motive is lamely incestuous......and I felt like the murder case has nothing to do with the main story line (if it can be CALLED a story) at all......
I wish I didnt just wasted my time watching this nonsense.....
The case this time is so fucking obvious that even I can solve it before everyone else in the movie......
I miss the good old days when Dectective Conan used to be exciting and unpredictable.......
Movie 6 Phantom of Baker Street is still my favorite.....
but Movie 1 through 7 were all very good.......
everything just went downhill after that....
AHHHHHH....now I have ZERO motivation to continue with this movie series anymore
I have that....
but I still have another exam tomorrow...
now I am watching animu....
guess Im gonna sleep...late again....today....dammit
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So I watched Detective Conan's movie no. 13.....
what the fuck happened to Conan's movies....
it has been getting worse and WORSE....
Movie 12 was bad enough.....this one is absolutely unacceptable......when I saw the preview I was SO excited because they finally found something "new" and decided to include the organization (now that I think about it....why does every anime has an evil organization LOL)...when I read the review I expected a BAD movie....when I watched it I FACEPALMED THE ENTIRE TIME
what the hell....man
there were NO BEGINNING NO CLIMAX NO CONCLUSION whatesoever....
there are little to none interactions between characters.....the murderer's motive is lamely incestuous......and I felt like the murder case has nothing to do with the main story line (if it can be CALLED a story) at all......
I wish I didnt just wasted my time watching this nonsense.....
The case this time is so fucking obvious that even I can solve it before everyone else in the movie......
I miss the good old days when Dectective Conan used to be exciting and unpredictable.......
Movie 6 Phantom of Baker Street is still my favorite.....
but Movie 1 through 7 were all very good.......
everything just went downhill after that....
AHHHHHH....now I have ZERO motivation to continue with this movie series anymore
so fucked this week....
AHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I hate this week...SO MUCH
ACCOUNTING IS SO CONFUSING NOW.....they freaking teach you stuff thats not in the book now....the concepts I learned in Chaffey dont help anymore.....； Ａ ；
stayed in the library til 3am.....agonized over the lecture notes for 7 hours.....so confused so confused so confused....
pretty much ready to stay longer in the library tomorrow.....
I drank too much coffee and now I feel.....weird....and hungry.....O__O crap didnt eat dinner yet
AHHHHHHHHHH.....just had Japanese midterms for two days straight and Thursday we have another Japanese exam....OTL this class is so overwhelming......three more exams next week on Japanese again..?!
I almost feel like I came to Gtown to learn JAPANESE....O__o dont think I learned a spit of Econ btw
Pre-registration next week....I want to take Art (easy A...) but I cant get over 20 credits....UGHHHH.....I guess it wont work out this time either.....
this Saturday is HALLOWEEN....I will go trick-or-treat-ing in the library....with my dear Econ....
MIDTERM NEXT WEEK ON ECON AGAIN AND I DONT WANNA FAIL NO MORE.....
oh fuck its 4am now I still need to take a shower oh gawd I am so tired I think I wont be able to wake up tomorrow morning for breakfast sorry for the run-on sentence....
EDIT:
OH MY FUCKIN GAWD
MY DAY HAS BEEN MADE....
so I was high on caffine and started searching classes to take next semester....
OMFGGGGGGG........
they have "Japanese Anime Film" next semester!!!!!....
and it fullfils my Humanities and Writing requirement.....
BEST CLASS EVARRRRRRRR....
the professor got a really good rating on Ratemyprofs.com.....and he got his BA/MA in Stanford and PH.D. in Yale on East Asian studies.....O__O he must be pro on the subject.....
AHHHH HA HA HA HA HA....
MUST TAKE THIS CLASS MUST TAKE THIS CLASS MUST TAKE THIS CLASS....=D
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I hate this week...SO MUCH
ACCOUNTING IS SO CONFUSING NOW.....they freaking teach you stuff thats not in the book now....the concepts I learned in Chaffey dont help anymore.....； Ａ ；
stayed in the library til 3am.....agonized over the lecture notes for 7 hours.....so confused so confused so confused....
pretty much ready to stay longer in the library tomorrow.....
I drank too much coffee and now I feel.....weird....and hungry.....O__O crap didnt eat dinner yet
AHHHHHHHHHH.....just had Japanese midterms for two days straight and Thursday we have another Japanese exam....OTL this class is so overwhelming......three more exams next week on Japanese again..?!
I almost feel like I came to Gtown to learn JAPANESE....O__o dont think I learned a spit of Econ btw
Pre-registration next week....I want to take Art (easy A...) but I cant get over 20 credits....UGHHHH.....I guess it wont work out this time either.....
this Saturday is HALLOWEEN....I will go trick-or-treat-ing in the library....with my dear Econ....
MIDTERM NEXT WEEK ON ECON AGAIN AND I DONT WANNA FAIL NO MORE.....
oh fuck its 4am now I still need to take a shower oh gawd I am so tired I think I wont be able to wake up tomorrow morning for breakfast sorry for the run-on sentence....
EDIT:
OH MY FUCKIN GAWD
MY DAY HAS BEEN MADE....
so I was high on caffine and started searching classes to take next semester....
OMFGGGGGGG........
they have "Japanese Anime Film" next semester!!!!!....
and it fullfils my Humanities and Writing requirement.....
BEST CLASS EVARRRRRRRR....
the professor got a really good rating on Ratemyprofs.com.....and he got his BA/MA in Stanford and PH.D. in Yale on East Asian studies.....O__O he must be pro on the subject.....
AHHHH HA HA HA HA HA....
MUST TAKE THIS CLASS MUST TAKE THIS CLASS MUST TAKE THIS CLASS....=D
This is disturbing....
just downloaded a one hour episode.....under 30 seconds.....the speed was 6.6 MB/sec....
I didnt even use a program to download it.....O__O....
and it was not a torrent.....just direct download from Megaupload.....
dude....
this is just INSANE....
what the....
30 seconds?...for real?!!!....
I remember the painful days when I had to wait for couple fecking days to download a stupid 30 min anime episode.......
my internet speed is SOOOOO fast.....I must be in heaven......; U ;
I didnt even use a program to download it.....O__O....
and it was not a torrent.....just direct download from Megaupload.....
dude....
this is just INSANE....
what the....
30 seconds?...for real?!!!....
I remember the painful days when I had to wait for couple fecking days to download a stupid 30 min anime episode.......
my internet speed is SOOOOO fast.....I must be in heaven......; U ;
OH MY FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING GOD.......
AHHHHHHHH
I AM SO MAD I AM SO MAD I AM SO MAD I AM SO MAD I AM SO MAD I AM SO MADDDDDDDDDDD
$()O(I*U&^%$#@$%)_P)())*(&*^*&%&$%^$#&#&#&#&#@&@&@@$##%
I WANT THIS CUSHIONNNN....SO BAD
RAWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
but the pre-ordered ended two days ago.....and I just found out today....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I AM SO MAD SOOOOOOOOOOOO MAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
why is EVERYTHING that I want...is SOLD OUT/ NOT ON SALE......
for this ONE time....there is FINALLY a cushion for GIRLS......and it is one of my FAVORITE PAIRINGS......the pre-order only lasted for two fecking days......
BAWWWWWWWWWWWW.....
SHIKIIIII.....AHHHHHHHHH.......why you look so uke I LOVE it....; A ;......Akira is not wearing his pants again I LOVE it......and they are all in military uniforms OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG..........I LOVE IT.....
T_____________________________T
but I will never get my hands on them.........
LIFE SUCKS LIFE SUCKS LIFE SUCKS LIFE SUCKSSSSSSSSS.....
I want these...yo....
AKIRA'S SHIRT IS REMOVABLE OMFG......and one ver. his shirt is transparent...ohfufufufu.....
O__O BUT MY BANK ACCOUNT IS TAKING FOREVERRRRRR TO TRANSFER MONEY TO MY PAYPAL ACCT.....
please hurry hurry hurry I dont want to miss the pre-order date again....
I AM SO MAD I AM SO MAD I AM SO MAD I AM SO MAD I AM SO MAD I AM SO MADDDDDDDDDDD
$()O(I*U&^%$#@$%)_P)())*(&*^*&%&$%^$#&#&#&#&#@&@&@@$##%
I WANT THIS CUSHIONNNN....SO BAD
RAWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
but the pre-ordered ended two days ago.....and I just found out today....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I AM SO MAD SOOOOOOOOOOOO MAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
why is EVERYTHING that I want...is SOLD OUT/ NOT ON SALE......
for this ONE time....there is FINALLY a cushion for GIRLS......and it is one of my FAVORITE PAIRINGS......the pre-order only lasted for two fecking days......
BAWWWWWWWWWWWW.....
SHIKIIIII.....AHHHHHHHHH.......why you look so uke I LOVE it....; A ;......Akira is not wearing his pants again I LOVE it......and they are all in military uniforms OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG..........I LOVE IT.....
T_____________________________T
but I will never get my hands on them.........
LIFE SUCKS LIFE SUCKS LIFE SUCKS LIFE SUCKSSSSSSSSS.....
I want these...yo....
AKIRA'S SHIRT IS REMOVABLE OMFG......and one ver. his shirt is transparent...ohfufufufu.....
O__O BUT MY BANK ACCOUNT IS TAKING FOREVERRRRRR TO TRANSFER MONEY TO MY PAYPAL ACCT.....
please hurry hurry hurry I dont want to miss the pre-order date again....
ささめき こと
It was raining the whole day....
= ___ = East Coast is so depressing.....
West Coast is too sunny.....East Coast is too rainy....time to move to Montana...anyone going with me?
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Watched the first two episodes of Sasameki Koto today.....i am pleasantly surprised....=D
it is good....
too good....for a yuri show....
it is so innocent and pure that it makes me ASHAMED of the yaoi shows we have on the other hand.....
two episodes in and all they did is holding hands.....in a friendly way.....when the seme would have raped the uke twenty times in a yaoi show....OTL....
seriously tho....Sasameki Koto HAS a really good plot.....that it doesnt need "sex" to make ppl watch it......
but it is DEPRESSING.....ahhhh unrequited love sucks kiwi balls...yo....
Aoi Hana looks pretty good too....will watch it in future...=D
MY YURI SELF IS BACKKKKKKKKK....
= ___ = East Coast is so depressing.....
West Coast is too sunny.....East Coast is too rainy....time to move to Montana...anyone going with me?
------------
Watched the first two episodes of Sasameki Koto today.....i am pleasantly surprised....=D
it is good....
too good....for a yuri show....
it is so innocent and pure that it makes me ASHAMED of the yaoi shows we have on the other hand.....
two episodes in and all they did is holding hands.....in a friendly way.....when the seme would have raped the uke twenty times in a yaoi show....OTL....
seriously tho....Sasameki Koto HAS a really good plot.....that it doesnt need "sex" to make ppl watch it......
but it is DEPRESSING.....ahhhh unrequited love sucks kiwi balls...yo....
Aoi Hana looks pretty good too....will watch it in future...=D
MY YURI SELF IS BACKKKKKKKKK....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!
since no one else cares...:)
JK....I know you all love me even tho you wouldnt have remembered my birthday without FB....oh well...its not like I remembered anyone's birthday except Cristy's (impossible to forget lol) and Lulu's.....sorry mom, dad....I am just bad with numbers.....until this day I still dont remember my own cell phone number....
MY MOM STILL HASNT CALLED ME YET....I think she forgot....
It is okay for me to forget her birthday......but HOW CAN SHE FORGET THE PAINFUL DAY THAT SHE POOPED ME OUT?!!.....=___= okay I am just bitter....
today is memorable day....not....
last year's birthday was the most memorable one....ever.....got my SAT back....my cake melted into a blob of poop looking nastiness.....at least my parents were with me.....; A ;
I WANNA GO BACK I HATE EVERYTHING I WANNA GO BACK GO BACK GO BACK GO BACK GO BACK..........
I MISS MY BED I MISS MY ROOM MY MISS MY SHELF I MISS MY MOM'S COOKING I MISS MY DAD'S FAT BELLY I MISS MY FRIENDS I MISS SO-CAL'S WEATHERRRRRRRR......
FUCK....
I am nine fucking teen now.......AHHHHHH
so old....my back is hurting....(I am serious)
dude...seriously wanna shrink back.....I miss my happy junior high days......everything was so fabulous......when anime and Japan were still low-key.....when I was young and hopeful about my future.....etc.
okay I am seriously missing the point of this entry haha....
so today I took couple pictures to remember this special day....(and to appreciate nature....please call me tree-hugger.....)
I was at the library doing hw....its rather nice that no one is here on Fridays....
the surrounding is serene and beautiful.....quiet a fine environment to get some work done~
A bird is standing on John Carrol's head....
Ambi the magnificent commands you: POOP WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT!
the street that is in front of our school's gate....I hate my phone's camera....didnt capture the beauty at all....AHHH....
I love the little houses....so colorful and cute....I would much rather live in one of these than a big mansion.....I like cozy places...:)
so many leaves...winter is coming...mi amigo~~
I love treeeessss....
I LOVE this tree....oh my god...and I HATE my phone....the golden leaves were falling slowly like cherry-blossoms....it was SO PRETTY......but my phone didnt capture that at all...:(
oh my...what a surprise....spotted Jack the Bulldog (our school's mascot) on my way back...
dunno what he is doing but he is SO ROUND and CUTE....AHHHHH....I never liked bulldogs but he is an exception...SO FAT!!!<33333
JK....I know you all love me even tho you wouldnt have remembered my birthday without FB....oh well...its not like I remembered anyone's birthday except Cristy's (impossible to forget lol) and Lulu's.....sorry mom, dad....I am just bad with numbers.....until this day I still dont remember my own cell phone number....
MY MOM STILL HASNT CALLED ME YET....I think she forgot....
It is okay for me to forget her birthday......but HOW CAN SHE FORGET THE PAINFUL DAY THAT SHE POOPED ME OUT?!!.....=___= okay I am just bitter....
today is memorable day....not....
last year's birthday was the most memorable one....ever.....got my SAT back....my cake melted into a blob of poop looking nastiness.....at least my parents were with me.....; A ;
I WANNA GO BACK I HATE EVERYTHING I WANNA GO BACK GO BACK GO BACK GO BACK GO BACK..........
I MISS MY BED I MISS MY ROOM MY MISS MY SHELF I MISS MY MOM'S COOKING I MISS MY DAD'S FAT BELLY I MISS MY FRIENDS I MISS SO-CAL'S WEATHERRRRRRRR......
FUCK....
I am nine fucking teen now.......AHHHHHH
so old....my back is hurting....(I am serious)
dude...seriously wanna shrink back.....I miss my happy junior high days......everything was so fabulous......when anime and Japan were still low-key.....when I was young and hopeful about my future.....etc.
okay I am seriously missing the point of this entry haha....
so today I took couple pictures to remember this special day....(and to appreciate nature....please call me tree-hugger.....)
I was at the library doing hw....its rather nice that no one is here on Fridays....
the surrounding is serene and beautiful.....quiet a fine environment to get some work done~
A bird is standing on John Carrol's head....
Ambi the magnificent commands you: POOP WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT!
the street that is in front of our school's gate....I hate my phone's camera....didnt capture the beauty at all....AHHH....
I love the little houses....so colorful and cute....I would much rather live in one of these than a big mansion.....I like cozy places...:)
so many leaves...winter is coming...mi amigo~~
I love treeeessss....
I LOVE this tree....oh my god...and I HATE my phone....the golden leaves were falling slowly like cherry-blossoms....it was SO PRETTY......but my phone didnt capture that at all...:(
oh my...what a surprise....spotted Jack the Bulldog (our school's mascot) on my way back...
dunno what he is doing but he is SO ROUND and CUTE....AHHHHH....I never liked bulldogs but he is an exception...SO FAT!!!<33333
There cant be a better way to end an entry with a picture of one of our school's graveyards that I pass by everyday....*exorcist music plays in the back*
AT LAST:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBER I LOVE MYSELF！！！
AT LAST:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMBER I LOVE MYSELF！！！
OMG moe overload....
ALL HAIL FUJINO SAMA.....
ALL HAIL FUJINO SAMA.....
today I finally utilized the powerful /rs/ and downloaded+read 30+ doujins.......of Togainu no Chi......
most of them are really good.... but....
Akitsugu Fujino's doujins are just BEYOND awesomeness....how can it be SO WELL drawn AND plotted at the same darn time?!!......
oh my god....
dude.....
Shikitty...I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute.......
I just have to share some of the pages.....because the words will be too small if I use photoshop to resize it....so I decided to upload the entire thing here.....you will need to click the image to enlarge tho~
![[B-P]BLACK_MILK_25](http://blog-imgs-31.fc2.com/y/u/m/yummypoop/20091023150735759s.png)
LOLLLL....Akira was cold....so Shiki shared his clothes....in a quiet unique way...LOL...so THATS why Shiki's outfit has so many zippers.....
(SHIKI'S LEGS ARE SO SMEXY!!!!!!!<33333)
This is when Shiki went unconcious...(the True End...; A ;)
*pokes Shiki* this is probably the only time you can do something like this to him....= u = must use this opportunity to its full extent!
TSUNDERE! Shikitty<3.....awww...so cute...its Shikitty's fault for assuming TSUNDERE! Akira would ever say something like that tho....ahahaa.....
KYAHHHHHHH....kitties kitties and more kitties....
oh fuck this is so cute I am dyinggggggggggggg......=//////=
Shikitty....WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING MOE?!!!!!!
only you would slice the watermelons in CAT and STAR shapes.....T U T......
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....
Shiki is so fucking awesome so fucking awesome so fucking awesome so fucking awesome so fucking awesome.......
but now he seems less seme to me ahahaaaa.....he would still top Rai tho.....no doubt about that part...;P
Kuro neko (Shikitty) and Shiro neko (Rai)......THE fucking SEXIEST combination EVARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
also I learned a new word today: "lewd".....probably a surprise to all yo perverts out there, right?..... knew it since 3rd grade...no?.....>___> I always assumed it meant "wise" by some bizzare brain fart.......but then today I saw it used so many times.....and I began to wonder what it really means.....so I looked it up.....now it becomes one of my favorite English vocabulary~~~.....YAYYYYY<333333333333
ALL HAIL FUJINO SAMA.....
today I finally utilized the powerful /rs/ and downloaded+read 30+ doujins.......of Togainu no Chi......
most of them are really good.... but....
Akitsugu Fujino's doujins are just BEYOND awesomeness....how can it be SO WELL drawn AND plotted at the same darn time?!!......
oh my god....
dude.....
Shikitty...I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute.......
I just have to share some of the pages.....because the words will be too small if I use photoshop to resize it....so I decided to upload the entire thing here.....you will need to click the image to enlarge tho~
![[B-P]BLACK_MILK_25](http://blog-imgs-31.fc2.com/y/u/m/yummypoop/20091023150735759.png)
LOLLLL....Akira was cold....so Shiki shared his clothes....in a quiet unique way...LOL...so THATS why Shiki's outfit has so many zippers.....
(SHIKI'S LEGS ARE SO SMEXY!!!!!!!<33333)
This is when Shiki went unconcious...(the True End...; A ;)
*pokes Shiki* this is probably the only time you can do something like this to him....= u = must use this opportunity to its full extent!
and then Shiki wakes up.....after Akira's HARD work.....LOL....what did he do? well.....= u =
since I feel nice.....here is the link to the whole thing~....
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=UKSJ4NTT
I wish this is really what happened....; A ;
since I feel nice.....here is the link to the whole thing~....
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=UKSJ4NTT
I wish this is really what happened....; A ;
TSUNDERE! Shikitty<3.....awww...so cute...its Shikitty's fault for assuming TSUNDERE! Akira would ever say something like that tho....ahahaa.....
KYAHHHHHHH....kitties kitties and more kitties....
oh fuck this is so cute I am dyinggggggggggggg......=//////=
Everyone is at the beach.....having a FABULOUS time.....
Shikitty....WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING MOE?!!!!!!
only you would slice the watermelons in CAT and STAR shapes.....T U T......
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....
Shiki is so fucking awesome so fucking awesome so fucking awesome so fucking awesome so fucking awesome.......
but now he seems less seme to me ahahaaaa.....he would still top Rai tho.....no doubt about that part...;P
Kuro neko (Shikitty) and Shiro neko (Rai)......THE fucking SEXIEST combination EVARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
also I learned a new word today: "lewd".....probably a surprise to all yo perverts out there, right?..... knew it since 3rd grade...no?.....>___> I always assumed it meant "wise" by some bizzare brain fart.......but then today I saw it used so many times.....and I began to wonder what it really means.....so I looked it up.....now it becomes one of my favorite English vocabulary~~~.....YAYYYYY<333333333333
FUCK YOU EBAY!!!!!!!
MY DEAR FRIENDS....
do not...EVER...EVARRRRR.....buy ANYTHING from Ebay.....especially when it is from CHINA (or HK)....if it is absurdly cheap....100% bootleg.....
I knew that before I purchased it....o___o but the fucking seller said the item is from AUSTRALIA....
today when I received my package it said on the postage that it is from fucking Hong Kong.......
FUCKKKKKKK.....I knew something is wrong by then....
when I opened the box.....
FUCKING BASTARD....
horrendous quality.....nothing like the promotional picture
and CHINA is not there....I think its his way of say: HAHA....YOU GOT OWNED.....
just checked couple sites....apparently the authentic ones have magnet on the back.....
dude....I bet all the APH coin fingures on Ebay are BOOTLEG.....there is no way in hell that they only cost 20 bucks total....when it costs 64 dollars in Japan.......
IT IS A FUCKING MISTAKE TO ASSUME I GOT LUCKY AND BOUGHT IT CHEAP
right now I am trying to contact the unethical bastard seller.....if he doesnt let me return this junk.....I WILL DESTROY HIS FUCKING GOD KNOWS HOW HE GOT IT 99.8 SATISFACTION RATE....
FROM TODAY ON.....I will only buy anime merchandise from authentic websites....not shit like Ebay....I hate that place....all the real things are so fecking over-priced.....while all the cheap things are all fake....I dont know why would anyone buy anything from there at all...so unreliable.....UGHHHH....Amazon is SO MUCH better....even tho I only buy CDs and books there.....= =
do not...EVER...EVARRRRR.....buy ANYTHING from Ebay.....especially when it is from CHINA (or HK)....if it is absurdly cheap....100% bootleg.....
I knew that before I purchased it....o___o but the fucking seller said the item is from AUSTRALIA....
today when I received my package it said on the postage that it is from fucking Hong Kong.......
FUCKKKKKKK.....I knew something is wrong by then....
when I opened the box.....
FUCKING BASTARD....
horrendous quality.....nothing like the promotional picture
and CHINA is not there....I think its his way of say: HAHA....YOU GOT OWNED.....
just checked couple sites....apparently the authentic ones have magnet on the back.....
dude....I bet all the APH coin fingures on Ebay are BOOTLEG.....there is no way in hell that they only cost 20 bucks total....when it costs 64 dollars in Japan.......
IT IS A FUCKING MISTAKE TO ASSUME I GOT LUCKY AND BOUGHT IT CHEAP
right now I am trying to contact the unethical bastard seller.....if he doesnt let me return this junk.....I WILL DESTROY HIS FUCKING GOD KNOWS HOW HE GOT IT 99.8 SATISFACTION RATE....
FROM TODAY ON.....I will only buy anime merchandise from authentic websites....not shit like Ebay....I hate that place....all the real things are so fecking over-priced.....while all the cheap things are all fake....I dont know why would anyone buy anything from there at all...so unreliable.....UGHHHH....Amazon is SO MUCH better....even tho I only buy CDs and books there.....= =
Trapeze Ep. 1
Weird shit.
as expected from Mononoke's crew.....
o___o but still....the 3D characters are hella ugly......the girl is okay....but the guys are so fugly....it is such a waste....their seiyuu team is like GODLY....
not sure what to think of it yet....Irabu's first form sounds like....Lloyd....||||| oh gawd.....my poor ears.....
the story itself is kinda interesting.....since I am studying Psychology right now : 3
the next episode is gonna be AWKWARD.....LOL
EDIT:
I just confirmed something that has been bugging me...
it turns out that the 2D faces.....are actually the Seiyuu's themselves...
LMFAOOOOOOOO....
oh gawd.....this is hilarious.....
REALLY cant wait for next episode's......Takahiro Sakurai.....
AHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA....
as expected from Mononoke's crew.....
o___o but still....the 3D characters are hella ugly......the girl is okay....but the guys are so fugly....it is such a waste....their seiyuu team is like GODLY....
not sure what to think of it yet....Irabu's first form sounds like....Lloyd....||||| oh gawd.....my poor ears.....
the story itself is kinda interesting.....since I am studying Psychology right now : 3
the next episode is gonna be AWKWARD.....LOL
EDIT:
I just confirmed something that has been bugging me...
it turns out that the 2D faces.....are actually the Seiyuu's themselves...
LMFAOOOOOOOO....
oh gawd.....this is hilarious.....
REALLY cant wait for next episode's......Takahiro Sakurai.....
AHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA....
Godchild...
FILLED WITH SPOILERS AND GAYNESS~~...YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!
I am finally able to complete this famous manga series...
I remember reading the ending of it when I was in 7th grade...so I guess that's when it ended...(wow this is OLD) but luckily I dont really remember the details (tho I remember its DEPRESSING) so the ending still comes as a surprise to me....
seriously....
WHAT THE FUCK....
Yuki Kaori is SO FUCKING TWISTED.....
I read some of her other works such as "Ludwig Revolution"......man that series was the most twisted piece of shoujo manga I've ever seen....= __ =;
Godchild....oh gawd...Cain's existence is just WRONG....(sorry Cain).....the product of his father and his father's older sister.....||||||.....
man I just can't stand this "Incest" shit....
Godchild is like a mixture of Kuroshitsuji, Descendent of Darkness and Code Geass.....
Crazy Doctor who wants to kill the main character.....maybe less gay and perverted than the rapist doctor in Descendent of Darkness...-__,-||||
Main male lead with black hair and POISONOUS charms who is a sis-con and killed his dad....and lives a life full of treachery and despair.....(and died in the end...)
The mom turned out to be the true villain instead of the dad.....
Homo relationship between the Butler and the Master.........
CAIN LOOKS REALLY GOOD IN GIRL'S CLOTHES TOO!!!!!!.....CAINKO?!
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Cain turned out to be more uke than I thought...by some reason I always imagined Earl Cain is a crazy evil seme with a weird hobby.....but I guess the same thing can apply to Lulu.....:D too bad I really like characters who appear to be seme at first but their "seme mask" gradually wears off by the end......like....DOCTOR JEZEBEL!!!!!!!!.....
holy feck I was so sad that he died...T____T......BAWWWWWWWWWWW
HE NEEDS LOVE...MAN!!!!!!!
T ^ T why are you so stubborn with your fatherrrr....stop this incestuous love towards him...Cassian is a much better match for you.....
AHHHHHHHHHH.....
Conclusion: women are evil....STAY AWAY...young man....
BE GAY IS THE ONLY WAY OF SURVIVAL IN THIS CRUEL WORLD!!!
I am finally able to complete this famous manga series...
I remember reading the ending of it when I was in 7th grade...so I guess that's when it ended...(wow this is OLD) but luckily I dont really remember the details (tho I remember its DEPRESSING) so the ending still comes as a surprise to me....
seriously....
WHAT THE FUCK....
Yuki Kaori is SO FUCKING TWISTED.....
I read some of her other works such as "Ludwig Revolution"......man that series was the most twisted piece of shoujo manga I've ever seen....= __ =;
Godchild....oh gawd...Cain's existence is just WRONG....(sorry Cain).....the product of his father and his father's older sister.....||||||.....
man I just can't stand this "Incest" shit....
Godchild is like a mixture of Kuroshitsuji, Descendent of Darkness and Code Geass.....
Crazy Doctor who wants to kill the main character.....maybe less gay and perverted than the rapist doctor in Descendent of Darkness...-__,-||||
Main male lead with black hair and POISONOUS charms who is a sis-con and killed his dad....and lives a life full of treachery and despair.....(and died in the end...)
The mom turned out to be the true villain instead of the dad.....
Homo relationship between the Butler and the Master.........
CAIN LOOKS REALLY GOOD IN GIRL'S CLOTHES TOO!!!!!!.....CAINKO?!
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Cain turned out to be more uke than I thought...by some reason I always imagined Earl Cain is a crazy evil seme with a weird hobby.....but I guess the same thing can apply to Lulu.....:D too bad I really like characters who appear to be seme at first but their "seme mask" gradually wears off by the end......like....DOCTOR JEZEBEL!!!!!!!!.....
holy feck I was so sad that he died...T____T......BAWWWWWWWWWWW
HE NEEDS LOVE...MAN!!!!!!!
T ^ T why are you so stubborn with your fatherrrr....stop this incestuous love towards him...Cassian is a much better match for you.....
AHHHHHHHHHH.....
Conclusion: women are evil....STAY AWAY...young man....
BE GAY IS THE ONLY WAY OF SURVIVAL IN THIS CRUEL WORLD!!!
FMA Brocest ep. 28
SO SHOCKED SO SHOCKED SO SHOCKED SO SHOCKED
dude....for FIVE EFFING YEARS.....I always thought the the mastermind of this series...the "father"....is Ed+Al's dad.....
o___o it never occurred to me it's actually a completely different person WTF.....
I guess last episode's filler kinda spoiled it...but I didnt even get it at that time....I thought it's just his split personality...or something.....
OH MAI GOD....Ling....
well....at least he is not a yandere......
but what the efffff......O__O he is a homonculus now.....?!!!
and he is GREED?....(he should have gotten Lust...LOL JK JK.....
his voice changed too....Q__Q....I miss his old voice....
WTF tho....he completely lost himself....how the hell will he be able to accomplish his goal in that state?
now there are both Lust and Gluttony waiting....
=____,= I am curious who will get Lust's spot OHOHOHOHOHOHOOOO......
GAHHHH....
cant wait for the next episode....~~
dude....for FIVE EFFING YEARS.....I always thought the the mastermind of this series...the "father"....is Ed+Al's dad.....
o___o it never occurred to me it's actually a completely different person WTF.....
I guess last episode's filler kinda spoiled it...but I didnt even get it at that time....I thought it's just his split personality...or something.....
OH MAI GOD....Ling....
well....at least he is not a yandere......
but what the efffff......O__O he is a homonculus now.....?!!!
and he is GREED?....(he should have gotten Lust...LOL JK JK.....
his voice changed too....Q__Q....I miss his old voice....
WTF tho....he completely lost himself....how the hell will he be able to accomplish his goal in that state?
now there are both Lust and Gluttony waiting....
=____,= I am curious who will get Lust's spot OHOHOHOHOHOHOOOO......
GAHHHH....
cant wait for the next episode....~~
I AM BACK!!
From Marylando~~~~~~~~~~
SOOOOOO FUCKINNNNN COLDDDDDD
Yesterday was like 40 degress......
I think I need to start wearing TWO layers of pants....
It has been raining for an ENTIRE week....oh gawd.....
anyways....Friday was like an adventure to me....
I took our school's shuttle bus....the bus stop thats posted on the website got changed....I searched everywhere on campus and in the end it turned out to be RIGHT behind my dorm WTF......
then I went to the Metro station....I couldnt find the red line that I was supposed to go on.....then it turned out I went to the wrong Metro station...OTL......so I had to ride the orange line and switch to the red line in another station.....man the stupid train doesnt even tell you where you are going....I had to GUESS which stop to get off LOL....it was scary....then some nice person told me which stop I am at...haha....
so I spent 2 hours trying to get to the Catholic University of America....which is where I am getting picked up at....
then everything went fabulously fabulous.....:D
SO MUCH CHINESE FOOD.....I WAS IN THE CHINESE HEAVEN FOR THREE DAYSSSS
I had literally four meals a day...a bunch of dessert...tea....and WARM FLUFFY COMFORTABLE QUEEN SIZED BED....AND a bathroom that is so close to my room I wanted to cry....
my days were cosisted of SLEEP EAT SLEEP EAT AND EAAAATTTTTTTT
I probably gained 10 pounds right there
I even went ASIAN SNACK shopping....bought so many Pocky.....even found a limited edition CHOCOLATE BANANA flavored pocky....ahahaa....
mannnnnnnnn.......
now I am back at my stinky dorm....T___T depressing....
because it means...WORK
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During my little adventure on Friday....I FINALLY got out of the university and got to see our school from a distance...DAMN....it was so darn pretty.....all the trees are changing colors....some are red....some are GOLD.....I tried to capture this beautiful scenery with my eyes.....because I didnt have a camera with me......
I felt as if I was surrounded by golden leaves......
It was amazing...
My friend told me the fall leaves will only last for a few weeks.....and the tree branches will soon be covered in snow....when the snow melts....cherry blossoms will bloom in their full glory......I really cannot wait for these incredible season changes that I haven't experienced in years....
SOOOOOO FUCKINNNNN COLDDDDDD
Yesterday was like 40 degress......
I think I need to start wearing TWO layers of pants....
It has been raining for an ENTIRE week....oh gawd.....
anyways....Friday was like an adventure to me....
I took our school's shuttle bus....the bus stop thats posted on the website got changed....I searched everywhere on campus and in the end it turned out to be RIGHT behind my dorm WTF......
then I went to the Metro station....I couldnt find the red line that I was supposed to go on.....then it turned out I went to the wrong Metro station...OTL......so I had to ride the orange line and switch to the red line in another station.....man the stupid train doesnt even tell you where you are going....I had to GUESS which stop to get off LOL....it was scary....then some nice person told me which stop I am at...haha....
so I spent 2 hours trying to get to the Catholic University of America....which is where I am getting picked up at....
then everything went fabulously fabulous.....:D
SO MUCH CHINESE FOOD.....I WAS IN THE CHINESE HEAVEN FOR THREE DAYSSSS
I had literally four meals a day...a bunch of dessert...tea....and WARM FLUFFY COMFORTABLE QUEEN SIZED BED....AND a bathroom that is so close to my room I wanted to cry....
my days were cosisted of SLEEP EAT SLEEP EAT AND EAAAATTTTTTTT
I probably gained 10 pounds right there
I even went ASIAN SNACK shopping....bought so many Pocky.....even found a limited edition CHOCOLATE BANANA flavored pocky....ahahaa....
mannnnnnnnn.......
now I am back at my stinky dorm....T___T depressing....
because it means...WORK
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During my little adventure on Friday....I FINALLY got out of the university and got to see our school from a distance...DAMN....it was so darn pretty.....all the trees are changing colors....some are red....some are GOLD.....I tried to capture this beautiful scenery with my eyes.....because I didnt have a camera with me......
I felt as if I was surrounded by golden leaves......
It was amazing...
My friend told me the fall leaves will only last for a few weeks.....and the tree branches will soon be covered in snow....when the snow melts....cherry blossoms will bloom in their full glory......I really cannot wait for these incredible season changes that I haven't experienced in years....
WHAT IN THE FUCKIN FUCK IS THIS PIECE OF FUCK?!
LOL...okay I just wanted to use the F word.....
but.....
WHAT IN THE FUCKING FUCK IS THIS PIECE OF FUCK?...DARKER THAN BLACK 2?!!!
It is KIND OF funny in the first episode where they killed this one Russian guy that I liked (the character design at least)....then.....THEY KILLED THE SEXY MAGICIAN GUY IN THE NEXT EPISODE.....
NOW all the men left in this show are Hei who looks like a perverted oyaji.....and the other perverted Oyaji whose name I dont remember.....
I was only half-joking when I said I hope Hei can maintain his mustache and mongolian hair.....but.....he REALLY is gonna have that stupid face+trashy cape through the ENTIRE series?!!!....O__O.....Oh gawd...
ANDDD.....we have this FUCKING ANNOYING red-headed loli as the female lead.....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....
then she turned out to be the useless type who distracts the not useless one by SHIT like "OH NO YOU SHOULDNT KILL"...then the next second Hei gets fucked.....(well not LITERALLY...lol....even tho I would like to see that happen.....)
OH GAWD....
YIN WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!!!!!
you are the ONLY loli that I approve of in this show....T___T....
GAHHHH...
Darker than Black 2 is full of FAIL so far......
WE WANT YIN
WE WANT YIN
WE WANT YIN
WE WANT YIN
WE WANT YIN
but.....
WHAT IN THE FUCKING FUCK IS THIS PIECE OF FUCK?...DARKER THAN BLACK 2?!!!
It is KIND OF funny in the first episode where they killed this one Russian guy that I liked (the character design at least)....then.....THEY KILLED THE SEXY MAGICIAN GUY IN THE NEXT EPISODE.....
NOW all the men left in this show are Hei who looks like a perverted oyaji.....and the other perverted Oyaji whose name I dont remember.....
I was only half-joking when I said I hope Hei can maintain his mustache and mongolian hair.....but.....he REALLY is gonna have that stupid face+trashy cape through the ENTIRE series?!!!....O__O.....Oh gawd...
ANDDD.....we have this FUCKING ANNOYING red-headed loli as the female lead.....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....
then she turned out to be the useless type who distracts the not useless one by SHIT like "OH NO YOU SHOULDNT KILL"...then the next second Hei gets fucked.....(well not LITERALLY...lol....even tho I would like to see that happen.....)
OH GAWD....
YIN WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!!!!!
you are the ONLY loli that I approve of in this show....T___T....
GAHHHH...
Darker than Black 2 is full of FAIL so far......
WE WANT YIN
WE WANT YIN
WE WANT YIN
WE WANT YIN
WE WANT YIN
WOWWWW
Dude....you must read this....
American University School Newspaper
WOWWWWWWWWWWWW....
WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.....
I thought American U is even more catholic than us.....
and one of the writers is named "Amber Sparkles" LMAOOO....
American University School Newspaper
WOWWWWWWWWWWWW....
WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.....
I thought American U is even more catholic than us.....
and one of the writers is named "Amber Sparkles" LMAOOO....
Time to update a new entry....
SADAKO...is climbing out of the well!!!...she looks so cute!
*must click more to see her whole face*
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It is fecking cold today....50 degress.......
wouldnt be surprised if its SNOWING right now....
I began to swear alot because of this weather ahahaaa......and I found many variations of the F word....
Q__Q I NEED WINTER CLOTHESSSSS
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I am going somewhere on Friday....by myself....and meet my mom's friends over there....
I AM GOING TO EAT SOME DELICIOUS CHINESE FOOD
SO...excited...:D
It sucks that this laptop doesnt take meomry stick card.....so I cant upload any of the pics.....
I will probably take crappy shots using my cellphone......
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CANNOT wait for XXX XXXX to arrive...><....
dude....I still cant figure out how to open my mailbox....what the hell man......
I need to workkkkkkkkk.....but I am freezing and my hands are numb....=/
*must click more to see her whole face*
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It is fecking cold today....50 degress.......
wouldnt be surprised if its SNOWING right now....
I began to swear alot because of this weather ahahaaa......and I found many variations of the F word....
Q__Q I NEED WINTER CLOTHESSSSS
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I am going somewhere on Friday....by myself....and meet my mom's friends over there....
I AM GOING TO EAT SOME DELICIOUS CHINESE FOOD
SO...excited...:D
It sucks that this laptop doesnt take meomry stick card.....so I cant upload any of the pics.....
I will probably take crappy shots using my cellphone......
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CANNOT wait for XXX XXXX to arrive...><....
dude....I still cant figure out how to open my mailbox....what the hell man......
I need to workkkkkkkkk.....but I am freezing and my hands are numb....=/
WOOT!
Just pre-ordered "Heritage"
I think it's a really cool collection of artists (who are from all across the globe!)
Can't wait for November to arrive...AHAHAHA....
MANNNN....its really really bad to have Paypal...so easy to buy stuff....now I am looking at clothes online....
THIS IS EXACTLY WHY MONEY IS EVERYTHING....
If I dont have money....how the hell am I gonna keep up with my spending?....
I guess you can make the argument: "You can just produce your own clothing/doujin/figurines/whatever...." but sometimes my ability is limited....and everyone has their own style which I cannot mimic....
EFFF...I still feel bad because I am not using my own money on these.....now I want to find myself a job...that does not require any physical labor (I dont have the muscles to carry plates/wash dishes)
Maybe I will look into the "DC school project" next semester....its a good tutoring opportunity....looks good on apps.....AND I get paid....
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DEXTER is SO FREAKING GOOD....
AHHHHHHHHHHHH....
just fnished EP.5
I still get creeped out by the mutilated body parts....because they remind me of the raw meat we put in the fridge...||||||......
I really do agree with a lot of points Dexter has.....
Many times it is only relaxing when you are alone.....because thats when you dont have to put up any false front......then you realize that relieving period is limited because you are too close to humanity.....
I guess I wear different masks in front of diferent ppl....
a friendly mask around strangers.....an innocent mask around family.....a sympathetic mask around friends......
I am not saying that I fake EVERYTHING....thank god I still FEEL a lot of emotions through life.....but sometimes I just get confused over which one is the real me?
Solitary is necessary....but often times I feel I also need the interaction with the world around me...
Even though there is always a risk that this "interaction" will break the mask I wear.... I still long for someone out there to talk to me....to waste time with me....etc.
Trying to capture what I feel, to conclude what I am, is one of my hobby....LOL.....however I am never able to accomplish such a thing.....I wonder if we ourselves are able to understand the feeling we have at all.....it all turns to the concept of emotion: what is emtion? how do we feel emotion? do we feel the emotion defined by the society standards?
I am writing in a stream of consciousness again...OTL....so bad....and it reminds me to read my psychology book.....hmmm but I need to read somehting else today......
I think it's a really cool collection of artists (who are from all across the globe!)
Can't wait for November to arrive...AHAHAHA....
MANNNN....its really really bad to have Paypal...so easy to buy stuff....now I am looking at clothes online....
THIS IS EXACTLY WHY MONEY IS EVERYTHING....
If I dont have money....how the hell am I gonna keep up with my spending?....
I guess you can make the argument: "You can just produce your own clothing/doujin/figurines/whatever...." but sometimes my ability is limited....and everyone has their own style which I cannot mimic....
EFFF...I still feel bad because I am not using my own money on these.....now I want to find myself a job...that does not require any physical labor (I dont have the muscles to carry plates/wash dishes)
Maybe I will look into the "DC school project" next semester....its a good tutoring opportunity....looks good on apps.....AND I get paid....
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DEXTER is SO FREAKING GOOD....
AHHHHHHHHHHHH....
just fnished EP.5
I still get creeped out by the mutilated body parts....because they remind me of the raw meat we put in the fridge...||||||......
I really do agree with a lot of points Dexter has.....
Many times it is only relaxing when you are alone.....because thats when you dont have to put up any false front......then you realize that relieving period is limited because you are too close to humanity.....
I guess I wear different masks in front of diferent ppl....
a friendly mask around strangers.....an innocent mask around family.....a sympathetic mask around friends......
I am not saying that I fake EVERYTHING....thank god I still FEEL a lot of emotions through life.....but sometimes I just get confused over which one is the real me?
Solitary is necessary....but often times I feel I also need the interaction with the world around me...
Even though there is always a risk that this "interaction" will break the mask I wear.... I still long for someone out there to talk to me....to waste time with me....etc.
Trying to capture what I feel, to conclude what I am, is one of my hobby....LOL.....however I am never able to accomplish such a thing.....I wonder if we ourselves are able to understand the feeling we have at all.....it all turns to the concept of emotion: what is emtion? how do we feel emotion? do we feel the emotion defined by the society standards?
I am writing in a stream of consciousness again...OTL....so bad....and it reminds me to read my psychology book.....hmmm but I need to read somehting else today......
BASTARDDDDD
Today I realized the importance of DeviantWATCH....
T n T....I didnt watch a lot of artists I like because I didnt know its that important...
now I realized I missed out SO MUCH on their artbooks...oh god dammit....
since WHEN did kaninnvven sell her calenders at AX?!!!....is it like...all sold out during the first day (which I didnt go to) or something?!!!....
AHHHHHHH....I am so mad....and now they are SOLD OUT
OTL.....there are a lot of awesome Chinese doujins I want to buy too....but I cant buy them here......
on the bright side.....one of the FEW artists that I watched...KL-chan....updated a journal....>
just sent an email.....I hope it is not too late....since I heard its hard to get doujins because the amount is so limited...OTL
T n T....I didnt watch a lot of artists I like because I didnt know its that important...
now I realized I missed out SO MUCH on their artbooks...oh god dammit....
since WHEN did kaninnvven sell her calenders at AX?!!!....is it like...all sold out during the first day (which I didnt go to) or something?!!!....
AHHHHHHH....I am so mad....and now they are SOLD OUT
OTL.....there are a lot of awesome Chinese doujins I want to buy too....but I cant buy them here......
on the bright side.....one of the FEW artists that I watched...KL-chan....updated a journal....>
just sent an email.....I hope it is not too late....since I heard its hard to get doujins because the amount is so limited...OTL
Oh fecking Dexter
I was so determined to go to bed early today...
then I started watching Dexter...
now it's 6:00 am....
god this show is too addicting......
DEXTER IS AWESOME!....
a little scene that cracked (only) me up:
*in a bar*
guy: what are you doing here?
Dexter: oh just feeling a little down.
guy: boyfriend or girlfriend?
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LMFAO....guess someone is looking gay...
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Finished epsiode 2...just to put it here for the record....since they dont have a mydramalist.net
HOLY FUCK BARBIE DOLLS ARE CREEEPYYYYY....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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BTW please click on SADAKO on the right....I really want to see her climbing out of the well~
then I started watching Dexter...
now it's 6:00 am....
god this show is too addicting......
DEXTER IS AWESOME!....
a little scene that cracked (only) me up:
*in a bar*
guy: what are you doing here?
Dexter: oh just feeling a little down.
guy: boyfriend or girlfriend?
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LMFAO....guess someone is looking gay...
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Finished epsiode 2...just to put it here for the record....since they dont have a mydramalist.net
HOLY FUCK BARBIE DOLLS ARE CREEEPYYYYY....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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BTW please click on SADAKO on the right....I really want to see her climbing out of the well~
DUDE...the FUCK?
SPOILERSSSSS OF FMA EP.27.....
so the new FMA Brocest episode is a recap filled with SPOILERS....
do they like...EXPECT all of the audience to have read the manga or something???
the OP spoiled EVERYTHING....
well I guess the first OP already spoiled Ed's dad...but the 3rd OP is just NOT acceptable....
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING THERE WITH THE HOMOCULUS...LING?!!!
WHAT THE FUCK....HAPPENED?!!!!!!
Oh shit...its a mistake to look at the character list....oh shit oh shit oh shit....I got spoiled again....
EFF this man....seriously.....just gonna read the manga before the next OP spoil the ending for me (or the stupid manga reader who cant use a spoiler tag)....=____=
so the new FMA Brocest episode is a recap filled with SPOILERS....
do they like...EXPECT all of the audience to have read the manga or something???
the OP spoiled EVERYTHING....
well I guess the first OP already spoiled Ed's dad...but the 3rd OP is just NOT acceptable....
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING THERE WITH THE HOMOCULUS...LING?!!!
WHAT THE FUCK....HAPPENED?!!!!!!
Oh shit...its a mistake to look at the character list....oh shit oh shit oh shit....I got spoiled again....
EFF this man....seriously.....just gonna read the manga before the next OP spoil the ending for me (or the stupid manga reader who cant use a spoiler tag)....=____=
so bad....
O__O I dont feel like doing any of my homework...
havent touched my backpack since Wednesday.....ahahaha.....
I just want to draw....OTL.....
but I have loads of reading to do....and homework......
I just realized I never finished the Shiki x Rai pic that I started before summer break.....aha....maybe I should work on it today....
NUUUUUUU....gotta read my txtbook......
tomorrow I have lots of shit to do toooooooo.......
ughhh.....I think I need to change my art style.....wait its always so inconsistent.....maybe I should find my own style?.......Im not sureeeee yet.......
I want to talk to my dad and ask him if I can buy my copic markers......thats due....for a year....my LAST year's birthday+Xmas presento.....
I dont know what I am talking about....just feel like ranting......
Im listening to Twitard's soundtrack......AHAHAHAAAAAA.....Im so much fail......SO MUCH FAIL.....DESPERATE FOR NEW MUSIC.......like....I've been listening to Bakemonogatari's ED for...44 times already......and Scissor Sister's I cant decide for 41 times...........the Baka song for......30 something times too......OTL
okay time to work on my nihongo shukudai......~
havent touched my backpack since Wednesday.....ahahaha.....
I just want to draw....OTL.....
but I have loads of reading to do....and homework......
I just realized I never finished the Shiki x Rai pic that I started before summer break.....aha....maybe I should work on it today....
NUUUUUUU....gotta read my txtbook......
tomorrow I have lots of shit to do toooooooo.......
ughhh.....I think I need to change my art style.....wait its always so inconsistent.....maybe I should find my own style?.......Im not sureeeee yet.......
I want to talk to my dad and ask him if I can buy my copic markers......thats due....for a year....my LAST year's birthday+Xmas presento.....
I dont know what I am talking about....just feel like ranting......
Im listening to Twitard's soundtrack......AHAHAHAAAAAA.....Im so much fail......SO MUCH FAIL.....DESPERATE FOR NEW MUSIC.......like....I've been listening to Bakemonogatari's ED for...44 times already......and Scissor Sister's I cant decide for 41 times...........the Baka song for......30 something times too......OTL
okay time to work on my nihongo shukudai......~
It's 7:30 am...
Should I even bother going to sleep?....its so bright outside LOL
well...I finally finshed this piece:
CLICK MOI FOR MY PIC
I always wanted to draw an uke in kimono....its one of my fetish<3....
and here it is!...
I tried pretty hard to make him less like a girl (like.....giving him wider eyes+shoulder...) but ppl STILL think its a girl....=________=
I should just give up and draw yuri....
I figure I should GRADUALLY change to the hardcore yaoi stuff....u know...cant draw PRON all of a sudden.....
I might totally make a new account for my future stuff....because I was stupid enough to put my freaking REAL name when I registered and now I cant change it...=____=;
EDIT: just realized my old newspaper drawing is an uke in kimono too....and both of their clothes are falling off.....||||| WELL.....NOW you know what I LIKE.....
well...I finally finshed this piece:
CLICK MOI FOR MY PIC
I always wanted to draw an uke in kimono....its one of my fetish<3....
and here it is!...
I tried pretty hard to make him less like a girl (like.....giving him wider eyes+shoulder...) but ppl STILL think its a girl....=________=
I should just give up and draw yuri....
I figure I should GRADUALLY change to the hardcore yaoi stuff....u know...cant draw PRON all of a sudden.....
I might totally make a new account for my future stuff....because I was stupid enough to put my freaking REAL name when I registered and now I cant change it...=____=;
EDIT: just realized my old newspaper drawing is an uke in kimono too....and both of their clothes are falling off.....||||| WELL.....NOW you know what I LIKE.....
WOW...
SWEET POOL SPOILERS AHEAD.......SCROLL DOWN WITH CAUTION
(not that you can ever play the game anyways....so just read...LOL)
Finished the main arc......
I feel sad, confused, shocked and disturbed.....still dont know what to think of it yet....since I need to play the other arcs to reach the TRUE end.
I will start by putting up some CGs....there are so many of them in this game haha.....its perfect....><
NO WORRIES...I WONT PUT ANYTHING HARDCORE......
one of my FAVORITE CGs of the game....><......Youji is so prettyyyyyyyyy<333333....those darn fish are lucky to have an owner like him!
anyways....MANNNN.....LOVED this scene.....Tetsuo is cute haha.....when Youji is being all tsundere and refuses to use Tetsuo's umbrella....Tetsuo just follows him with his umbrella....LOL.....you are awesome....
YAYYYYYY....<3
yay....I dont even remember when did this scene happen (it doesnt follow the CG above btw) but I sure like the intensity it shows!
but yeah....your eyes did not deceive you....
LADIES AND GENTLEMENT....
THIS IS LEGITIMATE
MAN PREGNANCY....!!!!!!
Youji pooped guts throughout the whole game....and he FINALLY pooped out a real human being in the end!!!!....OMEDETOU!!!!
I am still sad the parents died tho....; A ; no lovey dovey family life?.....I WANT TO SEE YOUJI IN A PINK APRON!!!!!!!!!> 3 <
dude....as I am posting these images....I realized the CGs look like screenshots from high-quality anime....I WIS
H IT IS.....any Nitro+Chiral games anime adaptation would make my life full of GAIETY!!!!!....
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I reviewed so many vocabs while playing the game....ESPECIALLY the word "niku" (meat).....oh my god.....I think I might turn vegeterian for today.......SO DISGUSTING......AHHHHHH.....
of course I know you wanna see some beautiful NIKU images....since when have I ever failed you?...;D
Zenya: LOOK!! THIS IS MY NEW BORN BABY!!!(<--this is seriously what he said....I guess anything from you inside is YOURS....)
yeah I will eat some salad for the time-being ahahaa...||||||
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EDIT:
OMFGGGG...dude....Sweet Pool has like the BEST merchandis out of all 3 N+C games!!!!!!!
oh SHIT....Youji's torso mousepad<33333333
DO WANT!!!!!!
but it was only sold in the last ComiKet.....OH FWAHHH....SO JEALOUS OF 'EM ELEVENS....T___T
Just FYI....it comes with a package called the "Naked Set"....LMAO....
The whole thing only costs 3000 yen.....AHHHHHH.......
Here is the website for it: CLICK MOI
if you hover your mouse over some images....interesting things happen~ ;D
Dude....seriously....
CONTAINS SPOILERS OF DARKER THAN BLACK 2ND SEASON 1ST EPIOSDE! (not that you care...anyways lol)
In my pervious Darker than Black entry....I said in the last line that I hope that Russian guy will bring some light to the story....and for god sake not die......
guess what?
he DIES in the FIRST episode....
LMFAO....
for real?
what a waste of character design....
and the other woman from the first season died too....oh fuck this....what a lame death.....at least now she will accompany November 11 up in heaven....T n T
more emo kodomo in this season....god I hate little brats who act all apathetic and think they have experienced all the pain/tragedy in the world.....WHERE IS THE ALMIGHT TRAIL TRACER?....we need you to teach these kids a lesson! I will give this show a 10 if those two kids die by the end......
Hei's face appeared in the preview...:D....keep up with the mustache!
OMFGGG I AM DYINGGG
AHHHHHHHHHHHH...
Sweet Pool is just too much for my high blood pressure.....at this rate I will die of heart attack....
SO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.....
Tetsuo is so SWEEEEEEET<33333333333333333333333333333........
and Youji......more seductive please omg.......SEXIEST UKE EVARRRRRR
man I cant take this anymore....need to do something else.........
Sweet Pool is just too much for my high blood pressure.....at this rate I will die of heart attack....
SO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.....
Tetsuo is so SWEEEEEEET<33333333333333333333333333333........
and Youji......more seductive please omg.......SEXIEST UKE EVARRRRRR
man I cant take this anymore....need to do something else.........
OH MANNNNN....
ALL HAIL NITRO+CHIRAL
ALL HAIL NITRO+CHIRAL
ALL HAIL NITRO+CHIRAL
I am IN LOVE....>////////<.....
HOLY FUCK YOUJI IS MADE OF SEXINESS.......
those EYES.......OMG WHO CAN RESIST THOSE EYES....GO! TETSUO...
T u T......Sweet Pool reminds me a lot of Togainu no Chi......<3.....the BGM is all hardcore-ish.....and everything is gloomy+depressing like TnC....but the lead seme Tetsuo is not as violent like Shiki or tsundere like Rai......and I really hate the other blond guy with Hikaru's voice...really really REALLY hate it when he ends every single fecking sentence with a "ne".....like this is the first time that I hate a seme in a game....=___=
on the bright side.....I dont have to wait forever for certain scenes to happen because there are PLENTY of them....and I am not even half way done with this arc....ohohoho....so exciting~
Youji resembles Akira...a lot...sadly....LOL.....just HATE it when he goes all tsundere....thank god Tetsuo is not one too or I will have to wait forever for some actions like the Rai x Kanoe couple......
TOMORROW SHALL BE FILLED WITH JUNK FOOD AND YAOI GAME.....I LOVE MY BREAK!
EDIT: HMMMM...now that I look at this CG.......YOUJI TOTALLY LOOKS LIKE EDGEY!~!!!!!!....OMFG NEEDS uke!EDGEY FANARTS NAOOOOOOOOOOO......
OH MY....
Sweet Pool has turned out to be....
very unexpected....
first....the CGs are REALLY nice....LOVE the coloring.....and Youji is SO SEXY lol.....probably my favorite uke out of all the Yaoi games I played....
secondly.....dude.....remember the butt-naked figurine I posted before?....it turns out he is SERIOUSLY taking a dump of GUTS........what the hell.....and then Zenya (who is voiced by Shiki's seiyuu) picked up the guts and put it in his mouth............=_______________=........the way it is described makes it sound like Youji is giving birth......
SO DISTURBED.......OTL.....
Saya no Uta much?.....
and I HATE man-preg....UGHHHHH......
=____= it is only gonna get worseeee......Zenya is such a creeper.....*shivers*
very unexpected....
first....the CGs are REALLY nice....LOVE the coloring.....and Youji is SO SEXY lol.....probably my favorite uke out of all the Yaoi games I played....
secondly.....dude.....remember the butt-naked figurine I posted before?....it turns out he is SERIOUSLY taking a dump of GUTS........what the hell.....and then Zenya (who is voiced by Shiki's seiyuu) picked up the guts and put it in his mouth............=_______________=........the way it is described makes it sound like Youji is giving birth......
SO DISTURBED.......OTL.....
Saya no Uta much?.....
and I HATE man-preg....UGHHHHH......
=____= it is only gonna get worseeee......Zenya is such a creeper.....*shivers*
OH crap...
-___- today I am being very unproductive....LOLLLL
like....I finished my class at 11am.....went back to my dorm and slept til 6pm.....
watch anime read manga watch anime read manga....
O__O I need to GET OUT....but its so cold outside....
I want to eat CHINESE FOOD....I MISS MY MOM'S HANDMADE DUMPLINGS......our school's salad makes me gag....
so I basically have a 5 day weekend LOL......tomorrow I only have one class in the morning too....
my plan: clean my room, do my laundry, read Accounting book and start on Psych hw.....maybe do a little bit of Econ if I am up to it....>___>.....oh I need to buy some winter clothes too.....and draw if I can find a gay song to put me into yaoi mood~
but for today and tomorrow.....I shall relax....and not do anything productive.....
oh shit....Sweet Pool's download is almost done...so fast.....this is why I love megaupload.......
OTL.....I half-assed so many games.....never finished Lamento or Kichiku Megane....I am so unmotivated to play the arcs that I dont care about lol.....and some other RPG games too.....Sora no Kiseki 3rd.....Zwei......oh gawd....I am so bad....never even finished POKEMON ahahaaa.....now I really want to go back home and play Zelda on my Wii tho......that game is so much fun~~~~~~
OH....the download is done.....
LETS BEGIN......black-hair uke!!!!!<3333333333333333
like....I finished my class at 11am.....went back to my dorm and slept til 6pm.....
watch anime read manga watch anime read manga....
O__O I need to GET OUT....but its so cold outside....
I want to eat CHINESE FOOD....I MISS MY MOM'S HANDMADE DUMPLINGS......our school's salad makes me gag....
so I basically have a 5 day weekend LOL......tomorrow I only have one class in the morning too....
my plan: clean my room, do my laundry, read Accounting book and start on Psych hw.....maybe do a little bit of Econ if I am up to it....>___>.....oh I need to buy some winter clothes too.....and draw if I can find a gay song to put me into yaoi mood~
but for today and tomorrow.....I shall relax....and not do anything productive.....
oh shit....Sweet Pool's download is almost done...so fast.....this is why I love megaupload.......
OTL.....I half-assed so many games.....never finished Lamento or Kichiku Megane....I am so unmotivated to play the arcs that I dont care about lol.....and some other RPG games too.....Sora no Kiseki 3rd.....Zwei......oh gawd....I am so bad....never even finished POKEMON ahahaaa.....now I really want to go back home and play Zelda on my Wii tho......that game is so much fun~~~~~~
OH....the download is done.....
LETS BEGIN......black-hair uke!!!!!<3333333333333333
