~OCTOBER FIRST~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHINA!!!<333333

中华人民共和国成立六十周年!!!

我爱你!!!!!!

SO FECKING COLD....

I am freezing....to death.....

Q___Q and the library is so cold too...damn Amerika-jins and their A/C running 24/7......

I just got back from the library.....dude.....I stayed til 1am....and A LOT of ppl are still there....studying.....

-___- the mid-term week is coming up.....

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I am late to class...AGAIN....

dude....I think I need to just....STOP napping altogether....

and WHAT IF I COME LATE TO CLASS ON THE DAY OF THE EXAM?....

this thought terrifies me....

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I started dozing off in Econ....once again.....

I think Econ is just a generally boring class....no matter who teaches it.....LOL

or is it because I just stop functioning at noon?

I am pretty much very screwed in Econ....and PSYCHOLOGY.....dude I do ENJOY the lectures but the amount of work is terrifying.....

I think I shall stay in the library more.....it is a really good place to concentrate and actually get work DONE....

I feel weird....

So much shit to do today....=___= hmmm...11:25pm.....still need to review three chapters of Accounting.....test is Thursday....but tmrw I have four classes and 1 recitation....so basically have no time to study.....

Japanese is....my favorite class....but also....the class that takes up most of my time.....

just looked at the schedule for next week....three tests....in that class alone....and I have a Psych exam and an Econ exam......and the Econ exercise packet is due on Monday too....

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I am at the point where I got so much to do that I dont want to start....because I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START DAMMIT.....

my printer will explode sooner or later.....it prints out too many papers each day.....and I am scared because I dunno how to change cartriges...|||||||

I ordered something for myself off eBay today....lol....I think I am addicted to buying stuff online....IT IS SO EXCITING TO WAIT FOR PACKAGESSS.....I hope my parents will just think I bought some txtbooks....or something....

It is getting COLDDDD.....I need to go shopping.....there is a mall thats pretty close to here....I can walk there NEXT NEXT weekend....

I have too many things on my mind ATM....my little brain will explode like my printer one day too....hehe

ohhhh.....and yeah I am starting to re-watch R2....again...during dinner....><

I have to admit that I really do like R2 better than S1......

Episode 7.....oh mannnnn......I totally forgot that scene where the noble touched Lulu's face...LOLLLL.....I always thought he said something like "you got a pretty face" to him.....but he ACTUALLY TOUCHED HIM OMFG......and my mind kept thinking about this one fanart that KL-chan drew.....on what would have happened if Kallen didnt butt in when Lulu was trying to "comfort" himself......DAMN YOU KALLEN....always the mood killer D:<

Every time I re-watch R2 I have a different feeling.....this time I even cried on the parts that I never cried before....and I really dont know what to think of most of the characters....after what happened in the end....

Okay I am done with my "5 mins" break....time to go back to the stupid work

ha...ha..haaa....

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Mon amis.....

This week is gonna be HELL for Amberrrrrrrrr

I think I am gonna die....just by jotting down my tasks this week......

- u - expect me to dissapear from MSN/MAL/whatever else that I waste my time on....

I will live in the library this week!!!....good luck to myself!!!!...

I will come back in Nodame's form.....and I need someone to clean my room.....>___>

WUTTTTTTT!!!

FORMER UK PRIME MINISTER TONY BLAIR TO SPEAK AT OUR SCHOOL???!!!!

O口O!

and I can't go because I have a fucking ECON EXAM at the same damn time?!!!!

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS?!.....

Should I cry or laugh?

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LIFE SUCKS KIWI BALLS.

Oh screw you....

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yesterday I waited til 3 fecking am in the morning....for their "SUPER SHOCKING NEWS"...

stalked their blog for the WHOLE NIGHT....refreshing like a madman.....

then it turned out to be an event/party that I cannot attend....

because it is in fecking AREA 11

I think you should know what I am referring to at this point already....there is nothing else in this world that will make me this mad......

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but ANYWAYS...

yesterday/today is a day...that marked my life....

SEPTEMBER 28th in Japan.....is the day it ended....

the day that I experienced the most pain in my life....

the day that I thought everything is over...and lost every incentive to move on....

IT WAS THE DAY THAT I PARTED WITH MY BELOVED ルルシュ

a year has passed...but my burning love has never ceased for a moment....

愛してるよ、ルルシュ様、永遠に。


It is love for a friend....of course....

=___= or not.....I dunno. 恋ですか?>///////<

I am a hopeless case....OTL.....

I will develop necrophilia VERY SOON.....

At any rate....it feels really unreal that CG has ended for a whole year already....has it really been that long?....yesterday sure felt like a day when I stayed up late to watch the raws...

AHHHHHH...I should have drawn something to remember this day....but then again when it ended last year I didnt draw anything either (too busy crying and beating the other fans/trollers up...of course)

I hope NT November issue wont dissapoint the REAL fans further...lets cross our fingers!! Q ^ Q

HOLY KOLLY...how is this POSSIBLE...

my downloading speed is....

2.78 MB/sec

I didnt know this number is possible

FMA ep. 25

Taking a rest from my lame Psych hw....

HOLY PANDA!!!!!!

FMA Brocest is getting SO FUCKING GOOD....

This episode is just so epic I wanna CRY.....

The pacing is great....plot twist is INSANE.....and OMFG cant wait for the next episode to bring everything/everyone together....and FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT....

The story is getting DARKKKKK.....(and freaking hilarious at the same time...how do they manage THAT? lol)

Edo is SUPER MANLY in this episode......for a moment he looks like a REAL MAN!!!!<3

and Envy is an annoying bastard....CONFIRMED

I wonder what is gonna happen to Hawkeye....her situation is FUCKED.....

So it is confirmed that she is Roy's most special person? : 3

and GOD DAMMIT I WANT THAT PANDA.......Gluttony dont you dare touch her....

FWAAAAAHHHHHH....

DUDEEEEEE....

TOMORROW.....

SEPTEMBER 28th

PLEASE COME ALREADY!!!!!!!!...

I HATE WAITINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.....

T_____T....I am so excited for the news tomorrow....my stomach hurts now....

dude...why am i still alive?

It's 6am.....and I just finished drawing...OTL

I think only art will make me work to this extent...|||

FINALLY FINISHED MY FANARTTTTTT...

CLICK HERE--> SEXINESS

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAA

Today my love for APH has returned...(wai when did I lose it?...)

man this one is just so fecking hilarious:

Traits of Japanese ppl American-kuns noticed

LMAO @ everyone's response in the comment section....while all the Asian ppl claim those cupcakes are scary and not edible....the Americans said they look yummy....

looks like I am not the only person who is shocked to see the poisonous looking cupcakes/cakes American ppl like to make....LOL....they do taste pretty good tho...just TOO sweet....I prefer Asian bakeries....

and the Camera one applies to all Azns...lol....we love taking random pictures....

Umineko EP.13

WHAT. THE. FUCK?!

My Ayumi baby has FINALLY arrived...:D

This is the FIRST time that I bought an anime merchandise from the internet....wait....not really....but this is the first time I bought an anime FIGURINE via internet using my own bank account....||||

and the whole time I was scared that I got ripped off/cheated etc.

ahh...what a relief...= w =.....

one more addition to my anime collection....but sadly she will not join the others and will have to be alone for a really long time....

enough with the nonsense...PICTURE time!


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The seller is from Netherlands....but why is the box in French?...

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YAYYYYYY.....such nice packaging<33333333....very Honey & Clover-like ^^

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 The Back....<3

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OFCOURSE I will not let you see her face....

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 DAMN....I hate my phone's camera....sucks so much...came out all blurry....T__T

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This shot is better.....Mermaid Ayumi is BEAUTIFULLLLL.....<333333....

Now I just have to find Hagu on the horse one........I love H&C's figurines....reminds me of Anderson's fairy tales...<3

Right now I am looking on Ebay and is VERY tempted to buy some other stuff....but it takes 3-5 business days to get the munny on PayPal account....GAHHH....

OH SHIT....I will probably spend all my money on anime and the next thing I know is that I will live in a box and have an anime pillow as my boyfriend.....DO NOT WANT

FML...Sleep Paralysis again

This is the second time it happened to me....the first time was when I was in 11th grade....

Just read on Wikipedia that it often occurs when you take a nap, have messed up sleep schedule, stress, sleep deprivation, etc.

Which sadly....are all true in my case....(WUT?...not the Ghost Pressing Bed thing that I was so convinced of?)

Okay....this is what happened:

I set up my alarm clock to get a 2 hour nap before going to my next class....

Then I woke up....had some really weird dreams about going back to China.....so I thought my grandma was with me......

at that time I couldn't move my body or talk....because of the way I slept.....I can see my watch....it was 1:30 pm....(which means I only slept for half an hour or so)......

then I tried to get up.....it felt like I moved and got up....but what I SAW was that I still remained on my bed....then I tried again....I even thought that I used my computer and surfed the internet...and saw that Code Geass is making a new movie and Luluko was the lead(yes...LULUKO...)lol.....but of course....it was all illusion.....(now I REALLY hope it was true man)

I tried to call for my grandma to help me....and even CRIED....I thought I did at least.....then I kept staring at my watch....and my surrounding.....I saw a man sitting by my bed talking to me...(but because I couldnt move my head....I only saw a shadowy figure)..I even heard someone is playing a ball behind me....man I was TERRIFIED......I tried so hard to escape but I couldnt.....it felt like my soul and my body are separated.....

this continued for a really long time.....then I started to blink my right eye (aparently I couldnt blink my left eye)....and tried to move my pinky finger.....

and FINALLY...

I FUCKING MOVED!!!!!

I looked at my watch again....it was 1:40pm....which means this whole paralysis thing lasted for 10 mins....

Q____Q I shall NEVER ever take a nap again....I know this has nothing to do with ghosts but it IS fecking scary when I am in Gtown and Exorcist is playing in my head....

WUTTTTTT

HOLY CRAP

OMFGGGGGGG

ARE YOU SERIOUSSSSSSSS

MOVIE OF AXIS POWERS HETALIA IS ANNOUNCED!!!!!!!!!

"According to Gentosha, a movie of Hetalia Axis Powers was announced. It will be premiered in 2010. The detail of the movie will be given in Monthly Comic Birds magazine November issue to be released on September 30th."

that is like....NEXT year...

I wonder how long will it be....10 mins? LOL

well...good news good news....

honestly out of all the new movies so far.....this and the new Kara no Kyoukai movie are the only ones I care about.....who cares about Gundam 00, Macross Frontier...or Eden of the East (not that its gonna stop me from watching them lol....okay I will shut up now)

Okieeee...common Newtype December issue....gimme the so-called Breaking news on CG already....I am getting fecking tired of waiting........>____> I CALL FOR A REMAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....

I SHALL NOT SURRENDER....

My mood just got worse.....

*CHARGGEEEEEEEEE~~~~!!!!!*

the only way to achieve happiness is to remember the good things rather than the bad things.....

SO....here we go

positive aspects of my life:

-I am born without any major physical/mental defects
-I don't need to worry about being constantly broke
-I am not born during the time of war (atm)
-I have a good family--parents love each other, grandma+parents love me
-I am the only child
-I have the cutest dog in the world
-I watched Code Geass
-I lived in two major countries in the world and can speak both languages
-My family and I are healthy
-I don't drink or smoke
-I am pretty good at drawing
-I have a computer and can go on internet
-I have a tablet, an iPhone, a Wii, a PS3, a PSP and a NDSL
-I have friends who are just as weird and perverted as me
-I can eat anything I want to eat without worrying about gaining weight (for the most part)
-I met most of the Japanese celebrities that I want to meet IRL
-I always get the best seat/spot in concerts
-I go to a prestigious school
-I went to Japan, Korea, and England
-I am not stupid
-My grandma cooks the best fish in the world
-My mom always cleans after me
-My dad is an Otomen
-My dog has two puppies
-....

will add more laterrrrrrr.....gotta study for the exam tmrwww....

but from the ones I got so far...DANG....my life is FABULOUS!!...I LOVE MYSELF!!....life is like a lottery man.....it is highly unlikely that I will get the same good numbers in the next round....therefore...I SHALL LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!

EXCITEDDDDD~~~!!!

WOOOT

WOOOOOOT

Just got back from the general meeting for our school's Art Club...> U <

Man....THIS is where I belong....

We have free figure drawng classes every Thursday at night.....

SO FUCKING EXCITED FOR THIS EVENT OMG

but why the hell do I have the damn Microecon recitation at the same time LORD OF DONKEYS!

wut ever I can be late for that

I think I am seriously thinking about transferring to NYU now...pretty sure I want to double major in Art and Finance.......NYU has a really good art program too...><.....maybe minor in Japanese and International Business?....I think I am trying to do too much at a time lol.....

but I really do enjoy my Japanese class...: D our sensei is super nice+cute.....and Japanese is just fun to speak...you have to admit...

Psychology is getting interesting too....we talked about how extroverts dont have much on their minds and they let the world to entertain them....while the introverts have too much going on in their minds that the outside world is just too much for them....I think I belong to the latter....

I wonder if I will ever achieve self-actualizaiton.....right now I am still dwelling on the "psychological level" of the pyramid....

ahh I dont know what I am talking about anymore....but yeah today is a good day....I feel like I understood everything in lectures...INCLUDING econ...lol....what a miracle....

FINALLY...

Today I finally found motivation to finish the Ga-rei Zero series that I downloaded a century ago....

I heard a lot of good things about it....a hidden gem....how the end is tear-jerking etc.

Yomi is probably the most likeable character in the show....despite of the evil/stupid shit she did....I still like her WAYYY more than the other chars...

because...

the other characters SUCK KIWI BALLS!!!!

I fucking HATE Kagura's voice....what the hell man...Minori performed well when she voiced Yuki from Haruhi and Chiaki from Minami-Ke....but for Kagura....so high pitched.....=___= my poor ears....and her character is not likable either....

every character in this show is so weak-minded.....no badass character whatsoever....SO dissapointed in Noriyuki...WHAT a LOSER....other characters' stereotypes are over-used and didnt really leave an impression on me.....

the story itself is pretty unpredictable....but I still find it LAME and cheesy...some of the episodes in the middle are so unncessary and bored me to death......

This show has way too many fan service in the most inappropriate time possible....why would anyone blush if someone is cutting you up?....masochist much?

The OST is quiet amazing tho....I really liked some of the songs.....

overall...quiet dissapointed from the high acclaim it received.....would have given it a 6....but gave it 7/10 just because I liked Yomi and she died...: 3

Ppl never cease to entertain...lol

http://www.japanprobe.com/?p=12815#comments

Other than the disturbing commercial of Kiwis/Kiwifruits/green balls ripping their heads off......I am more amused by the debate over the correct term for them in the comment section.....LOL

man...how Americans are hated across the world.....even their closest brother is making fun of their "crude English"....

Seriously....just take it easy.....

LMFAO....

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Hmm...I want to eat babies again...

..........not this shit again

One thing I learned in college is that one shall NEVER EVER sign up for a morning class.....

I learned it the hard way.

Today...I WOKE UP 2 1/2 HOURS LATE....AGAIN

FUCK MY LIFE.

not only I COMPLETELY missed my Psych class....

I had to run an half mile dash to my Japanese class.....without eating breakfast....oh GAWD.....I almost passed out....in the end I was still late to that class.....UGHHHH...EPIC FAIL......OTL

apparently today is not my day....I even walked into a pole.....on my way back....while a person yelled at me to watch out....-___-||||||

I dunno what to do anymore....I set up three alarm clocks and I still couldnt get up.....yesterday I tried to sleep early but I couldnt fall asleep due to my messed up schedule during the weekend....>____>

I hate Mondays....very much.

Q__Q out of all 5 psychology class we had so far....I missed out 2 of them....SOOO BAD...and an exam is coming up too.........

I am screwed....

It is 4 am...

And I am watching Sailor Moon....

LMAO....

Actually...I've never watched it in Japanese before....yeah I watched it in Chinese dub on TV when I was in first grade...lol....at least they didnt change their names as in the American ver.

Did I ever mention that I was the biggest Sailor Moon fan before?....

Today I watched it again...and I have to say....yeah the animation is lame...but...Sailor Moon still rocks as a magical girl show : 3.....Cant get enough of their transformations...lol....

Sailor Neptune shall stay as my fav. Sailor EVAR.....and Texado Camen is still my husbando...= w =

I am so lame.....maybe I should start watching Doraemon tomorrow.....(I never watched it before...believe it or not)

Sorry if you didnt know....

I LIKE BADASS CHARACTERS.... 

May they be uke or seme...if they are BADASS...I LIKE them....

so Chinko said my previous doodle lacks manliness...and she thought my artstyle changed...

NOT SO....

(even tho all my other works on DA are...too shouta-ish...ughhh)

anyways.....I dont like little kids....definitely NOT pedophiles like the Junko x Billies couple!......

my proof:

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SHIKI x RAI.....YARRR!!!!!

shall finish this drawing....SOON....(or not..)

Crayon no Shin-chan's author found dead.

This news is so shocking.

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Crayon no Shin-chan is one of the first few anime I watched when I was a kid. I cant say it is my favorite but it sure brings back some good childhood memories.

T__T so many childhood authors passed away....it is depressing....

So far it is not yet confrimed if its an accident.....(he fell off from the mountain) I heard rumors that Naruto's author is a suspect............||||||....

May he rest in peace.

I fulfilled my promise...><

Tablet Installed desu

so I installed my Tablet to my laptop today...><...

dude I missed my tablet haha...

I drew a quick sketch to remember the feeling of having COLORS on your drawing...><

havent used Photoshop for AGES....I basically jumped from CS to CS4...woot<3

hehe....I am influenced by Miyazaki's artstyle man....I love the way he draws ppl's features...so cute<3

I will probably dig out my SAI on my USB and continue on the Shiki x Rai pic that I was working on when I was still in HS...LOL....call me Procrastinator please

 

ughh...so full....

I was determined that I would get some work done today...

but unfortunately....

After my first class....I took a BIG nap.....and then went to two social events.....

Ate so many free food LOL.....in college....you will be SO fecking glad to go to places where they offer FREE food when your meal plans run out for the week....hahaha||||

dude....I learned how to make SUSHI today!!!

I was originally going to a club event....but when a friend told me there is an event that teaches u how to make Sushi.....I ditched my club and went there in a heart beat....

I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF MUHAHAHAHAHAHAA...

I can make FOOD now!!!!....well I actually learned some dishes this summer from my grandma....but they are pretty hard to make when I dont have my own kitchen/utensils.....but SUSHI....on the other hand....is SO easy to make man!!!!.....<3.....hohohohohoho.....I feel so awesome

then a bunch of ppl watched movie togetherr~~...

it is a soccer movie filmed in LA and England....

they made fun of British food again lol.....

"what are these?"
"Oh son, you dont want to know."

oh man....I have forgotten how hot them soccer players are since the last World Cup <3333.....

England looks as beautiful as ever.....English men too....= U =......I want to go back there againnnnn.....

When I first moved to Amerika....I thought American accent sounds nice....but British accent sounds harsh and weird....

that was BEFORE...

now I think British accent is so fecking sexy AHHHHH....the girl in my Japanese class is from London and her accent is AWESOME......

British ppl dress nicely <3....same goes with Italian ppl...and any other European ppl.....OTL.....I wonder if New Yorkers dress any better.....

European ppl are SO GAY I LOVE IT.....I think it is time for the American lads to get over themselves and learn how to kiss their guy friends instead of doing weird hand/arm gestures.....:D

FWAHHHH....

too many countries I want to study abroad at now......

so far:

Japan (every Asian's dream land man!)
Austria (Vienna....<3 enough said)
France (Les chateaux sont beaux!!<3)
Italy (sexy Italian men are sexy)
Britain (I believe in ghosts...so do they)

that means I need to learn Japanese, German, French and Italian....FABULOUS.

I should put Japan and Britain on my priority list.

dude I just realized I never even visited New York or the Great Wall of China yet.....maybe I should do that first...OTL

So the war goes on between UK and France....

OMG I LOVE this article...

French as the RUDEST tourists

Why am I not surprised that BBC would rank France as the country with the worst tourists?...

and they even ranked themselves as number two (of the best tourists)....how cute

it makes no sense that they are seen as the worst tourists in Europe but not so worldwide....does every European country hate Britons?.....

"the French were the least ready to try a new language"

THIS....I cannot agree more....lol.....

It is funny how America is so high up on the ranking ONLY because they giv e out tons of tips......money is always good.....but I do agree on the worst dressed part tho.....it is so easy to distinguish American from European by their body shape or clothing....lol.....

I am QUIET surpised that the other two countries competing with France as the countries with the worst tourists are Spain and Greece...

WHAT HAPPENED TO CHINA?.....

I honestly think no one can top us on that category....OTL.....

We hate giving tips, impolite, untidy, worst complainer, LOUD.....

but we DO ~~LOVE~~ to spend money (on ourselves)....

Jesus the group I went to Japan with....they spent SO MUCH money on stupid things like magnetic necklace.....ughhh...it seems the trend in China nowadays is "spend more to show off your wealth, who cares if we buy useless things?".....and when they spat/litered on the clean streets of Japan.....I REALLY REALLY wanted to punch them in the face.....dont they realize that when you are visiting other countries....you are also representing your own country?....*sigh*

http://www.japanprobe.com/?p=11526

AHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA...

you have to see these two videos.....

oh my god I am dying.....it is the funniest shit EVER....

Daniel and Rupert acted like "what the hell is wrong with this girl?"....

and the girl LOL.....I can totally understand her tho....If I can meet my favorite celebrities I would probably have more crazy/creepy reactions ahaha.....

LOL

Japan....

OH

HOW I LOVE YOU!!!...

The Japanese ppl are so silly and crazy LMAO....

one word to describe Japanese (modern) culture:

WEIRD

two words:

THE FUCK?

I cant help but like their lameness....lol.....its amusing....



I am weird....Japan is weird....

INSTANT MARRIAGE!!!!

P.S.

I feel the NEED to share these two videos....

http://www.japanprobe.com/?p=11898

It is MESSED UP....but I cant help but laugh at this.....so funny

ROAR...quiz tmrwww....

I am very surprised at how many of my old friends got better at whatever they are doing: art, photography, writing, appearance...etc.

I looked back and realized I DID NOT GET ANY BETTER AT ANYTHING I DO.....

OTL....

the only thing that INCREASED is my MAL....

I can now own a shirt that says "I was a studious kid before I know anime"

I hated the idea of "chatting" online...it is fun while I chat with friends...but I always end up feeling like I have wasted my time on nothing....

Now anime has become the same sort of experience to me.....I wish I had invested my time in other useful hobbies....like drawing or reading.....

Maybe it is time to call "quit"?....

My only excuse to watch anime now is to "practice Japanese"....I dunno....maybe I should start listening to the Japanese News instead...if I want to learn PROPER Japanese...

HOWEVER....I think I am addicted to anime....=___=||||| whenever I eat / get back from classes... I feel the need to watch SOMETHING....even theyre shitty shows like Ga Rei Zero.....

AHHH....I WILL install my tablet this Friday!!....YAKUSOKU DESU!!!

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I USED to be quiet proud of being bilingual.....however...when I entered college...and meet the ppl here....I realized....how lame I was to think I was the only special one....

dude....I am scared to speak Chinese now....everyone here went to/lived in China at least once in their lifetime....

ppl who went STRAIGHT from China to here speak better English than I do...OTL....and are beating me in Japanese......

and....MAN....so many ppl can speak more than two languages and are learning another language in school......

FWAHHHH.......

I WONT GIVE UP....

DAMMIT....

must MASTER Japanese....then learn ANOTHER LANGUAGE!!!!....

manichi manichi Nihon-go o benkyoo shimasu!!!!

P.S. how the hell do I type Japanese?....O__o

P.S.2 SO DAMN GLAD that I took the Accounting class @ Chaffey....I never realized how much I learned in that class until I took the same class here.....it seems to me that the community colleges/high school can teach the technical stuff as well as the universities.....but when it comes to theory....not very good.....I understand Micro Economics so much better now.....