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DUDE...you cant believe what I just saw....
OMGGGGG....
Who told me that Gtown is CONSERVATIVE?
I just got back from a short theater show they put on during the new student orientation...
It was hilarious....
and moreover...
TWO MEN KISSED ON STAGE....(for a long time)
OMFG it was so sudden I was not prepared at all!!!!
the whole room bursted out laughing.....I was literally on the floor.....laughing my face off.....
I turned and saw that while the girls were having a fabulous time by these two's passionate performance....the guys were quiet speechless.....their expression was something like: o__,o
LMFAOOOO
It was the best moment of my life at Georgetown (so far)....
I am so glad that I listened to ppl and went to this show at midnight....><.....
Tmrw has a lot of other stuff going on too....and the day after that is the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL...WOOTWOOT!!!
Who told me that Gtown is CONSERVATIVE?
I just got back from a short theater show they put on during the new student orientation...
It was hilarious....
and moreover...
TWO MEN KISSED ON STAGE....(for a long time)
OMFG it was so sudden I was not prepared at all!!!!
the whole room bursted out laughing.....I was literally on the floor.....laughing my face off.....
I turned and saw that while the girls were having a fabulous time by these two's passionate performance....the guys were quiet speechless.....their expression was something like: o__,o
LMFAOOOO
It was the best moment of my life at Georgetown (so far)....
I am so glad that I listened to ppl and went to this show at midnight....><.....
Tmrw has a lot of other stuff going on too....and the day after that is the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL...WOOTWOOT!!!
ughhh....AHHHHHH!!!!
Its been a while since I made the last entry....
yeah....I am NOT well....
I cant wait for my parents (esp. my dad) to leave me ALONE.....but when I realize that they are leaving tmrw.....I feel frightened......I am so not ready to manage life on my own.....
Whoever said that living alone in a double is fortunate should go down the toilet.....because it fecking SUCKS!!!!
everyone is like.....hanging out with their roomie....while I DONT fecking have one....
so yeah...I dont feel like going outside because it is better to hide in my hole and feel somewhat at home while I am online.....I guess this is what being a hikkikomori feels like....
all I want right now is to go to classes already....
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I have been trying to stay positive since I arrived at Georgetown....I mean....I REALLY like the area....it is kinda like the big version of downtown Pasadena.....a lot of nice little stores......and LOTS of trees......ppl are generally courteous and intelligent-looking.....I noticed ppl here are skinnier too....
The school is really pretty....walking around Georgetown makes me feel excited that I am a part of this great family......my dorm room is nice.....the shower/bathroom place is clean and new......the food aint that bad......
Everything seems great (except the roomie part).....sometimes I really think I will like this place.....
HOWEVER
my dear father never said a complimenting word about Georgetown or D.C. at all.....when I say "Gtown is really nice....I like the East Coast because there are a lot of trees and cute houses..." my dad is all like "Yeah of course the town is nice because only rich ppl live here....and the East Coast (excpet NYC of course) is like villages...and the houses are tiny/dont have garages/backyards..."
he is the worst mood-killer EVER
and he just has to remind me how much better New York is better than D.C. in the business area....how NYU has a much superior business school...etc....
overall....all he wanted is for me to hate Georgetown and transfer to NYU asap....
NOW.....I feel guilty that I chose Gtown.....I am not happy at where I am....
and MOREOVER.....I fecking HATE New York....ESPECIALLY NYU.....
I never visited there and I just hate it from the bottom of my heart....
If I DO transfer to another school....I would much rather transfer to Berkeley than NYU.......seriously....ANYTHING but NYU....
I dont want my dad to make the decision for me.....I hate to follow other ppl's footsteps......
Now I even wonder if I should choose business as my major at all....
My head is experiencing a tornado right now and I dont want to think about it......- -
OH OH....
You know what I want to do?....
BUY COPIC MARKERS....
yeah....I am NOT well....
I cant wait for my parents (esp. my dad) to leave me ALONE.....but when I realize that they are leaving tmrw.....I feel frightened......I am so not ready to manage life on my own.....
Whoever said that living alone in a double is fortunate should go down the toilet.....because it fecking SUCKS!!!!
everyone is like.....hanging out with their roomie....while I DONT fecking have one....
so yeah...I dont feel like going outside because it is better to hide in my hole and feel somewhat at home while I am online.....I guess this is what being a hikkikomori feels like....
all I want right now is to go to classes already....
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I have been trying to stay positive since I arrived at Georgetown....I mean....I REALLY like the area....it is kinda like the big version of downtown Pasadena.....a lot of nice little stores......and LOTS of trees......ppl are generally courteous and intelligent-looking.....I noticed ppl here are skinnier too....
The school is really pretty....walking around Georgetown makes me feel excited that I am a part of this great family......my dorm room is nice.....the shower/bathroom place is clean and new......the food aint that bad......
Everything seems great (except the roomie part).....sometimes I really think I will like this place.....
HOWEVER
my dear father never said a complimenting word about Georgetown or D.C. at all.....when I say "Gtown is really nice....I like the East Coast because there are a lot of trees and cute houses..." my dad is all like "Yeah of course the town is nice because only rich ppl live here....and the East Coast (excpet NYC of course) is like villages...and the houses are tiny/dont have garages/backyards..."
he is the worst mood-killer EVER
and he just has to remind me how much better New York is better than D.C. in the business area....how NYU has a much superior business school...etc....
overall....all he wanted is for me to hate Georgetown and transfer to NYU asap....
NOW.....I feel guilty that I chose Gtown.....I am not happy at where I am....
and MOREOVER.....I fecking HATE New York....ESPECIALLY NYU.....
I never visited there and I just hate it from the bottom of my heart....
If I DO transfer to another school....I would much rather transfer to Berkeley than NYU.......seriously....ANYTHING but NYU....
I dont want my dad to make the decision for me.....I hate to follow other ppl's footsteps......
Now I even wonder if I should choose business as my major at all....
My head is experiencing a tornado right now and I dont want to think about it......- -
OH OH....
You know what I want to do?....
BUY COPIC MARKERS....
Move-In Day...
is today at night....><.....
I've been to Maryland and Virginia in the last two days....no joke....
Virginia is literally one mile away from Georgetown....all you need to do is crossing the Key Bridge...
Virginia is pretty cool....houses are so cute and tiny<3......there is also a Chinese market there....(finally found my chopsticks)
Everything on the East Coast is tiny....a lot of townhouses.....there's no garage (but a basement)....residents have to park their cars on the streets....
OHH OHHH OHH...guess wut....yesterday i looked through a magazine they give out at the hotel....there are A LOT of bars in D.C......and yeah.....there are GAY BARS...~!!!....*unkoscreamsintheback*
okay anyways...time to go shopping AGAINNNN~~...(I am literally a shopholic now.....this is like all I did this summer...lol)
I've been to Maryland and Virginia in the last two days....no joke....
Virginia is literally one mile away from Georgetown....all you need to do is crossing the Key Bridge...
Virginia is pretty cool....houses are so cute and tiny<3......there is also a Chinese market there....(finally found my chopsticks)
Everything on the East Coast is tiny....a lot of townhouses.....there's no garage (but a basement)....residents have to park their cars on the streets....
OHH OHHH OHH...guess wut....yesterday i looked through a magazine they give out at the hotel....there are A LOT of bars in D.C......and yeah.....there are GAY BARS...~!!!....*unkoscreamsintheback*
okay anyways...time to go shopping AGAINNNN~~...(I am literally a shopholic now.....this is like all I did this summer...lol)
AHHH...hungry again~
I am currently at Georgetown....
Georgetown is a nice college town...:D I like the achitectures....the streets are clean (very important)....a lot of cool buildings....I havent seen a single Asian soul yet.....= ~ =....I dunno what to feel about that part....
Still didnt get a chance to get INSIDE the univeristy....but it looks magnificent from the Key Bridge on the Potomac river.....
Done a lot of shopping today....my heart bled when I realized how fecking expensive dorm supplies cost....T__T....all of a sudden....Animu merchandise seems so cheap.....
I still have to buy major things like mini-fridge and microwave....GAHHH.....I am in so much debt to my parents....
*OMFG Lamento's OST is so BEAUTIFUL....T U T*
I AM HUNGRY....I NEED TO GO OUT AND EATTTTTTT.......
The move-in date is the 28th....and Orientation starts on the next day.....and school: Sept. 1st.....
O___Q.....my happy days are almost OVERRRRRRR.....
I AM HUNGRY
HARE HETTA
J'AI FAIM
WO E LE
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you get the point.
Georgetown is a nice college town...:D I like the achitectures....the streets are clean (very important)....a lot of cool buildings....I havent seen a single Asian soul yet.....= ~ =....I dunno what to feel about that part....
Still didnt get a chance to get INSIDE the univeristy....but it looks magnificent from the Key Bridge on the Potomac river.....
Done a lot of shopping today....my heart bled when I realized how fecking expensive dorm supplies cost....T__T....all of a sudden....Animu merchandise seems so cheap.....
I still have to buy major things like mini-fridge and microwave....GAHHH.....I am in so much debt to my parents....
*OMFG Lamento's OST is so BEAUTIFUL....T U T*
I AM HUNGRY....I NEED TO GO OUT AND EATTTTTTT.......
The move-in date is the 28th....and Orientation starts on the next day.....and school: Sept. 1st.....
O___Q.....my happy days are almost OVERRRRRRR.....
I AM HUNGRY
HARE HETTA
J'AI FAIM
WO E LE
.....................
you get the point.
UGHHH..jet lags...
=____= exhausted as EVER....woke up at 6 am again.....
I am.....ready to go!
Yesterday was really fun with everyone...T U T....
It is a SHAME that SOMEONE had to leave SO EARLY.....
But it is cool because we had MORE fun after that SOMEONE left...:D
I am sad that I couldnt spend more time with you guys during summer....I wish my summer was longer......
AHHH...no worries...my next summer break is gonna be three months!!!...(if I dont take any summer courses...)
I hope everyone can have a fun time in college....study hard....make more weird friends....and continue on the poop tradition...= U =
WELLLL....my dad is yelling at me again for things that dont matter.....so I cant use the computer right now....
btw....I am hungry....
TT A TT.....I will miss you all....
BYE BYE!!!
I am.....ready to go!
Yesterday was really fun with everyone...T U T....
It is a SHAME that SOMEONE had to leave SO EARLY.....
But it is cool because we had MORE fun after that SOMEONE left...:D
I am sad that I couldnt spend more time with you guys during summer....I wish my summer was longer......
AHHH...no worries...my next summer break is gonna be three months!!!...(if I dont take any summer courses...)
I hope everyone can have a fun time in college....study hard....make more weird friends....and continue on the poop tradition...= U =
WELLLL....my dad is yelling at me again for things that dont matter.....so I cant use the computer right now....
btw....I am hungry....
TT A TT.....I will miss you all....
BYE BYE!!!
Dude...I am back~
SO TIRED AND EXHAUSTED FROM THE TRIP....
I didnt get much sleep recently due to unknow reasons......(too excited for college life?...I dunno
well...anyways....I am back....and alive....yay.
I have a lot of things to organize right now....
I need to decide what files to transfer from my desktop to my NEW laptop which doesnt have that much disk space....=____=||||| it is a mistake....now my desktop is full...my removable hard drive is full.....and only 100 GB left in my laptop....I am screwed.....just my music and picture folders add up to 70 GB.....O__O....maybe it is time to delete some animu....and buy a new hard drive....
and I need to figure out what anime gears/room decoration I want to bring to my dorm....I dont think I will bring any figurines tho....they take too much space....
I will be sad because all the books I bought....I didnt have time to look through them thoroughly....some illustration books are never touched....|||||
My dad will probably yell at me when he sees how many crap I will bring to my dorm....ha....|||||
Tomorrow I will go shopping for dorm supplies....(at least some of them....I have to buy the big items in DC)
and my mom's friend is inviting me for dinner...- - GAH....
so the ONLY day I will be free is Monday....and I will probably spend most of my time packing up....
I still need to give out presents....Q A Q.....I bought so many things....but I dont have time to meet my friends.....
Whoever is able to come to my house on Monday please leave a comment.......I am not sure I will play with you guys tho.........because of the reasons stated above....but welcome to look through the new artbooks I bought.....
I will probably post the pictures of my vacation and my loot LATERRRRR.......(like....when I am sitting in my dorm kind of late)
It is almost 6am.....=___=|||| not good when I need to adjust to the new time change....
I didnt get much sleep recently due to unknow reasons......(too excited for college life?...I dunno
well...anyways....I am back....and alive....yay.
I have a lot of things to organize right now....
I need to decide what files to transfer from my desktop to my NEW laptop which doesnt have that much disk space....=____=||||| it is a mistake....now my desktop is full...my removable hard drive is full.....and only 100 GB left in my laptop....I am screwed.....just my music and picture folders add up to 70 GB.....O__O....maybe it is time to delete some animu....and buy a new hard drive....
and I need to figure out what anime gears/room decoration I want to bring to my dorm....I dont think I will bring any figurines tho....they take too much space....
I will be sad because all the books I bought....I didnt have time to look through them thoroughly....some illustration books are never touched....|||||
My dad will probably yell at me when he sees how many crap I will bring to my dorm....ha....|||||
Tomorrow I will go shopping for dorm supplies....(at least some of them....I have to buy the big items in DC)
and my mom's friend is inviting me for dinner...- - GAH....
so the ONLY day I will be free is Monday....and I will probably spend most of my time packing up....
I still need to give out presents....Q A Q.....I bought so many things....but I dont have time to meet my friends.....
Whoever is able to come to my house on Monday please leave a comment.......I am not sure I will play with you guys tho.........because of the reasons stated above....but welcome to look through the new artbooks I bought.....
I will probably post the pictures of my vacation and my loot LATERRRRR.......(like....when I am sitting in my dorm kind of late)
It is almost 6am.....=___=|||| not good when I need to adjust to the new time change....
Back to Japan again...
just to transfer flight...that is....
I will be back to America tmrwww.....
I was so excited that I can finally go on facebook here....
but...
THE HELL is this? Japan blocked facebook too?.....
What is wrong with FACEBOOK?.....
=_____________=
I guess I can only log on facebook in America....whatever...
OMG...just saw a really smexy guy on TV....see you later....Yummy poop!
I will be back to America tmrwww.....
I was so excited that I can finally go on facebook here....
but...
THE HELL is this? Japan blocked facebook too?.....
What is wrong with FACEBOOK?.....
=_____________=
I guess I can only log on facebook in America....whatever...
OMG...just saw a really smexy guy on TV....see you later....Yummy poop!
So...it is all over...
Before yesterday....I thought Code Geass is the most brain-raping thing I have EVER witnessed.....
BUT....
talking about Phoenix Wright....
freaking UNBELIEVABLE....I cant believe how things turned out in the end.....
WHAT THE FECK!!!!......
the last case is SO complicated....I had to remember so many things at once......
and my deduction completely failed me......I never expected Dahlia Hawthorne and Iris's connection with......and the real murder is....!!!!!!.....WOW....its unbelievable how everything nicely tied up in the end......this is GENIUS......
Godot is a really respectable man....dude....the ONLY Seme in this game.....@ v @
by some reason I can see Godot x Phoenix happenning......
ANYWAYS.....I was teary eyed when Godot revealed his past......ughhh....it is depressing......
Franziska....is pretty cute....(DONT WHIP ME PLEASE!!!)....I totally agree with Phoenix on that one...lol.....her meaniness is cute......:D
EDGEY.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....okay I am done fangirling......I love this man period. CANT WAIT TO PLAY HIS GAMU!!!
Maya's life is FECKED....everyone dies.....she always gets pinned as the murderer or is about to get killed....- - it is miracle how she is still so happy everyday....
Woman is a scary thing....@__@ or is it just the Fey family?.....
I am glad this game is over man.....I can cry my bloody tears now....it is time to read....my 150 pages...heh....>__>
BUT....
talking about Phoenix Wright....
freaking UNBELIEVABLE....I cant believe how things turned out in the end.....
WHAT THE FECK!!!!......
the last case is SO complicated....I had to remember so many things at once......
and my deduction completely failed me......I never expected Dahlia Hawthorne and Iris's connection with......and the real murder is....!!!!!!.....WOW....its unbelievable how everything nicely tied up in the end......this is GENIUS......
Godot is a really respectable man....dude....the ONLY Seme in this game.....@ v @
by some reason I can see Godot x Phoenix happenning......
ANYWAYS.....I was teary eyed when Godot revealed his past......ughhh....it is depressing......
Franziska....is pretty cute....(DONT WHIP ME PLEASE!!!)....I totally agree with Phoenix on that one...lol.....her meaniness is cute......:D
EDGEY.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....okay I am done fangirling......I love this man period. CANT WAIT TO PLAY HIS GAMU!!!
Maya's life is FECKED....everyone dies.....she always gets pinned as the murderer or is about to get killed....- - it is miracle how she is still so happy everyday....
Woman is a scary thing....@__@ or is it just the Fey family?.....
I am glad this game is over man.....I can cry my bloody tears now....it is time to read....my 150 pages...heh....>__>
UWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
THIS CASE IS GETTING MOAR AND MOAR AWESOME....
Edgey is so cute....I was smiling my face off when Larry said that when they were in Elementary School.....Edgey couldnt fold a crane....so he was crying the whole day......
LMFAOOOOO.......then Edgey yelled that he can now fold a crane in quater size.....
does this mean he has been training how to fold a crane ALL THESE YEARS?....
SO FECKING CUTE....OMG....Edgey....<333333
AND NOW....THE PROSECUTOR TURNS OUT TO BE WHIPZISKA!!!
Edgey vs. Whipziska.....
Can this case get better?!!!
:D I am so excited to see them torturing each otherrrrr...!!!
Edgey is so cute....I was smiling my face off when Larry said that when they were in Elementary School.....Edgey couldnt fold a crane....so he was crying the whole day......
LMFAOOOOO.......then Edgey yelled that he can now fold a crane in quater size.....
does this mean he has been training how to fold a crane ALL THESE YEARS?....
SO FECKING CUTE....OMG....Edgey....<333333
AND NOW....THE PROSECUTOR TURNS OUT TO BE WHIPZISKA!!!
Edgey vs. Whipziska.....
Can this case get better?!!!
:D I am so excited to see them torturing each otherrrrr...!!!
HOLY FUDGING BLUEBERRY MUFFINS!!!!!!!!
Did I ever mention that Phoenix Wright is like THE best game I've ever played?!!
well....it is fecking awesome....and unlike many other games which get worse in every new sequel.....PW is just getting BETTER and BETTER....
I am totally addicted to this game.....LOVES to yell "Objection" and "Take That!" at the speaker.....and I am even considering of becoming a lawyer when I grow up....
DUDE...
TALKING ABOUT THE TURN OF EVENTS....
the fourth case was truly shocking....first I am playing as Mia again....then my mentor happens to be Godot....(and they are IN LOVE!!....<3 what a cute couple....that will never be together...; A ;) then that BITCH appearred again.....and another stupid man like the lame Phoenix 5 years ago....only lamer......AND OMFG SMEXY EDGEY'S DEBUT......YAYYYYYY....I (Mia) got OWNED....lol
I am playing the last case of Trials and Tribulations currently....and I just want to say.....
OMFGGGGG...I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENNING....
and the whole time I was whining because Edgey is not gonna be on the prosecution....
NOT only did I get to see the ever so smexy 20-years old Edgey in the 4th case......I EVEN GET TO PLAY HIM AS THE ATTORNEY IN THE LAST ONE....OMGGGGGGG......
GOOD JOB, Phoenix...thanx so much for falling off the cliff!!!.....I appreciate your sacrifice...:D
Edgey even booked a private jet and flew back from wherever he was staying.....JUST FOR PHOENIX
I am SO HAPPPYYYY!!!....I just had to chase my cousin off his laptop and blog this RIGHT NOW.....
I AM PLAYING AS EDGEY I AM PLAYING AS EDGEY I AM PLAYING AS EDGEY...
this GOTTA be my favorite case YET....
but unfortunately....Edgey....you have to lose on your first fight as an attorney....
BECAUSE THAT DAHLIA HAWTHORNE BITCH DESERVES TO BE BURNED IN ETERNITY......
okay off I go....TIME TO SEE WHAT EDGEY IS THINKING THE WHOLE TIME.....
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA.....
well....it is fecking awesome....and unlike many other games which get worse in every new sequel.....PW is just getting BETTER and BETTER....
I am totally addicted to this game.....LOVES to yell "Objection" and "Take That!" at the speaker.....and I am even considering of becoming a lawyer when I grow up....
DUDE...
TALKING ABOUT THE TURN OF EVENTS....
the fourth case was truly shocking....first I am playing as Mia again....then my mentor happens to be Godot....(and they are IN LOVE!!....<3 what a cute couple....that will never be together...; A ;) then that BITCH appearred again.....and another stupid man like the lame Phoenix 5 years ago....only lamer......AND OMFG SMEXY EDGEY'S DEBUT......YAYYYYYY....I (Mia) got OWNED....lol
I am playing the last case of Trials and Tribulations currently....and I just want to say.....
OMFGGGGG...I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENNING....
and the whole time I was whining because Edgey is not gonna be on the prosecution....
NOT only did I get to see the ever so smexy 20-years old Edgey in the 4th case......I EVEN GET TO PLAY HIM AS THE ATTORNEY IN THE LAST ONE....OMGGGGGGG......
GOOD JOB, Phoenix...thanx so much for falling off the cliff!!!.....I appreciate your sacrifice...:D
Edgey even booked a private jet and flew back from wherever he was staying.....JUST FOR PHOENIX
I am SO HAPPPYYYY!!!....I just had to chase my cousin off his laptop and blog this RIGHT NOW.....
I AM PLAYING AS EDGEY I AM PLAYING AS EDGEY I AM PLAYING AS EDGEY...
this GOTTA be my favorite case YET....
but unfortunately....Edgey....you have to lose on your first fight as an attorney....
BECAUSE THAT DAHLIA HAWTHORNE BITCH DESERVES TO BE BURNED IN ETERNITY......
okay off I go....TIME TO SEE WHAT EDGEY IS THINKING THE WHOLE TIME.....
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA.....
Dude....I cant believe this...
SO...
as a FRESHMEN in college....
I will be living in an UPPERclassmen dorm....which is newly built...
and the business school got a new building....so our classwill be the first ones studying there this fall...
and on top of that....
I AM LIVING ALONE IN A DOUBLE.....
my roommate dropped out of the art and performance community she applied to....><
dude...I checked the floor plan of my dorm and my room is by far the biggest....= U =
I have to admit I am very excited to go to college now....
The very idea of decorating the entire room to my own liking is giving me goosebumps...><
HO HO HO.....I can just picture my wall covered completely of posters....my bed full of plushes/toys.....my fridge filled with yogurt and snacks............= U =
MUST BUY MORE TOYS TO DECORATE MY ROOM!!!!
WHY I DIDNT BUY THE TAIKO PLUSHIES IN AKIBA!!!!!!....
now I really understand the saying: it is better to buy regreting than regret not buying.......
speaking of Akiba....have I mentioned that I miss JAPAN A LOT?......and America too...OF COURSE....(esp. my comfy bed man.....)
I dunno where this entry is going...lol.....
There are a lot of shit I need to buy for my dorm......I will make my room awesome with all my force!!!!
YAHHH!!!
I am playing Phoenix Wright: Trials and Tribulations' third case now.....as predicted...that coffee addict is really a new prosecutor....
gotta admit I disturbed my neighbors by laughing hysterically when GODOT (Waiting for Godot....anyone?....) spilled hot coffee all over Phoenix.....lol.....Now it seems Edgey is the only Prosecutor that hadnt done Phoenix any physical harm yet.....(the power of love...I say...<3)
but OH MON DIEU....(sorry I just have to speak French due to the creepy French Chef in the case).....WHY DOES EDGEY HAVE TO GO STUDY ABROAD IN EVERY SINGLE FECKING CASE?....
T_________T
I am sad man.....miss Edgey and Whipziska......
well....at least they didnt have Oldbag come out yet....I cannot stand that creep....= =;
less than 6 days until I go back to the states and I still have 150 pages+1 essay to write...way to go...Amber!
as a FRESHMEN in college....
I will be living in an UPPERclassmen dorm....which is newly built...
and the business school got a new building....so our classwill be the first ones studying there this fall...
and on top of that....
I AM LIVING ALONE IN A DOUBLE.....
my roommate dropped out of the art and performance community she applied to....><
dude...I checked the floor plan of my dorm and my room is by far the biggest....= U =
I have to admit I am very excited to go to college now....
The very idea of decorating the entire room to my own liking is giving me goosebumps...><
HO HO HO.....I can just picture my wall covered completely of posters....my bed full of plushes/toys.....my fridge filled with yogurt and snacks............= U =
MUST BUY MORE TOYS TO DECORATE MY ROOM!!!!
WHY I DIDNT BUY THE TAIKO PLUSHIES IN AKIBA!!!!!!....
now I really understand the saying: it is better to buy regreting than regret not buying.......
speaking of Akiba....have I mentioned that I miss JAPAN A LOT?......and America too...OF COURSE....(esp. my comfy bed man.....)
I dunno where this entry is going...lol.....
There are a lot of shit I need to buy for my dorm......I will make my room awesome with all my force!!!!
YAHHH!!!
I am playing Phoenix Wright: Trials and Tribulations' third case now.....as predicted...that coffee addict is really a new prosecutor....
gotta admit I disturbed my neighbors by laughing hysterically when GODOT (Waiting for Godot....anyone?....) spilled hot coffee all over Phoenix.....lol.....Now it seems Edgey is the only Prosecutor that hadnt done Phoenix any physical harm yet.....(the power of love...I say...<3)
but OH MON DIEU....(sorry I just have to speak French due to the creepy French Chef in the case).....WHY DOES EDGEY HAVE TO GO STUDY ABROAD IN EVERY SINGLE FECKING CASE?....
T_________T
I am sad man.....miss Edgey and Whipziska......
well....at least they didnt have Oldbag come out yet....I cannot stand that creep....= =;
less than 6 days until I go back to the states and I still have 150 pages+1 essay to write...way to go...Amber!
ughhh.....I am still alive...
SO....I am still alive...:D
and I am getting fatter...and fatter......
I feel really weird right now....I miss my home....and my mom....but....I dont want to leave my grandma....or my dog.....
It is a strange feeling....it doesnt matter if I see them everyday or not....it is the fact that I know they are somewhere close to me....that makes me feel safe......
okay enough with the depressing talk......
back on topic....
I saw two gays today!!
Today me and my cousin and my friend went to a market that sells little things including fake LV/Gucci/Chanel/Prada bags....I saw a lot of foreigners there it is really funny...lol...Americans....Koreans....Japanese....everyone likes these fake stuff....
anyways....while I was wondering around....my friend (who is also a Fujoshi..) told me that those two guys over there were looking at make-ups.....I quickyl moved over to them pretending to look at make-ups myself....those two guys saw me and immediately moved to the end of the store....embarrased....LMAO.....my cousin was like screaming because apparently he had never seen a gay guy before....and I was all: yeah you are right....I am SURE there are no gay guys in Japan..= =.....
then me and my Fujoshi friend spent the rest of the day discussing how my cousin is SO an Uke....
I realized that I am becoming a better Fujoshi everyday.....I am fantasizing over everything.....-___-....
Currently I am encouraging my cousin to come out and bring home his boyfriend ASAP....:D
I like how almost all of my girlfriends are Fujoshis....our territory is growing man!!!....
my Fujoshi friend here is TOTALLY awesome....I mean...><...we share everything!!!....like.....Lulu has to be on the bottom and there is no other way around.....and how we like to torture ourselves by watching Code Geass........but we like to see Ukes getting tortured......lol....she likes Shiki x Akira too....and US x UK....AND Russia x China!!!!...OMG....she showed me this REALLY REALLY REALLY SEXY Russia x China doujin she owns.....man I want to buy one myself so bad too....but it is sold out already!!!T A T.....she has some really nice Mononoke, Mushishi, and Natsume's doujins too....T___T.....lucky!!...
if Junko is the most extreme Otaku I have met....then my friend is the most hardcore Fujoshi I have met too.....SO MANY DOUJINS....JESUS CHRIST......being a Fujoshi is ALL ABOUT the doujins but I HAVE NONE GOD DAMMIT.....T___T.....I fail....
anyways.....now my friend found another fabulous hobby that costs your soul....
BJD--Ball-Joint-Dolls.......
it is insane.....owning one of those dolls is like taking care of a baby.....SO FECKING EXPENSIVE.....some dolls cost FOUR FUCKING THOUSAND DOLLARS........
but most of them only cost around 500 dollars....but that doesnt include the clothes, shoes, accesorries, make-ups, wigs and other things.....
it makes me mad how those dolls' clothes cost more than my own...- -
and that is one of the major reason that is holding me back from buying one.....
so I still just look at their pictures and DROOL.....
http://www.ecinter.net/hoo933
I really REALLY want this one....
but TOO expensive and it will make me feel guilty if I buy one....
Then I come to a conclusion....
MONEY IS IMPORTANT....
MONEY CANT BUY YOU EVERYTHING....
BUT IT DOES BUY YOU HAPPINESS......
AND I WILL WORK HARD TO MAKE A LOT OF MONEY SO I WILL NOT FEEL BAD BUYING THOSE THINGS!!!....
I will buy a doll.....when I have SO MUCH money that it doesnt matter if I sppend a couple thousand dollars on luxurious goods....><
Tonari no 801-Chan is a fabulous manga.....
I bought three volumes for 4 dollars and just finished reading.......
OMG....801 is HARD CORE....LOL........she has some really bizarre fetish.....she likes Indian looks.....and....doujins that draw body hair around you know what......
I cant say I identify with 801 too much.....(she does like Yuri tho...which is like me...) but I identify with her boyfriend Tibet SO MUCH....or should I say it reminds me of the poor Otakus that we (fujoshis) have tainted (the ears).....LMAO.....
I love how 801 tells her bf with such a cute and innocent face that the difference between June and BL manga is BL manga is not all about penetrating XXXXXXXX..........then the poor guy just started crying.....LMAOO.....it is hilarious.....
recommanded to both Fujoshis and Otakus with Fujoshi gf's.....><
and I am getting fatter...and fatter......
I feel really weird right now....I miss my home....and my mom....but....I dont want to leave my grandma....or my dog.....
It is a strange feeling....it doesnt matter if I see them everyday or not....it is the fact that I know they are somewhere close to me....that makes me feel safe......
okay enough with the depressing talk......
back on topic....
I saw two gays today!!
Today me and my cousin and my friend went to a market that sells little things including fake LV/Gucci/Chanel/Prada bags....I saw a lot of foreigners there it is really funny...lol...Americans....Koreans....Japanese....everyone likes these fake stuff....
anyways....while I was wondering around....my friend (who is also a Fujoshi..) told me that those two guys over there were looking at make-ups.....I quickyl moved over to them pretending to look at make-ups myself....those two guys saw me and immediately moved to the end of the store....embarrased....LMAO.....my cousin was like screaming because apparently he had never seen a gay guy before....and I was all: yeah you are right....I am SURE there are no gay guys in Japan..= =.....
then me and my Fujoshi friend spent the rest of the day discussing how my cousin is SO an Uke....
I realized that I am becoming a better Fujoshi everyday.....I am fantasizing over everything.....-___-....
Currently I am encouraging my cousin to come out and bring home his boyfriend ASAP....:D
I like how almost all of my girlfriends are Fujoshis....our territory is growing man!!!....
my Fujoshi friend here is TOTALLY awesome....I mean...><...we share everything!!!....like.....Lulu has to be on the bottom and there is no other way around.....and how we like to torture ourselves by watching Code Geass........but we like to see Ukes getting tortured......lol....she likes Shiki x Akira too....and US x UK....AND Russia x China!!!!...OMG....she showed me this REALLY REALLY REALLY SEXY Russia x China doujin she owns.....man I want to buy one myself so bad too....but it is sold out already!!!T A T.....she has some really nice Mononoke, Mushishi, and Natsume's doujins too....T___T.....lucky!!...
if Junko is the most extreme Otaku I have met....then my friend is the most hardcore Fujoshi I have met too.....SO MANY DOUJINS....JESUS CHRIST......being a Fujoshi is ALL ABOUT the doujins but I HAVE NONE GOD DAMMIT.....T___T.....I fail....
anyways.....now my friend found another fabulous hobby that costs your soul....
BJD--Ball-Joint-Dolls.......
it is insane.....owning one of those dolls is like taking care of a baby.....SO FECKING EXPENSIVE.....some dolls cost FOUR FUCKING THOUSAND DOLLARS........
but most of them only cost around 500 dollars....but that doesnt include the clothes, shoes, accesorries, make-ups, wigs and other things.....
it makes me mad how those dolls' clothes cost more than my own...- -
and that is one of the major reason that is holding me back from buying one.....
so I still just look at their pictures and DROOL.....
http://www.ecinter.net/hoo933
I really REALLY want this one....
but TOO expensive and it will make me feel guilty if I buy one....
Then I come to a conclusion....
MONEY IS IMPORTANT....
MONEY CANT BUY YOU EVERYTHING....
BUT IT DOES BUY YOU HAPPINESS......
AND I WILL WORK HARD TO MAKE A LOT OF MONEY SO I WILL NOT FEEL BAD BUYING THOSE THINGS!!!....
I will buy a doll.....when I have SO MUCH money that it doesnt matter if I sppend a couple thousand dollars on luxurious goods....><
Tonari no 801-Chan is a fabulous manga.....
I bought three volumes for 4 dollars and just finished reading.......
OMG....801 is HARD CORE....LOL........she has some really bizarre fetish.....she likes Indian looks.....and....doujins that draw body hair around you know what......
I cant say I identify with 801 too much.....(she does like Yuri tho...which is like me...) but I identify with her boyfriend Tibet SO MUCH....or should I say it reminds me of the poor Otakus that we (fujoshis) have tainted (the ears).....LMAO.....
I love how 801 tells her bf with such a cute and innocent face that the difference between June and BL manga is BL manga is not all about penetrating XXXXXXXX..........then the poor guy just started crying.....LMAOO.....it is hilarious.....
recommanded to both Fujoshis and Otakus with Fujoshi gf's.....><
two more weeks left in China
AND I DONT WANT TO GO BACK/GO TO COLLEGE....
Okay...maybe there is nothing to do in China+.....I cant go on facebook....cant visit some blogs(like Junko's)....I dont have a computer all the time....the bathroom sucks......mosquitoes are eating me away......no one to play with (YET)......stuff here is no longer cheap....too many cars....no one is following the rules/bad manner....etc.
BUT.....
I have to admit....the food is fabulous here....
or I have to say...the food is just fabulous everywhere EXCEPT America...lol...I dont exactly remember how bad British food is.....but American food is pretty bad.....especially American Chinese food....YUCK!
I am getting fat....my mom went back to America when me and my dad went to China.....she told me that she gained 10 pounds in Japan....>___>.....I dont want to weigh myself.....I know I ate like a pig in Japan everyday....and I usually went right back to sleep after I ate.....so yeah...no exercise whatsoever.....and NOW...all of my relatives are taking me out for lunch/dinner every single day...I basically eat different kind of Chinese food all the time.....O__O....and when that happens....I eat....A LOT....I guess I stayed in America for too long that I just forgot how delicious Chinese food is....T U T.....
so yeah....my daily routine in China is basically: get up...eat....watch some old Chinese TV dramas that make me feel nostalgic.....eat some snacks....eat lunch.....lazying around....take a nap.....play some games.....eat some fresh fruits.....eat dinner with family/relatives for like 4 hours......take a shower and then sleep......
and in ADDITION...because I dont have to worry about school and shit like that.....I have ZERO stress....when I am not stressed.....I sleep early....get up early....everyday is carefree...life is truly comfortable here!!
no matter how much I miss my big house in US....I dont want to go back man...= =.....college life is scaring the crap out of me! (plus I did like 1 percent of the summer reading....not counting the essay that I have to write...= =
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yesterday I went to my REAL hometown...the place where my dad grew up......to visit my uncle's family...and most importantly....my grandma's grave......
it is a really REALLY poor village....I cant imagine anyone spending their life there!...no wonder my dad studied his ass off to be the first one going to college in his HS!......"get the heck out of this stinky place" is the villagers' motto.....
I visited that place four times in my life.....I dont exactly remember the first two times because I was so little....but the third time was a really horrifying experience for me....the bathroom is.....HORRIBLE......yes...it is a HOLE....a normal thing in China....there are even holes in Japan....but.....the hole....is filled with my FAVORITE thing: POOPS!!!!....and flies' babies......OH MY GOD.....the poops are all stacked together and they are out to get you (or your butt--Unko's fav...maybe we can write a BL novel based on that~) I always have nightmares that one day I will just faint and fall into the hole....then I will suffocate by choking on everyone's poos....Q__Q....
so YEAH...this time I told my dad....that I REFUSE to use that shitty bathroom......my bladders can go to hell.....so my dad and I ended up living in a hotel.....thank god....they have clean toilets!
enough with my poopy talk.....I am getting serious here.....
yesterday we also visited my other uncle....(he is my grandpa's first wife's daughter's husband...my grandma is his second wife) I felt really sad about his situation.....all of his three children are really rich by now.....they even have cars and stuff...but the dad's wife died.....and he is taking cared by his mom (she is 85 now!).....his children are all minding their own businesses....and no one is by his side.....his house is shabby....really really bad....a lot worse than my grandma's house....when we visited he is all by himself....it was a really sad sight to witness.....this man worked so hard to pay for his children's college tuition.....and now....his children are living well in the cities.....he still remains in this poor villege house.....living with his old mom who needs care herself too....seriously....what the FUCK are his children thinking?....how can they live with their hearts at content when their own DAD is suffering at the same time?....why dont they bring the old man to their houses?...or remodel his house and hire someone to take care of them?.....AHHHH.....this poor guy feeded his children for nothing......I felt really bad for him.....I was pretty close with his daughter....now I dont like her anymore.....a person who doesnt know how to treat their own parents well is not a human AT ALL!!!....
today we visited my grandma's grave...this is the first time my dad came to see her after she died.....everything was calm until my dad started talking.....it was heartbreaking.....I have never seen my dad like that before.....he was crying really hard....his voice was shaking too....and I cried with him....it was impossible not to cry when anyone sees a grown-up man weeping like a little boy.......he asked why my grandma didnt wait for him to come back.....he said he was never by her side because of his job......and then he asked my grandma to come with him to America so he can take care of her......it was really really sad.....my uncle, aunt, and cousin....everyone was tearing up.....I was hugging my dad the entire time to support him.....but he was still crying......and wont leave the grave......he told me that I wont have a grandma (nai nai) anymore...and he wont have parents anymore.....he is now an orphan......I then thought about how I will eventually face this too....how my other grandma...and my parents will also leave me...this time....I really hate the idea of growing up.....I dont want to see the people beside me aging.....their lives fading away.....sometimes I hope that I can be the first one to die......so I dont have to suffer the pain of losing my loved ones.....I am a weak-minded person....I am a coward......I dont want to face what everyone else had faced in their lives.......
death is a word that has always seemed far away for me....but now....I realized....I will have to face it....very soon....my grandma (on my mom's side) is getting old.....and my dog...she is really old too....I dont know if this time.....will be the last time I see them........when I think about that....I dont know how I will react....I dont think I can take it.....the death of a fictional charactetr has left a scar in my heart forever.....the death of my OWN family?.....the ones who always cherished me...brought joy in my life?......you have to be kidding me....maybe I will end my own life with them.....haha.....this is very possible.....afterall.....I am a person who is scared of tomorrow.....I want to stay in the past.....the good old time when everyone was alive and happy....when my grandpa and grandma were holding me.....when my parents were young and passionate.....when I had nothing to worry about......when.....
I know...this is all a sweet dream that will never come true......life has to move on.....I cant dwell in the past.....old generation fades away.....new generation rises.....this is the cycle of life.....no one can change that....
sometimes I wish that I was not that close with my family....or anyone on earth....then I wont be that sad when they leave me......I can die alone....and no one will be weeping for me......I wont have to worry about how everyone will live when I die........
haha....life is fair in this way...isnt it?....you either live a happy life with a good family....but you have to see those people leaving you all alone in the world.......or you live a crappy life with no one around.....then you wont face the tragedies in life.....and you wont have to worry about anything when you die......
.......= = I am getting too pessimistic here again.....and my fecking neck hurts because the computer screen is too low....anyways....going to sleep now~
I still have to reply to everyone's comment....><....I dont want to start yet because....yeah there is a lot I want to say~~
Okay...maybe there is nothing to do in China+.....I cant go on facebook....cant visit some blogs(like Junko's)....I dont have a computer all the time....the bathroom sucks......mosquitoes are eating me away......no one to play with (YET)......stuff here is no longer cheap....too many cars....no one is following the rules/bad manner....etc.
BUT.....
I have to admit....the food is fabulous here....
or I have to say...the food is just fabulous everywhere EXCEPT America...lol...I dont exactly remember how bad British food is.....but American food is pretty bad.....especially American Chinese food....YUCK!
I am getting fat....my mom went back to America when me and my dad went to China.....she told me that she gained 10 pounds in Japan....>___>.....I dont want to weigh myself.....I know I ate like a pig in Japan everyday....and I usually went right back to sleep after I ate.....so yeah...no exercise whatsoever.....and NOW...all of my relatives are taking me out for lunch/dinner every single day...I basically eat different kind of Chinese food all the time.....O__O....and when that happens....I eat....A LOT....I guess I stayed in America for too long that I just forgot how delicious Chinese food is....T U T.....
so yeah....my daily routine in China is basically: get up...eat....watch some old Chinese TV dramas that make me feel nostalgic.....eat some snacks....eat lunch.....lazying around....take a nap.....play some games.....eat some fresh fruits.....eat dinner with family/relatives for like 4 hours......take a shower and then sleep......
and in ADDITION...because I dont have to worry about school and shit like that.....I have ZERO stress....when I am not stressed.....I sleep early....get up early....everyday is carefree...life is truly comfortable here!!
no matter how much I miss my big house in US....I dont want to go back man...= =.....college life is scaring the crap out of me! (plus I did like 1 percent of the summer reading....not counting the essay that I have to write...= =
---------------------
yesterday I went to my REAL hometown...the place where my dad grew up......to visit my uncle's family...and most importantly....my grandma's grave......
it is a really REALLY poor village....I cant imagine anyone spending their life there!...no wonder my dad studied his ass off to be the first one going to college in his HS!......"get the heck out of this stinky place" is the villagers' motto.....
I visited that place four times in my life.....I dont exactly remember the first two times because I was so little....but the third time was a really horrifying experience for me....the bathroom is.....HORRIBLE......yes...it is a HOLE....a normal thing in China....there are even holes in Japan....but.....the hole....is filled with my FAVORITE thing: POOPS!!!!....and flies' babies......OH MY GOD.....the poops are all stacked together and they are out to get you (or your butt--Unko's fav...maybe we can write a BL novel based on that~) I always have nightmares that one day I will just faint and fall into the hole....then I will suffocate by choking on everyone's poos....Q__Q....
so YEAH...this time I told my dad....that I REFUSE to use that shitty bathroom......my bladders can go to hell.....so my dad and I ended up living in a hotel.....thank god....they have clean toilets!
enough with my poopy talk.....I am getting serious here.....
yesterday we also visited my other uncle....(he is my grandpa's first wife's daughter's husband...my grandma is his second wife) I felt really sad about his situation.....all of his three children are really rich by now.....they even have cars and stuff...but the dad's wife died.....and he is taking cared by his mom (she is 85 now!).....his children are all minding their own businesses....and no one is by his side.....his house is shabby....really really bad....a lot worse than my grandma's house....when we visited he is all by himself....it was a really sad sight to witness.....this man worked so hard to pay for his children's college tuition.....and now....his children are living well in the cities.....he still remains in this poor villege house.....living with his old mom who needs care herself too....seriously....what the FUCK are his children thinking?....how can they live with their hearts at content when their own DAD is suffering at the same time?....why dont they bring the old man to their houses?...or remodel his house and hire someone to take care of them?.....AHHHH.....this poor guy feeded his children for nothing......I felt really bad for him.....I was pretty close with his daughter....now I dont like her anymore.....a person who doesnt know how to treat their own parents well is not a human AT ALL!!!....
today we visited my grandma's grave...this is the first time my dad came to see her after she died.....everything was calm until my dad started talking.....it was heartbreaking.....I have never seen my dad like that before.....he was crying really hard....his voice was shaking too....and I cried with him....it was impossible not to cry when anyone sees a grown-up man weeping like a little boy.......he asked why my grandma didnt wait for him to come back.....he said he was never by her side because of his job......and then he asked my grandma to come with him to America so he can take care of her......it was really really sad.....my uncle, aunt, and cousin....everyone was tearing up.....I was hugging my dad the entire time to support him.....but he was still crying......and wont leave the grave......he told me that I wont have a grandma (nai nai) anymore...and he wont have parents anymore.....he is now an orphan......I then thought about how I will eventually face this too....how my other grandma...and my parents will also leave me...this time....I really hate the idea of growing up.....I dont want to see the people beside me aging.....their lives fading away.....sometimes I hope that I can be the first one to die......so I dont have to suffer the pain of losing my loved ones.....I am a weak-minded person....I am a coward......I dont want to face what everyone else had faced in their lives.......
death is a word that has always seemed far away for me....but now....I realized....I will have to face it....very soon....my grandma (on my mom's side) is getting old.....and my dog...she is really old too....I dont know if this time.....will be the last time I see them........when I think about that....I dont know how I will react....I dont think I can take it.....the death of a fictional charactetr has left a scar in my heart forever.....the death of my OWN family?.....the ones who always cherished me...brought joy in my life?......you have to be kidding me....maybe I will end my own life with them.....haha.....this is very possible.....afterall.....I am a person who is scared of tomorrow.....I want to stay in the past.....the good old time when everyone was alive and happy....when my grandpa and grandma were holding me.....when my parents were young and passionate.....when I had nothing to worry about......when.....
I know...this is all a sweet dream that will never come true......life has to move on.....I cant dwell in the past.....old generation fades away.....new generation rises.....this is the cycle of life.....no one can change that....
sometimes I wish that I was not that close with my family....or anyone on earth....then I wont be that sad when they leave me......I can die alone....and no one will be weeping for me......I wont have to worry about how everyone will live when I die........
haha....life is fair in this way...isnt it?....you either live a happy life with a good family....but you have to see those people leaving you all alone in the world.......or you live a crappy life with no one around.....then you wont face the tragedies in life.....and you wont have to worry about anything when you die......
.......= = I am getting too pessimistic here again.....and my fecking neck hurts because the computer screen is too low....anyways....going to sleep now~
I still have to reply to everyone's comment....><....I dont want to start yet because....yeah there is a lot I want to say~~
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