hmmm

I think the emoness around me is affecting me too.....><


now everything makes me depressed....


it used to be....when I get depressed I draw like a madman or eat everything......
but now I just want to lay on the ground and stare at the white ceiling.....


again, I don't feel like doing anything....not even blinking my eyes.....


why do we need to get up everyday and do things we dont like?
everything seems to be a waste of time and I am just tired of it all......


ughhhh....I dunno why I am typing right now.....my mom just came in after I secretly plugged back in the internet cord and she thought I was doing something not related to school.....while this time I was actually doing scholarship research online......grrrr.......she better not misunderstands me this time cuz it is not common for me to actually do something productive online.....


I am just gonna ramble about Poisonwood Bible right now......I dont know if ppl who told me this book is REALLY good is referring to the RAGE it causes because it is pissing the hell out of me.....


The father needs to die RIGHT NOW...IN THE NEXT PAGE I FLIP TO!!!!!.....I can already predict what is gonna happen....because of this "selfless" "pious" man who treats women as subordinates refused to go back to their home WHERE THEY BELONG......all of his daughters are gonna be eff-ed....the mom is gonna go insane eventually.....the black dudes who are serving them already have things planned out......so the Price can say goodbye to their house.......whatever happenes.....this family is EFF-ED!!!!!!......I can already see who is gonna die in the end.....I like Adah the most out of all four girls and she is gonna die because I like her....hahaha.....prove me wrong!!! honestly all of the others girls are really.....mean?bitchy?.....maybe I can understand Adah's feeling of being an outsider because I had similar experiences......I dont really like the mom either.....it is because of women like her that the husbands always rule the house.....she seems more afraid of the dad than her daughters......oh and Leah....dude this girl has father-complex......I understand her dad is the only man available in her house....but come on....why that ugly old fart? turn to your twin sister!!!!TWINCEST!!!!!...Okay I am going to far.....but anyways I dont like Leah......doesnt give a shit about her twin sister.....Adah needs love...T A T......by some reason while I was reading Poisonwood Bible I can totally imagine this books turning into an anime.....Rachel is the typical whiny blonde who spends most of her time painting her nails, Leah is the hot-blooded townboy who always happens to be the (annoying) main character, Adah is the misfortunate, silent twin who never gets any attention because of certain defects, and Ruth-May is the evil loli who laughs hysterically when ppl/animals die......the mom? YANDERE.....she will turn into one one day.....I can see it coming......


OH GOD....I rambled A LOT.....wow I am not depressed anymore....hahahahahahaha.....my mood-swings are scary.......


gahhhh....nvm....I remembered something and I am depressed again.....screw everything!!!!!!!.....

AHHHHHHH....!!!!

Gundam 00's second season is FINALLY OVER!!!!....HOORAY!!!I was so happy during the entire episode IMAGINING THE FMA THAT WILL AIR NEXT WEEK!!!!!...


honestly....00's second season is SO NOT EXCITING....the battle scenes are just whatever.....there arent any epic death scenes....and the romantic stuff they try to pull off between Lyle and Anew just didnt work for me.....and most importantly.....WTF...Graham's role in this season is nothing but a joke....I was hoping him to do something MEANINGFUL in the last episode but he appeared for like 1 second....oh and Tieria...LMAO....he becomes C.C. in the end....HAHAHAHAHAHA....the ending overall is nothing special....bad guys die...good guys live....everyone understands each other.....ppl get married...the heroes fight on.....


but I was PISSED about one thing...


THEY GET A MOVIE IN 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....


WAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII....!!!!...AGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!.....(CG didnt get this treatment...actually all my fav. works done by Sunset didnt get this......AHHH!!!!!!....I am not happy...when will this shit be over.....>_____>


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thank god I watched SKIP BEAT!'s last episode after this....


AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!....I am a happy person again!!!!!!!.....


TSURUGA IS SO CUTE TSURUGA IS SO CUTE TSURUGA IS SO CUTE TSURUGA IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!....


Katsuyuki Konish's voice IS LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....OH MY GOD....I think I died when Tsuruga sighed...SOOOO CYOTTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....


This show is awesome awesome awesome awesome.....<333333333333333


Must read the manga must read the manga must read the manga.....


OH MY GOD!!!...ITS APRIL!!!!!!!!!!!!....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


AMBER IS SUPER EXCITED!!!!!!!

The WORST spring break EVER!!!!

I dont know what happened but today is freaking Friday.....I felt like I did absolutely NOTHING this whole week!


I went to art class last Friday...Disneyland Sat. with my cousin...art classes on Sun....studying for the permit test on Mon and Tues...took the test on Wed.....stalking CC the whole day on Thursday...and today...oh my precious FRIDAY....


SOOO...yesterday I heard rumors that CERTAIN university's decision comes out today at 5....as a result I couldnt sleep last night and dreamt a million times that I got rejected.....I must have made up a million different ways of starting a rejection letter.....in the end I decided that if I see the words "Thank you for applying..." then I am eff-ed....


Today I couldnt concentrate on my homework and my heart was pounding like crazy.....I had never felt that nervous in my life....not even during my SAT/AP tests.....I started refreshing my e-mail from 3.....and its 12:10 now....guess what? I am still refreshing that stupid mail box......I kinda gave up now because no admission officers would still stay at office during this hour....and I dont expect anything during the weekend either......I felt extremly retarded right now.....A WHOLE GOOD FRIDAY IS WASTED FOR NOTHING!!!!....I couldve used that time to finish my Stats extra credit...or read Poisonwood Bible....GRRRRRR......OR start on my calc packet.....


I am very screwed for the next 5 days.....I have a french group project to do tomorrow and art classes for the whole day on Sunday....I kinda wonder when the hell I will have time to finish my homework...:/


GAHHHHHH....next week is gonna be the week of DOOM....and WHY IS WEDNESDAY APRIL FOOLS?!!!.......I dont wanna open a letter that reads "Congratulations!........JUST KIDDING...HAHA...April fools!"


Dude....I just realized I am really screwed right now.....I did absolutely NO homework OH MY GRANDPA IN HEAVEN!!!!!......MAL is no longer addictove....nor is anime/game.....CC is like the most addictive place for me right now.......AIYYAAAAAAAAAA.......I REALLY HATE WAITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUFUFUFUFUFU....

I got into www.stanfordrejects.com today...:D

To buy, or not to buy...

I deleted like everything on my memory stick pro duo (2GB) in order to fit the FF Dissadia game that I just downloaded....but....it still doesnt fit....I hate how the memory stick says its 2GB but in reality its only like 1.5 GB.....


I am tired of deleting all of my games/videos/pictures/music in order to play a new game....so I want to buy a bigger memory stick....I was checking on Ebay....I am shocked at how cheap the 16 GB ones are....I mean I bought my 2G like 3 years ago for 100 bucks in Bestbuy! (or 50? I dont remember)...how can the 16 G cost only 26 dollars with free shipping....there are also some that are like 0.6 dollars....WTF...they are all from China too....knowing the bootlegs over there....I am scared that I will buy a fake....I noticed all of those 16 gigs are from one seller....hmmmmm.....are these memory sticks usually come from China or what?.....AHHHHH....I want to play the game SO BAD!!!!.....


ummm...just checked Bestbuy's website....the largest they have is 4 GB......soooo.....what does that mean? they only have 16 GBs in China? 16 GBs dont exist at all and everything (including the buyer's feedback) is scam?...


GAHHHH...this is driving me crazy....please leave me your honest opinions on this issue before I throw my PSP on the wall.....

GAHHH..I love Falcom...

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this game looks just like every other RPG game at first glance...but once you play it...you will fall in love with its amazing graphics, beautiful BGM and SUPER MOE CHARACTERS!!!!


Falcom never dissapoints...man..ZWEI!! IS SO AWESOME!!!...


The boy has a fluffy tail that wiggles as he runs...fufufufu...so cute....the girl is really stupid and self-centered that I was shocked to find her to be the older one.....(and darn it I named her "Ambi" in the beginning)....the best part is the pet....OH MY GOD!!!!!!....WHY SO MOE~!!!!!!!!!....


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I chose the cat that looks like a tiger....~<3....when it meows....AHHHHHHH....SOOO MOEE!!!!....I WANT ONE!!!!!


GAHHHH...why are cats so much cuter than dogs in ACG?!!!!....the dog in the game is super ugly/stupid looking.....


I just started the game so I cant comment on the story yet....but based on Falcom's reputation I dont think it will be bad either.....so far I am really amazed by the pretty graphics......it just makes me happy to run around in the forest and hit cute monsters...hahaha....it is really enjoyable to listen to the BGM while staring at the awesome background....


ohhh....another thing I really like about this game is the battle system....NO MORE TURN-BASED THANK GOD!!!!!......It is really easy too...just right-click like crazy.....


but I think Zwei!! is hard without a walkthrough.....it took me forever to move the mushroom WITH a walkthrough.....and when I finally succeded...I died.....>___>.....ummmm...yeah....I heard this game is hard.....


anyways....I need to study for the driving test now.....><...lemme see...still have 50 more pages to read? ZUT!

SHOUJOSHOUJOSHOUJO

I am trying to catch up on shoujo manga now...


I watched 3 episodes of LoveCom!!...their accents are really funny....I think I will stop watching the anime and read the manga instead....I feel that the animation quality is just....not so good....and the manga seems much prettier....but at the same time I will miss their accent...>___>


Just finished downloading Zwei and FFD....ughhhhh....too many games to play....>___>...so NOT studying for the driving test tomorrow LOL

.....I am speechless....

00's ep. 24 is just................


WOAH....


the whole episode Setsuna is yelling "I WANT CHANGE!!!!!"


and I feel like wearing an Obama T-shirt....


I cant believe Tieria DIED...but at the same time I feel like he's gonna come back in the final episode....his death is not epic enough for his popularity....


This episode is so LAME...ALL OF A SUDDEN.....everyone somehow "understood" each other....OH...it is TOTALLY fine that you killed my parents....I understand...I understand....>___>...the only good thing that happened here is that red mustache FINALLY DIED!!!!...AHAHAHAHAHAHA....his death is way overdue.....but where is GRAHAM?!!!!.....


cant wait til the final episode...man~~~....because FMA Remake is right after that NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!...COME!!! SPRING!!!!

the most amusing thing in this world....

I think Axis Powers Hetalia is the funniest manga I've ever seen....

-every- strip makes me want to scream my lungs out and bang my head on the wall....

SO EPIC...the mangaka is truly a genius....who else can make history so freaking amusing??!!!!.....

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LMFAOOOO @ the book England is reading....

JAPAN!!!!...AHAHAHAHAHAHA....why am I not surprised that you are also a supporter of Prop 2D?

AHHHH....I didnt get what Greece is saying until I saw the next strip....

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 I never know Greece is the first in "most frequent to have @^#%&@ in the world"....

I love China's reaction LOL

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 OH MY GOD....I LOVE SPAIN & ROMANO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....

Spain is such a homo pedo!!!!...LMAO....and Romano...I LOVE his tsundereness!!!!!!so cute!!!!

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 America you butthead!!!!!....WHY DONT YOU JUST WARM HIM UP!!!!!!..GAHHH!!!!!!

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 and lastly....Nii nii makes a wonderful trap<33333....oh...and Korea you little pervert fufufufufu.....

SKIP BEAT EP.24

OH MY GOD...OH MY GOD...OH MY GOD....


I CANT WAIT FOR THE LAST EPISODE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....


REN IS SOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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I LOVE BLACK HAIR....... Isn't he pretty?

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WAHHHHHHH.....My heart was shot with an arrow when I saw him blushing.... Be Kyouko's wife already....Ren!!!!!!!.....You are so adorable

I want this SOOOO BAADDDDDD....

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the limited edition of R2's last volume set.....


CLAMP...I worship thy!!!!!......


SOOOOO FREAKING GORGEOUS...!!!!....It is better than the 250 dollars CluClu drawing by Kimura IMO.....CLAMP did a really good job this time.....Lulu actually looks like him lol....I also like how Nunnally is a box away from Lulu nyahahahaha....GJ..Rolo......ohhh....I think it is kinda funny how Lulu looks like such a seme in the picture....when in reality C.C. would be the seme haha.....but yeah....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......I HAVE TO GET THIS..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I didnt get the chance to pre-order the limited edition for S1....but this time I AM NOT GOING TO MISS THE CHANCE AGAIN!!!!


Anyone knows where I can pre-order this set other than Amazon,jp??....I really dont want to spend 40 dollars on shipping.....but if that is the only way....then I will beg my parents.....


GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...........I WAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNTTTTTTTTTTTTTT THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

OHHH OOHHH OHHHH!!!

http://juiz.jp/special/#/trailer/


Eden of the East looks freaking awesome....
Production I.G. with (pretty) character designs....the director is the guy from Ghost in the Shell and Seirei no Moribito....WOOT!!...


I saw the trailer and...WOW....the Akira dude REALLY reminds me of Morita....(esp. when he waves at the girl without any clothes on...LMAO)...the girl looks like a hagu-sized Ayumi...LOL...I also saw that creepy uncle....BAWWWW....I miss H&C.....


everything looks perfect....animation (the background is pretty!), music, and character designs....
If this show fails then I will cut my head off.....

EDIT:
WHAT??"OASIS" is doing the OP?
WUUUUUTTTT???!!!!!!!!!!!!....

I hate school....why do we even have schools NOW?

Last year I laughed @ the seniors who had senioritis....I thought it was ridiculous and I didnt understand why would ppl slack off that much in senior year...


but when it is my turn...UGHHH....I just want to go to college already.....who cares about AP exams? I didnt even buy the AP review books yet....last year around this time....I was so studious.....I bugged my English teacher everyday and made her read the essays that I assigned to myself.....now I dont do any of my homework.....and just BS things when I have to turn them in.....my lack of sleep is entirely due to watching anime everyday.......and endless craming the day before the test....


This week....I received some of the WORST grades I've ever had in my high school career.....
Gov't->FAIL..
BC->FAIL
Stats->FAIL FAIl FAIL FAIL FAIL...EPIC FAILLL!!!!!
dude...I could not believe my eyes when I saw the score on my stats test...is this really MY test?....I know I did bad...but not THAT bad.....AHHHHHHH....I am so depressed today because of that.....I calculated my score and unless I get 100 percents on the next two exams...there seems to be no way to get an A in that class now.....I FUCKING -HATE- THAT CLASS....Calc and Gov't are making me really nervous too...I dont want another B...and right now....I might get 3 B's on my report card.....AHHHHHH....FML!!!!!!!....I am going to get rescinded....T____T


Senioritis is a disease....it struck me hard this semester......now I have to concentrate...CONCENTRATE!!!!!!!....can't fail anymore.....I dont want all of my hardworks in my HS life to be wasted because of ONE effing semester....


oh and....I REALLY HATE MARCH AND WILL HATE APRIL.....I am shaking all over now....what if I get rejected to blah blah college?!!!.....<--thats ALL I think about right now.....


the situation right now is......ppl who I thought would get in got in....but ppl who I didnt think so got in too....I thought those schools are hard....just WTFFF....so UNFAIR.....yeah today is just not a good day and I am very depressed that I dont feel like doing ANYTHING......


I just want to go to sleep...but my dad will get mad at me if I mess up my biological clock again....ughhhh....


CANNOT WAIT TO GRADUATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

APH EP 8

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just...what is this?...did America-kun write this?haha....how do they even get it on the show? does that mean the whole condom story is gonna be shown too?


Germany is sadistic and he has weird magazines that involve "dogs"....oh and he is also into bondage.....LMFAOOOOOO......(do Germans really...into that kind of stuff?)


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AWWW...poor UK....TVT....I dont like your cooking either but I LIKE YOU!!!!<333.....so cute<3


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WHYYY........WHYYYYY.....WHYYYYYY ARE YOU SO CUTE HRE?!!!!!.....AHHHHHHHHH.......


WE NEED MORE ALLIES!!!!!!!!!!!!! (COUGH CHINA AND RUSSIA COUGH)

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FINALLY finished watching the last episode of KARAS....by some reason I dont remember anything from this show except there is a cool loli and a hot black-haired dude that turns into batman Karas....ummmmm....I remember I was watching the third episode with my guy cousin in China.....when I was a Freshmen....>___>.....anyhow....after watching the last episode I raised the score I gave this show from a 7 to an 8.....IT IS SOOOOOO


SEXYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....


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AHHHH.....it has the BEST fighting scene EVERRRRRRRRRR.....I was shivering all over while they fought....AHHHHHHHH....soooo effing pretty....with snowflakes and sparkles...!~!!!! I was pretty shocked by how things turned out......the white-haired loli Yukine is EXACTLY my type....reminds me of Yin from Darker than Black.....OMG I love her~~~and the black-haired Otoha....AHHHHHH....SOOOO HOTTTTTT.....><.......this show is GOOD....the animation is gorgeous....I bet Unji will love this show because it also has weird character designs and some gay moments...>___>.....AHHH....I must download the previous episodes and watch them all over again...>___>....this show also introduced Rurutia to me.....yeah it has pretty BGM too<3.....


Today is a day to finish the shows that I put "on-hold":


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so I finished the last ep. of Mai Otome Zwei too....


Okay I almost cried when I heard "Ensei" again in the background and Mashiro's child from Mai Hime appeared......


but WHAT THE FUCAY is wrong with the plot? SHIZURU didnt show up AT ALL in the end....(well she did but she looks retarded)....if all the childs show up...WHY DIDNT KIYOHIME SHOW UP TOO?.....the whole thing is so retarded.....Sunrise is trying too hard to make Otome yuri...it doesnt work...man.....I dont know what they are thinking.....Shizuru won all of the official polls yet they turned her into a stone during the first ep....WTF???....who is the marketing manager? YOU FAIL!!!.....Gimme my yandere Shizuru x tsundere Natsuki BACK!!!!!!!...


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I almost laughed my face off when I saw this scene in the end...."dashing towards the SUNRISE"....good job...SUNRISE....nice symbolism....


so I come to the conclusion that Sunrise fails at making second seasons....Gundam Seed, Gundam 00, Code Geass, Mai Hime....just....WHY??!!!!!.....they ALWAYS break up the popular pairings....or kill off/destroy the most awesome characters in the show.....ARE YOU STUPID? SUNSET?.....cant you see what you do will only cause RAGE, not MONEY?!!!!.......well maybe not....I heard GSD is more successful commericial-wise....>__> but at any rate...maybe Sunrise shouldnt make sequels anymore....


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AHHHH...WHY MUST ALL THE BLACK-HAIRED MEN BE SO HOTTTTTTT....


Ren is so cute...<3333333.....I love him....><.....I hope he will end up with Kyouko.....ehh...no worries...all my favorite pairings end up together in the end.....


there are only two more eps of SKIP BEAT! left....I am sad....I think I will buy the manga after this...><


FUCAY....just checked my grade in Calculus and Amber is failing miserably right now...I did SO BAD in the last test....|||||....I also got a super F on my Gov't quiz last friday.....hmmmm....maybe that means something....


STOP WATCHING ANIME YOU LAZY BUM!!!!!!


I still have to do my gov't homework...and stats homework.......UGH

the happiest day of my life....

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Yayyyyyy!!!!...I finally bought them...><...SO HAPPY!...thanku JUNKO!

the cover for the R2 artbook looks even better in person.....LULU WHY ARE YOU SO BEAUTIFUL.....T A T....now when I stare at your warm eyes I just want to cry.......this drawing is probably my FAVORITE one that's done by Kimura.....everything looks perfect and I especially love the blue sky in the background......Lulu....you sit alone under the vast sky....you are the only one in this world....yes,,,you are the world to me....and you will always be the only one I perceive among this wasteland....


Yeah I just lost all of my shame as a person and confessed again to a 2D character on a public blog......(maybe I should set a password on this blog so only my friends can see my creepiness...)....anyways....LULU AISHIITERU!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....


the Animedia magazine is pretty good too...it is smaller than Animage and NewType...but I don't really mind because THIS COVER REDEEMS -EVERYTHING-......Lulu's earring (on the right ear)+Suzaku's arm+cute C2 in the back=PERFECT....but this drawing is not perfect because Nunnally is in the middle....this girl is so freaking lucky I ENVY HER........dude...seriously...has the BEST brother in the world and the strongest man to protect her for the rest of her life......EVEN has a panda as her pet.....WHAT CAN SHE WISH MORE?....yet she.....GAHHH....yes I HATE HER INCESSANTLY....


If only I can find Clamp's "MUTUALITY" and S1's "illustrations Rebellion" then my life would be complete....


is what I would say before yesterday.....now I have another thing I want to obtain before I die....


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this CluClu drawing is also done by Kimura....SOOOOOO PRETTTYYY!!!!....it is sold in a big frame too...I heard it is printed in a special kind of paint and it wont fade in 30 years.....but THIS THING COSTS 220 DOLLARS.....OH MAIII GRANPA IN HEAVEN,,,,,I could've used that money to buy that expensive 100 dollars Lulu figurine.....NEVERTHELESS....I MUST GET IT....I MUST.....(I hope my Chinese brothers will get the bootleg version of this drawing soon...nyahahahaha.....


another pleasant surprise today.....


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DUN DUN DUN!!!!...


My FIRST doujin!!!!....my dearest friend Rei send all these to me....she collaborated with other friends and produced this Hitman Reborn doujin....it is a shame I never really watched this show so I cant understand the fanfics in it.....|||||......maybe it's time to catch up on Reborn along with Gintama....><......ohhh...she drew the cover too!!....SO PRETTY....(I really like blue!).....and the postcards she send me all have signatures on them....when she becomes famous I will be rich too nyahahahaha.....but yeah....I have no doubt my friend Rei will be famous....she even had her own art exhibition in China already....I wish I have the chance to visit too...T A T....oh btw this is her pixiv account if you want to see how good a 17 years old girl can get.....http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?id=74184&p=1...you need to register tho....how to register: http://danbooru.donmai.us/forum/show/4517


单独写给咒咒的话....
不好意思我又在我朋友面前炫耀你了||||不过我真的好自豪阿....有咒咒这么好的一个朋友.....><....
亲的同人真的看的我泪流满面...里面还有水子千美等人的画也看的我感觉好温暖...!
居然还给我画展的图啦啊啊啊...是因为我上次在你BLOG里说想要画集么?...咒咒哇谢谢你啊啊啊啊啊啊...真是个好娃!!...婆婆真感动!!!!
亲给我的信....真的谢谢你哦....让我看开很多了...恩....反正我现在就是等college decision....之后再想以后怎么办吧.....我也很想minor美术这类的专业....咒咒的大学有消息了么?三月份好难熬哦哦哦哦...
最后还是要再谢谢咒咒..=v=....你给我的作品我会好好珍藏的!

EP. 7 is great...

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I just DIED...DIEEDDDD!!!!....


first America-kun attacked me with his burger eating scene....OH MY GODDDD....I LOVE AMERICA-KUN!!!!!.....I never realized america's worst stereotype--fat ppl eating junk food can be SO MOE!!!!!!!.....he is probably my favorite characte from that show....at least for now......


then South Italy...OHHHHHH MYYYYYYYY GOOOODDDDDDDDD....I never noticed how cute he is in the manga...dude...NI SAN IS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!.....He is so cute so cute so cute so cute so cute.......North Italy is being so mean to him lol.....Romano reminds me a lot of Lulu by some reason.....lol


and at last...yes....the weekly moe attack from Chibitaalia....but this time...it's Holy Roman Empire that murdered me....he shot me DEAD on the ground with a pool of blood (from my nose).....OHHHHHHH MYYYYY GOOOODDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHY ARE YOU SOO CYOOOTE???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......IT IS A CRIME...A SIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......HOLY ROMAN EMPIRE X CHIBITALIA!!!!!!!!!!!...AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



OKAY I JUST HAVE TO SCREAM MY FACE OFF RIGHT NOW SINCE I CANT REALLY RUN AROUND THE HOUSE AT MIDNIGHT.......but yeah....this episode is one of my fav. so far....SOOOOOOO MOEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......


*I havent fangirled this much for a really long time....||||

New manga...

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my mom took my camera away so I have to use the lame camera on my phone....totally sucked...its not even wide enough....


anyways...I got a new haircut today and I also went to get the NANA vol. 18 that I ordered A LONG TIME ago.....also bought 4 new volumes of ALIVE! the final evolution.


I just read four pages of NANA and I AM IN TEARS.....I get the feeling that someone really important died......OH MY GOD....and....AHHHHHH......AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....WHY MUST NANA BE SUCH AN AWESOME MANGA......I think I will ditch my English HW today just reading this....

Fourth entry of the day,,,,

SKIP BEAT IS AWESOME!!!!...

 




probably one of the top five shoujo anime in my heart right now....


the heroine Kyouko kicks ass....she's so cool I LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......I might add her to my fav. characters list later...><....


Ren is awesome too!!!...yay....I love my last name even more now!!!.....


cant believe I watched 9 episodes in a roll....gosh.....I am addicted.....


Third entry of the day...>_ >

NATSUME YUUJINCHOU IS SOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!


I cried my eyes out again.....


I really like how the sequel fits the actual seasons so well...


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I think I am slowly developing a fetish for non-human creatures....
MADARA SAMA IS SO SEXY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......
Madara x Natsume is the OTP in this series...><


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this scene is really pretty and I started crying from there...Okay I admit that I cry REALLY easily....and I like to cry when I see very pretty things.....cherry blossoms are a must see in Japan...too bad I cant go during Spring~~~


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BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW...T 口 T...
such a sad but heart-warming story between youkai and human (again).....
you HAVE to watch this episode...AHHHH.....so touching....!!!!.....I love this series.......I feel so peaceful now....
only four episodes left...NUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!....there will be a third season....RIGHT? RIGHT???

Someone is really screwed in April...

and I thank my Poop God who delivers so many anime in this season of college rejction letters...TVT.....


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anime that I will watch until the very end:


FMA remake
K-ON!


anime that I have high expectation for:


Eden of the East
Basquash!
Pandora Hearts
Ristorante Paradiso
07-GHOST
Hanasekeru Seishounen


NOTE:
I was shocked when I saw the promotion picture for Eden of the East...the mangaka from H&C did the character design....the Akira dude looks exactly the same as Mori-senpai lol....I almost wished she did the writing too....


anime that I hope will turn out good but will probably fail:


Shangri-la
Sengoku BASARA
Senjouno Valkyria
Tears to Tiaria


anime that I dont know what to think of:


Guin Saga
Phantom
Natsu no Arashi


anime that I hope will dissapear from the earth:


Bakugan



P.S.

WHAT THE FUCAY @ the right-hand side of the picture...
DOGS is only an OVA of 2 eps.?!!...How LAME is that? the official website for that is open now...http://annex.s-manga.net/dogs/ the promotion picture looks HORRENDOUS.....sudden flashback of the new Ai no Kusabi picture,,,,AHHHHH...RUIN MORE SHOWS PLEASE!!!!!.....I knew this one is gonna turn out horrible....I dont expect the current animation company to reproduce something as sexy as DOGS anyways....


P.S.2

Sadly....all the CV's for FMA remake changed except for Edo's and Aru's


ウィンリィ・ロックベル:高本めぐみ
ロイ・マスタング:三木眞一郎
リザ・ホークアイ:折笠富美子
アレックス・ルイ・アームストロング:内海賢二
マース・ヒューズ:藤原啓治
ジャン・ハボック:うえだゆうじ
ヴァトー・ファルマン:浜田賢二
マリア・ロス:名塚佳織
キング・ブラッドレイ:柴田秀勝
スカー:三宅健太
ラスト:井上喜久子
グラトニー:白鳥哲
エンヴィー:高山みなみ
ゾルフ・J・キンブリー:吉野裕行
アイザック:山寺宏一


ughhh...too lazy to find the english names for all of them....anyways....sad sad day.....

It must be fun up in Heaven

I am always puzzled by one thing about religion...


there are different Gods in each religion...if they all live in heaven....then they must have parties all the time.....I wonder if Jesus hang out with Buddha often....but seriously....if all the Gods in all religions DO exist...then who rule in heaven? hey!!....maybe they have elections too....~~who are the voters? Clouds and rainbows?


In this situation....I wonder if the religious ppl will claim their Gods are the superior ones?....then it is really hard to accept other religions (which we are SUPPOSED to do) and at the same time believe in your own.....because...for example.....the God in Christianity created human race....while the Goddess in the Chinese culture made us humans out of dirt......which is the true version?maybe the God and the Goddess had a race on who is the fastest in making humans.... seriously....What is the point of learning science if they TRULY believed Gods created everything?.....won't the students question?


Sadly...religion has been the cause of MANY conflicts/massacres throughout history.....I thought religion supposed to bring virtues out of ppl....what happened? Why can't we just accept the fact that we are different and we have different views of the world? People are so stubborn....I remember in Freshmen year some guy asked me what is my religion and I said I am not religious....he was so shocked and looked at me like I am an alien....- - and here I thought America is a free country.....recently my friend told me that her friend tries to convert her to another religion while she has her own religion already.....just WOW....even if I am not religous....at least I try to respect what others believe in.....


another question....how should I describe myself when I don't believe in Gods but I do believe in ghosts? the last time I checked Atheism denies the existence of supernatural beings....><.....by some reason I think the existence of ghosts is more believable....maybe because the underworld is cooler and I can have free human jerkies....

FUCAY...I LOVE APH...

I've been fangirling for the past five hours......- U -


APH IS SO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....


oh my god....America x Britain is so freaking cute!~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........AHHHHHHHH...AHHHHHHHHHHH.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and it just occured to me...that while Korea is the Asian version of Italy....Britain is the European version of China!!!!!!!!.......Both of them raised two kids (Britain: Canada+America, China: Japan+Korea) but when their kids grew up....the "parents"/"brothers" become ukes and the little ones become semes.....AHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!!!!!!.....><....LOVE FOR BRITAIN GOES UP BY 100 POINTS!!!!!!....


I have NEVER seen a show where I just LOVE EVERYBODY...-EVERY- -SINGLE- CHARACTER.....I don't even know who I like more anymore......they are all so unique and cute in their own ways....the mangaka is a genius....!!!!.....


I demand the chibi figurines RIGHT NOW!!!!....I WANT ALL OF THEMMMMMM!!!!!!


P.S. I need to stop looking at APH fanarts....cant stop screaming to myself..."ITS SO CUTEEEE!!!"

T V T

Recently I have been in FMA mode....I listened to FMA's OSTs again and I AM IN TEARS when I listened to Bratja (brothers)....


THE BEST ANIME INSERT SONG E-VER!!!!......Russian is so pretty....><.....I feel so nostalgic right now....





Brothers
Chorus: VERA
Lyrics: Seiji Mizushima, Tatiana Naumova
Composition: Michiru Oshima


Forgive me, younger brother!
I am so guilty before you.
It is forbidden to try to regain
That which the land has taken.


He who knows the Law of Genesis,
Would have helped me to find the answer.
I was cruelly mistaken:
There is no medicine against death.


Dear mama! How tender!
We so loved you.
But all our strength
Was for naught.


I tempted you
With wonderful hope
To regain our family hearth.
My brother, I am guilty in everything.


Don’t cry, don’t be saddened, older brother!
You are not the guilty one.
We have but one road,
We will atone for this guilt ’til the end.


I don’t accuse you of anything.
And I am not offended in the least.
A burden, our sin
Of wanting to be stronger in everything.


Dear mama! How tender!
We so loved you.
But all our strength
Was for naught.


I myself was tempted
With wonderful hope
To regain our family hearth.
I myself am guilty in everything.


But what are we to do, how to be?
How to repair everything, how to forget?
It is forbidden to try to regain,
That which the land has taken.


又泪目了哇哇哇!!!!....一直,一直,他们都在一起。背负着自己的罪,对方的罪,别人的罪。直到最后,他们还是毫不犹豫的牺牲自己的生命,为了给予最爱的对方幸福。这对兄弟之间的牵绊是在戏中没有任何人可以比拟的,就算是Winry也一样...因为他们在一起经历的太多了...所以我对剧场版的结局很满意...就算和Roy, Winry等人没有办法生存在同一个世界,但是这对兄弟却可以继续他们新的旅程。只要有对方在,甚么事情都可以实现吧?因为他是我最爱的,唯一的兄弟阿...


I think it is from this show that I became such a bro-con......lol.....Kyoudai-ai FTW!!!!!!!!.....


I didnt know there's an English ver. before....how lame....I just listened to it on youtube....Vic actually did a pretty good job of it....but still cannot compare with the purity of voices of the Russian children...><.....children's voices are always better than adult men/women's squeaking IMO....


dude....I even found an old fanart I drew for this show (actually thats all I drew during that time...2005? I think....kinda like how all I draw right now is CG ....It seems that I can't like multiple shows at one time.....)


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LOL...this is probably one of the best ones I drew....||| I sucked so bad before....||||....all the proportions are wrong.....all my drawings are chibis.....T T I FAIL...!!!!....


Now I feel like drawing FMA fanarts again~~~.....this time maybe I should try to draw someone other than Edo....OTL.....


I am super excited for April 10th....WOOT!....manga's plot supposed to be a lot better than the anime version....Bone's top notch animation quality+FMA's superior manga plot=AWESOMENESS!!!!


FWAHHHHH...I. CAN. NOT. WAIT!!!!!!!......the only thing I am rather concerned right now is the music.....I wonder if they will have OPs/EDs/OSTs as awesome as the first season?....oh and the seiyuus for the rest of the cast....PLEASE KEEP THE ORIGINAL ONES!!!!!!.....

WHAT THE HELL....

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The cover for the new Sound Variety Drama CD....


for a minute I couldn't believe my eyes....is this really official???.....I saw this cover when I was reading a thread raging about the ending of that "official" novel......L.M.F.A.O.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....it fits so well!!!!!!!!!!!


Lulu: "JUST KIDDING!!!!".....<--I can totally imagine Leopard doing that....


EDIT: R18....-> rated R...18+?!!!!!!!!!!!!!....LOL


EDIT 2: anyone has any ideas how come all of the hearts are gone for my pet?!!!!....I click on him everyday....I am sad now...; _ ;

SO PIASED

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RAGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!....


effing Code Geass is making me rage 5 months after it ended....WHY....W.H.Y.?!!!


I talked about that stupid official novel on the previous thread....today I saw more details of that last volume and now I am PISSED!!!!....


since there are like no Lulu fans I can talk to I will talk to my own blog....Yummy Poop kun!


SO...in the last volume of the "official" novel....Lulu killed 80 million civilians using gas chambers and other kinds of executions....during the scene in ep. 24 where Lulu and C.C. supposed to hug/kiss before Kallen butt in, they actually kissed in the novel......and before Zero Requiem....he told C.C. to tell Nunnally to take care of herself and ask Suzaku to find C.C. if she has any problems.....in the end....it is strongly hinted that the cart-driver is Lulu....


I know it's rude to say this but.....WHAT THE FUCK!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!....


This is exactly why I HATE the cart-driver ending....SOUNDS ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!......


The novelist has portrayed Lulu as negatively as he could in the S1 novels already....and now....he even went as far as depicting him as no one else but that notorious HITLER?!!!!!......


HOW THE HELL WILL NUNNALLY FORGIVE HIM WHEN HE KILLED THAT MANY INNOCENT PEOPLE??....


and in the end he just passed all the responsibilities to Nunnally and Suzaku....and ran off with C.C.????


in the ORIGINAL, AUTHENTIC story, Lulu imprisoned those ppl who he claimed he has executed, and they were all released after the Zero Requiem......I dont know who is this Lelouch person that novelist is talking about....I dunno that dude....he is probably Light with a new hair dye.....


what makes me even madder is how some CluClu/LC fans are all like "YAY!!!...they KISSED!!....MUST get this awesome novel!!! cart-driver ending FTW!!!!".....


= ___, =.....this is exactly why I am reluctant to categorize myself as a CluClu fan....I am more of a Lulu fan than a CluClu fan....I care more about Lulu as an individual than his relationship with C.C.......sure...I would LOVE to see another kiss scene between them....but not when Lulu has to lose his morals and value as a character....I will probably just read the part where they kissed and burn rest of the book....lol....


but seriously.....WHY THE F WOULD THEY HIRE A LULU HATER TO WRITE THEIR OFFICIAL NOVELS ANYWAYS??.....The three official mangas for this series are hilarious too.....while in one the mangaka is clearly a Kallen fangirl, in Suzaku of the Counterattack, Lulu got one of his eyes poked out and Panda got murdered by Geass-zaku......in the other spin-off....the nightmare of Nunnally.....Zero is so buff that he reminds me of Batman from the Dark Knight......then in the end it is revealed that C.C. is actually the person inside...wtf.......Sunset is asking for bombs!!!...


I don't know what to do with the two "official" novels I have on my shelf...should I burn it along with my college rejection letters+SAT/AP books, or should I rip the books apart and just keep all the drawings?.....to burn or not to burn, this is the question~


Okay I am done raging and I shall go back to my homework....||||

00 S2 ep. 21

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!....


This episode is SO entertaining....I lol'd three times...


1. Princess Marina reminds me of the Euphie before that certain incident....but Marina is more useless.....and more ugly......If the ending is really gonna be her LAME song bringing peace to the world then I will give this season a 4.....speaking of her song....I accidentally downloaded it today.....I have never been disgusted this much when listening to a song before.....I hate goddess-like characters.....their "innocence" gives me shivers...


2. Redhead Nena FINALLY DIED!!!!!....HOORAYY!!!!.....I was waiting for this moment for AGES!!!!!....there is justice in this show afterall....I am SOOO HAPPY!!!!!!....too bad I had to witness Nii-san's death again....his imouto Wang Liu Mei is SO SELFISH it is disgusting.....I have no sympathy for her at all.....


3. Graham finally meets Setsuna in person!!!!....."this feeling surpasses both love and hate, this is our destiny!!".....Graham..GJ!!!!....YOU ARE AWESOME!!!!!...........AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA......they fought "vigorously"...*COUGHGahamisthesemeCOUGH*.....and in the end....they meet each other in their own little personal space....while being completely NAKED....AHAHAHAHAHA....this is what Gundam is all about since SEED....ppl cant keep their clothes on.....Gundam 00's season 1 is awesome because of all of these yaoi undertones...seriously...><....now we finally get these things back again.....thank god Anew died and Marie returned to Soma.....I hate dramas in this show....


P.S. Lockoff fails!!!!!....

SCREW IT ALL

My CG S1 novel 2 arrived couple days ago....I didnt even finish the first one....the translation is really awkward....and I dont like how Nunnally always calls Lelouch by his name instead of "Onii-sama"....I remember I was really mad when the novelist changed the reason why Suzaku killed his dad--he wants to protect Nunnally from marrying his old ugly dad.....AHHHH....while in the real show....it is Lulu who prevented this marriage from happening by trading "something" with him...*coughhisvirginitycough*....


CG's official novels for R2 are even worse...I read the Chinese translated ones online...and they are basically centered around Nunnally...again...who cares about that useless devil? I WANT MORE CLUCLU STORIES!!.....I just saw how the novelist changed the ending of R2 in the novel too.....AHHHHHH....SO FREAKING PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....totally destroyed Lulu's image!!!!!!!!.......I can tell this author REALLY hates Lulu....I am not buying these useless novels anymore!!!!!.......LIES!!ALL LIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I heard rumors on 2ch about how CG used to have season 3 planned.....but because of the EXTREMELY low TV ratings...Sunrise canceled the plan....


FUCAY TOI!!!!!!!!!!!! SUNRISE!!!!!!!!......


the original plan gives a really good explanation of Suzaku's inhuman spinning ability and his relation to Geass......it sounds so interesting......WHY DID YOU CANCEL IT?!!!.....who gives a shiat about TV ratings? don't you get all ur $ from DVD sales anyways?


AHHHHHHH....WAIIIIIIIII.....if they didnt cancel the plan then I would have another season of CG to look forward to after the lame 00 S2......my April would be perfect!!!!...T ^ T