It is this time of the year again...

ANIMU WATCHING ON HIATUSSSSSSSSSS......

well....not REALLY....I will still finish Aoi Bungaku because I think I understand how come JP ppl are suicidal now....:< there isnt any postive message in their classic literature...WTF?!!....everybody in every story ends up killing themselves...=_______=....SUBARASHIII~!

but seriously I am so tired of animu now...ughhh....maybe its just because this season sucks.....I decide not to continue watching Tegami Bachi because the manga is so much nicer and by some reason the story seems lame in the animu version.....Kimi ni Todoke....=_____= well....its alright....too lazy to watch it...Sasameki Koto is still my Korean Shin Ramen show.....Darker than Black 2...ughhh....= =||||||

I guess my heart just died...:< I feel nothing when I watch animu now....I dont care what happen to the characters at all.......|||||||....OTL and it generally feels like a waste of my precious time with each episode I watched....

I might come back when the new season comes....but for now....I shall...

WATCH MOVIESSSSSSSS<3333333

AHH~~...so I watched Gone with the Wind and V for Vendetta this weekend...<3 both films are excellent....

I really like Scarlett in Gone with the Wind....I admire her courage and optimism....she can be a bit selfish and unkind at times....but she stood her principles and kept her promises......NOTHING will stop her......SHE IS JUST SO COOL...okay?....and she is so gorgegous~~~~~I love her look~~~<3 I am totally gay for her...muhahahaha...:3

V for Vendetta.....my first reaction after the film: this will NEVER be released in China ahahaa....all of their anarchist ideals are too dangerous for Pandaland~....but I LOVED it...to make it clear...I am NOT an Anarchist....but V is awesome and his ideals WORK in his time period....for the first time ever I FELL IN LOVE WITH A VOICE.....V's voice is so damn sexy <3.....I love this kind of weird characters/people in real life....= U = the plot is damn intense yo....WHY IS AMERICAN COMIC SO MUCH MORE EPIC THAN JAPANESE MANGO?!!!....if it is drawn a little gayer I would be a comic nerd..><;

Films that I need to finish:

Chinatown
Farewell My Concubine

Films that I need to watch:

Amelie
Sixth Sense
Breach

Drama I need to finish/start:

Dexter season 2
24 season 1
White Collar
House
Lost (?)

as you can tell from my list I am mostly interested in Suspense/Mystery thriller shows >:3

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ALSO....WTF happened to me I dont listen to JP music anymore.....||||||||

I think I am not only tired of animu but also the idea of Japanland in general...OTZ.....

right now I am more interested in American indie, British pop and French rock than J-anything......

and WTFWTF....I dont find JP men hot anymore....BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.......IT IS ALL THEIR MAKE-UPS AND MEGGINGS AND MAN BRAS' FAULT....T___T

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OTL I guess everyone goes through certain phases....

now I am into old white men who are over the age of 35.....ahahahahahaaaaaa.....

>___> WTF happened to me I would like to know....

but...


BRETT ANDERSON old
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BRETT ANDERSON IS TEH FUCKING SEX
OH MY GOD WHY ARE YOU SO HAWTTTTTTTTTT.........
>/////////< and how can you NOT be gay ahhh what a waste....;___;

ONE thing, however, never changed.....MY DARK HAIR FETISH....<3

My roommate arrived yestersday and so did this

Okay so in my last two purchases....I got Ayumi for a really good price+quality from myfigurinecollection.net's seller....and the APH figurines turned out to be bootlegs and I wrote a bad review on that seller on Ebay....

this time I pre-ordered + bought my baby directly from the Japanese store AmiAmi online when it becomes available...

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BOX....EMS is fast man (and EXPENSIVE)...it took about 2 business days to get here from Japanland...

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OPENS....oh I wonder whats inside....

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....
the box is so PRETTTTYYYYYYYYYY<333....I screamed inside because my roomie and her friendo were in the room...

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OHHH.....10 boxes~~

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this photo doesnt show but the little boxes are so pretty....they are freaking sparkling too,,,,

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and the frist one that I opened is....SHIKI......=D I love my life....

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the one that follows is...AKIRA!!!!,,,,,oh my fecking dear god I got the SPECIAL EDITION Akira....I feel so speciall<333

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The cards that came with the figures....the Akira one has"special" instruction attached...~

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All of themmm...too lazy to take pictures of them all haha..my camera sucks anyways

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ohhh..<3....sexy uke faceoff! sorry Youji you lose here....you wear too much clothes....

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Do you want two cheeseburgers?
* you can see my burger England, rose Russia and tomato Japan in the back.....ahahaa....the quality is so bad compared to the authentic ones|||||

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Konoe's daddy is so fecking moe...I love him<3

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now...time for my favorite figurine of all.....AKIRAAAAAAAA.....his shirt is transparent....oh gawd.....>///<....what a slutty face~!!!

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Shiki: Akira....take off your shirt...
Akira: ehhh???....right now.....? >///////<
Shiki: Do I need to do it for you?
Akira: ahhh....noooo......okay....

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Akira: ahhhhh....this is so embarrassing,,,,
Shiki: hmmmmmmm....~...nice view....now turn the other way around.....

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Akira: ..........Sh...Shiki?
Shiki: ...........*stares*

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now for some close shots of naked Akira~~~!!!! (to be honest this is the best part of this whole figurine set ahahaa)

I fangirled SO HARD when I saw the piercing on his belly button that Shiki gave him....omg....this is the smex....mannnnn....so detailed (various parts).....<3

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Akira's little butt~!!! very round...I dare you to touch it!!! *gets cut open by Shiki*

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another view....omg Akira why are you so cute<33333333333

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Akira: please be gentle with me~~<3

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man now I am 100 % positive that Akira is the sexiest Uke Nitro+ ever created......><....gawd LOOK AT THAT BLUSHING FACE.......ahhhhhhhhhhhh.....

SHIKI.....JUMP HIM ALREADYYYYYYY.............

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Overall I am VERY pleased with this Chibi set....it costed me around 80 bucks including shipping but WHATEVER....I am happy with my purchase....now I love my bookshelf....<33333.......

the next step is to replace my APH bootlegs with the authentic ones....but those are expensive tooo....must save up more $$~~~~

=D

I hate negative ppl...seriously they think the world owes them....=___= they need to realized there are a lot of ppl who are going through way worse shit them and still live happily....

I know I am kind of negative too....I am annoyed by that aspect of me....I need to change that.....

Ppl need to look at the positive aspects of life more....obviously some ppl are always better than us financially/academically/physically.....SO?.....you are not that one so get over it and move on with your OWN life....

somehow being around negative ppl make me depressed too....ahhhh....

ways to be happy:

1. LOVE yourself....if you dont even love yourself then dont expect anyone to love you....

2. APPRECIATE the life you have....rather than comparing it with the life you don't....because you will  never have it....

3. REALIZE that everyone has their own sense of value...NOT everyone is gonna agree with you...and be cool with it....

4. ENJOY the world....it has flaws but it is still fascinating...criticizing everything wont change anything....

okay...everyone....now smile and look at the blue (or starry) sky.....and repeat after me " LIFE IS WONDERFUL!"

EDIT: HOLY.$#%#$%....Chi turned his butt around and his face scared me...||||||||

Last moments of my dingle life...

I finally finished cleaning and am ready to welcome my roomie's arrival on monday....

I looked at her profile on FB and we have nothing in common (and she is a twilight fan...fabulous.

great...she is a sophomore too so its gonna be weird.......

anyways...took some pics to remember my peaceful dingle (=living as a single in a double room) life~

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my roooom....the wall is really empty...I need posters....we cant have nails on the wall...; __ ; no wall scroll for me....

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the "storage shelves"....that bag of lays on there is no longer in existence (I just ate it)

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my desk....it was so messy yesterday LOL

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my roomie's bed....u can see the shitty matress we have....it does not even deserve the name "matress" because it is practically rock...I used to stack all my books on there...

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her side of the shelf....ahhh....they will all be filled up soon...; A ;

*depressed*

Fucking bastard....

One of the things I really want is a roommate....

and I got one NOW

but...why this time of the year...?....is she a transfer student? back from study abroad? or is she just some HS kid living on campus to experience Gtown?

AHHH....this is such an awkward time.....there is no reason to go back to college now....so the only plausible explanation is probably she has an issue with her previous roomie...

I have been cleaning my room like crazy.....I occupied all the space because I thought I will only have a roomie next semester....

I couldnt find her on FB....now I really worry what she is like|||||||......I hope we will not hate each other LOL

because I wont be living alone anymore....I DONT HAVE ANY PRIVACY....

so....I cant look at yaoi anymore....no more yaoi games.....no more 4chan.....I will probably watch animu less....

AND I CANT DRAW WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT ANYMORE.....sorry Anako/Chinko....the promised XXXX drawing is not gonna happen.....

AHHHHhhhh....this is crazy.....><;